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The only thing left is memories (Ape's diary, no peaking)

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Bearainy July 17th, 2024

Tw; domestic, sexual abuse, PTSD,  (possible Schizophrenia, DID) social anxiety, family stress.


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Hi buddies. Hugs for you all. This is my diary. No reply please. Love you.


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"When I stand before thee at the end of the day'thou shalt see my scars and know that I had my wounds and also my healings."

—Tagore's 《Stray Birds》


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Bearainy OP August 12th, 2024

craving for a end to hardships.....

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Bearainy OP August 13th, 2024

Apeatrice

Love you thisss much

Thank you, my dear, for your commitment to your dream and life. 

I know how confusing it is rn, being a little girl, feeling alone in the face of deep unknown. So thank you for having faith and keeps pushing yourself forward.

Today is a new beginning, don't forget to traet yourself gentle and do your best, yes not give all you have to fill enough, but to live without regretss.

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP August 13th, 2024

I am making progress.

I am strong enough to let go.

I can make it through this day.

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Bearainy OP August 14th, 2024

@Apeatrice

I love you. Don't know what else to say to you. But please don't give up.

The night will embrace you no matter what happens.

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Bearainy OP August 14th, 2024

@Apeatrice

I can let it go.

I feel no pain.

I can make it.

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Bearainy OP August 16th, 2024

Apeatrice

I love you.

I respect your decision and unique mindset. I love your smile and yourtears, yes, its ok to cry and feel wounded. You are only a little kid for now. I admire your everlasting commitment and determination. 

Thank you, sweetie, for being you, my best friend and best companion. 

I love how the light hope brightens your eyes even in the darkest moments. I love how you struggle through this storms of pressure and tension to become.

I love you, even the parts that I may sometimes calls ''ugly''.


Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP August 16th, 2024

Dear Apeatrice




I love you.


Thank you for being so committed to life, hope and to your dream.


You are growing from a tiny liitle girl to a commendable queen. Thank you for your ever passionate steps, 


One steps at a time, together we can conquer the world.


Lots of hugs


16/8/24


Apeatrice


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Bearainy OP August 16th, 2024

Dear Apeatrice




I love you.


Thank you for being so committed to life, hope and to your dream.


You are growing from a tiny liitle girl to a commendable queen. Thank you for your ever passionate steps, 


One steps at a time, together we can conquer the world.


Lots of hugs


16/8/24


Apeatrice


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Bearainy OP August 17th, 2024

Apeatrice

Hey honey. *🫂🫂Hug my little warrior tight*

I'm so proud of you, darling. You have made so make progress since we last seen esch other. You are beloved and supported.

Maybe not all the people you met onyour way will understands the right way to appreciate you. But that doesn't mean that you are a unagreeable person.

Love you alwyas.

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP August 17th, 2024

I am changing.

I am blessed.

I am beloved.

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Bearainy OP August 18th, 2024

@Apeatrice

Hey honey, congratulations on making your 37 day. I'm so proud of you.

You can do this, please don't give up.