The only thing left is memories (Ape's diary, no peaking)

i am determined.

I am faithful.

I can do this.

I havr to do this.

@Apeatrice

Hey lovely.

Hugs vv tight.

You made it. Yeah I know, you almost relapsed but in the end, you choosed to fight. Fight like the little brave warrior I knew so well.

Thank you for keeping an effort to keep yourself safe. Please remember to treat yourself gentle, my love.

Apeatrice

I am growing.

I accept the darkside of myself. 

I am supported and beloved. (By who tho?)

@Apeatrice

Hey honey. 🫂

I know how harsh it must be to stand up after a relapse, and how fastruating it can be to have a chaotic mind that can no longer operate like normal.

But no matter what, please keeps moving, fighting your way out of this mass. It may seems impossible rn. But if you starts little by little, you will be there.

Love and strength.

Apeatrice

@Apeatrice

I love you, always and forever.

Thank you,Honey. For keep on going even though you felt defeated and hopeless. Your strong determination and strength is awesome.

I love your neverendling positivity and your little negative self. Yes all of you, all parts of you is beloved and accepted.

Congratulations on making your first day .

Apeatrice

@Apeatrice

I am being cared for.

I am being supported.

I am being appreciated.

@Apeatrice

Hugs buddy.

I love you, and weather happens, I'm always going to be here for you.

Sending strength

Apeatrice

I am ready to start over again.

I am going to make it.

I am worthy