its just one of those days... dragging myself out of bed... a heavy sadness just constantly fills me, and i don't know where to pour it out because I'm scared someone won't understand and i might get hurt. and everything will become even more broken than it already is.

stupid flu. im so tired of being ill.

@amiableBunny4016 I hope you feel better soon Little Bunny 💙 

@mytwistedsoul

Thank yoú soul buddie 💙

@amiableBunny4016

<3

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

Omg that cat is so cutee  <3 tysm sun buddie 

@amiableBunny4016

I know right hehe. For reaalssss, I hope you feel better super soon, Bunnybuddieee. Try and take care of yourself, mhm? Maybe something warm to nom/ sip? Some rest when you can?🥺

I'll be thinking of youuu.💗

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

@amiableBunny4016

Aww hehe can imagine being so tired :0 I hope your back isn't hurting too much from sleeping on the floor. :0 

Soo glad you felt better this morning and superrrr proud of you for trying your best to push a little harder to feel more than better, sweetesttt Bunny who deserves allll the sweetness in the world. *accepts comfort beams and sends many more back atchaaa* 🤗💗

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou @Sunisshiningandsoareyou 

@amiableBunny4016

I know there's not much to do about this worry, but it's a natural worry for a friend, Bunny being. Like being genuinely concerned and wanting you to be as okay as possible and even better. One can hope, at least, yeah?!🥺💗

It breaks my heart to hear of the kinds of emotional and physical pain you feel you're adjusted to/ used to and just makes me keep saying the ever so repetitive sounding thing (I guess?) that you do not deserve it. But it's a fact, you do not. It's just plain awful you are enduring it and we cannot do much about it.😔

(But uh we can, mhm, a little atleast, and it does count, we can try taking care of you in the littlest, most gentle ways possible💗 doesn't have to be all too fancy, just the vv basics should suffice and I know Bunnybeing is vvv strong and tries her best to keep going💗)

Aw being shouted-at is absolutely not nice, it's scary and disheartening and just terrible, specially when you're not doing really okay already. :/ 

I am happy I could make your day sweeeter, BunnBunn, you truly do deserve all the nice things in the world, inclusive of hearing what an important part of the world you are and how magically *you* light up any space you are in. 

People off cups have a really bad eye-sight if they fail to see that about you smh! 

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

If someone locked me up in a room with you for the rest of my life I would literally jump in joy and dance for the rest of my life 💖

Eh, I've come to a point where I have adjusted to it, but also accepted that my life will go on. No matter if I scream or cry or sit here and pity myself, nothing is going to fix itself yk. It's kinda harsh but sometimes you just have to tell yourself the truth. 💖 I'm sure one day it will all be over, maybe not now, maybe not tommorow, but some day. 

💖 And the worry and concern you have is totally understandable lol (weirdly enough the 'dont worry about me' thing just comes out naturally idk if you get that haha) 

💜✨ I love u too threw four five six seven eight nine ten! Haha. Thank you for bringing light to my day sunshine buddie 🌞 you always come in at the right time! 

Lmao. The bad eye sight thing got me 🤣🤣🤣 

p.s your humour is just 🤪 amazing lol.  

Keep being your funny, sunny, lovely, caring self! 🌞🥺💜 

*Hugs you tight and doesn't let go*

Bunny :) 

Idk why but I've been so overly obsessed with drinking warmed up  milk in the mornings 🤣 

You can't rush your healing - trevor hall

link to post i made today

.........i actually feel like a depressed brat.

I'm so emotional for no reason 

@amiableBunny4016 *offers hugs* 💙

@mytwistedsoul

*Hugs if okay* idk whats wrong with me I just cry out of the bloom and then get so emotional and end up just sleeping or taking a nap in the middle of nowhere.

@amiableBunny4016 Maybe you pushed too many things down for too long and now it's starting to surface. There's been alot happening in the past few months and if those thoughts and feeling weren't dealt with at the time - they're telling you they're there now

@mytwistedsoul

Idk. I've kinda just pushed myself aside. And let myself be the side character yk. I never got in touch with myself or anything. :') that's also probably why. Ngl.. he has kinda calmed down with me. There are some weird moments but he is actually less restrictive than he used to be.. my emotions are just coming back. Lol. 💙 

@amiableBunny4016 It good things have calmed down. It's still a messed up situation though imo. Maybe it's "you" the you that you pushed aside that needs to grieve. Idk maybe that doesn't make sense

@amiableBunny4016

*sends some hugs for Bunny friend too, if okay* 💜 

all i can think about is sleeping 

@amiableBunny4016 

I can't take life anymore. 

@amiableBunny4016

😞 What’s wrong, Bunny bean? *no pressure* <3 

don't try to look for embarassment or shame in their eyes. you won't find it. don't try to look for acts of regret or don't let them hug you or dry your tears, because thats not how they feel or see the world. you are the prey, they are your predator. you leave this house as a corpse, and come into this house as a kid. but you've grown up now. so your all by your own. defenseless. broken.

why are you confined in your cage darling? whats stopping you from catching your hopes and dreams? 

run. as fast as you can. chase them. 

you got wings to fly. 

you have eyes to see.

but you don't have to see the colours of the world, no one can make you do that. 

you paint your own colours for your life. 

don't let the poison enter your soul.

don't let them wond your heart. 

stitch it back together. and make something new out of it. 

wound***

@amiableBunny4016

:') 🥺💙 

somewhere deep inside... i have this deep feeling. this deep strange thing. its not hurting me. its not harming me. its just.... strange.

i did not just get harassed by a few boys on a bus stop......

i cannot un-see that. i'm actually shaking. they.... tried to touch a girl in front of me...

@amiableBunny4016

*sending gentle hugs for Bunny friend if okay* :') i'm so sorry that happened, Bunny... 😞💜

this guy just started targeting me for no reason....

@amiableBunny4016

is Bunny friend okay now? 😞 (no pressure)

@amiableBunny4016 These are sad strange and scary times :( I hope you're somewhere safe now 💙

@mytwistedsoul

i hope so too. 💜

@mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflowers

hi 

@amiableBunny4016 Hey Little Bunny Foo Foo 😊  How are you?