Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Ni Ni hugssss I misssss u so so so sorry I not been on for a long long time (plz dont call me by my old name tho)
@Enchanted2024
hi friend 💜 i missed you too…
today…
felt like a year.
i’m exhausted.
@LoveMyMoonflowers You did alot of flying and airport stuff today right? Ugh you peopled with strange peoples 😝 ewww
@mytwistedsoul
lmao. no that was yesterday 😛 or rather… this morning? or idk. time zones. 😭 it’s way way past midnight here. and i’m too tired to calculate what time it is back home. (funny how when i’m there i call this place ‘back home’ and when i’m here i call that place ‘back home’ smh 🤦🏻♀️)
today included meeting my grandparents and getting advice from my grandpa and meeting some family friends and yeah…
idk. sorry.
how’ve you been soul? :o for some reason it feels like forever. idk why 😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers Aww nothing to be sorry for. I think that would tire me out too. Visiting and getting advice about things. Like you just got there - give it a day or two before tossing all this information at you 🤪
Eh - I'm ok thank you for asking. It does feel like it's been a while 😕 so weird lol
How are you? It was an uneventful trip back home? Yeah I'm not sure how the whole back home works lol Guess technically they're both home so - 😂 idk
@mytwistedsoul
Lol. my grandpa gives advice to everyone. my brother is going to college soon, in August, and my grandpa’s told him to join the military. :') Idk everything was tiring today.
*hugs Soul if okay* 💜 i think it’s ok to be eh too. 💜 and yeah time is weird I think lol. and timezones are crazy… I hope Soul friend knows Moon friend is here for them if they need 💜 sending lots of good vibes for you.
Idk how i am lol. just trying to ignore what’s really going on, putting a smile on my face and pretending things are okay. idk… sometimes it feels like we don’t have the space to be not ok or broken. so we have to pretend… Idk. lol.
it was pretty uneventful 😛 lots of walking at the airport. i felt like my legs were gonna fall off and even told my brother that several times. lmao.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Lol I think that might be part of being a grandparent. Advice and fussing about how you need to eat and if you look tired. Or it should be. Does it feel alittle weird and scary tht your brother is going to college soon? Do you get along with each other?
@mytwistedsoul
lmao… no that’s my grandma. caring and sometimes worried about us. 💜 my grandpa doesn’t care much tbh. he talks about his other relatives, most of whom are uh… deceased. :') my grandpa likes to give advice to us so we can fulfil his dreams, my mom’s dreams, my dad’s dreams… yeah.
feels weird that he’s going but i don’t mind too much. and yeah we do get along 💜 my brother doesn’t know me very well anymore tbh, and idk him very well either. at least it doesn’t feel like it. we used to be closer… 💜 idk. we are close now too just not as close. 💜 i think i’ll miss him when he goes but he’ll come to visit us and i’ll text him, too. we’ll stay in touch. i promised him i’ll rickroll him daily (: i’m a vicious rickroller. he’s not happy about it but i mean, i’ll annoy him so 😈 lmao.
my parents fight but not as often as they used to. mmm… :') there are some things that happen but it’s not too bad which is why i don’t talk about it here much. it affects me but i don’t talk about it because it feels like i’m complaining. compared to many parents mine would be considered… great. Idk. lol. i’m weird.
you describe it so well Soul… :') thank you for understanding and for being there. 💜 you’re the best you ever :') i appreciate you so much. 💜 (and yeah i know your brain disagrees… but that’s okay… i guess we can all take our time, to try to see the good in ourselves…)
yeah, we are staying here for like 2 weeks. and i love books 😛 and essays. especially Soul friend’s essays and books :o 💜 they are the best.
thank you Soul. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers Aww I'm glad your grandma's like that 💙 I mean it's not good she worries of course. So your family is living or redoing their childhoods through you and your brother 😕 That's alot of pressure on you and him. It doesn't leave much room for you to be you if you're tossed into the role of grandpa 2.0 😐
i have too many notifications again :/ and it’s way way past midnight.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Hate to admit it but sometimes I just delete them 😬 You can always unsubscribe to some too of they're older threads for discussions
@mytwistedsoul
yeah lol 💜
why is it that cups would just make me even more exhausted…
*** nvm idek what i’m saying nvm Ni
Hi Moon Pie 💙 sorry I didn't mean to pounce. Why don't you get some rest and maybe deal with it tomorrow?
@mytwistedsoul
no i don’t think you pounced Soul. it’s okay. 💜 and yeah i should sleep but i have to deal with something here first. at the house. 🙄 lol.
thanks for the censor, 7cups…………
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@LoveMyMoonflowers
you okay..?
@justmeeva
evaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
site: we are just verifying that you are human ✨
me: dude i didn’t even know i was a human?
@LoveMyMoonflowers i get so nervous with those
(my sis makes a joke that im a robot all the time. Lol)
@unassumingEyes
smh lol :') to eyes buddy’s sister: 👀
@LoveMyMoonflowers my sis is a mood lol
@unassumingEyes
lol 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Site: "no worries, just select 4/8 pictures that have the tiniest bit of red in them and if you pass, we'll confirm you are, indeed, a hooman." 🥰
*purposely selects the wrong pictures*
Site: "🙄"
Me: same😴
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
sunniiieee lovely 🤭 hehe you’re so sweet. <3 lmao 😛
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Sweet? Maybe, but hooman? We need to check with the site!😛
Lol I find it really funny too, all those verify thingies like bruh?! what on Earth are we even doing trying to confirm we are human to a software?!😭
Hehe *hugs Niibuddybeaniee*🤗❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
no maybe’s Sunnniiieeee! 💜 you are the master of sweetness, always and forever 💜 and mmm :') me knows brainie can be meanie tbh :') and say you’re not, but nuuuu, me thinks you’re the master of sweetness, me knows it 💜 and many other hoomans do too. <3
lmao ikr Sun 🥲 it feels so very silly but they must have some reason for it 🧐 lol 💜
*huggle wuggles Sunbuddybeanie back tight* somehow it feels like it’s been a while lol. Idk. 😭 Ni friend has missed you 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Aww you just did it again Niibuddy, melted my heart so much being soooo sweet. *you* are the sweetness master hehe, not gonna lie, it also seems cool as a badge name lol. Cups should have something like this and I'd defo nominate you for it.🥰
*huggle wuggle tightttt*
You're in my thoughts so often, sweet one.🤗💗
😂 Nice. So you're not all ga-ga over today's technology, either? My feelings about it are...mixed. That's the best way to put it.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Website: To proceed further, do XYZ to verify you are human.
Me: You realize that AIs are getting more sophisticated every year, right?...I could be one myself, for all you know.
@slowdecline48
exactly Slow exactly 😭🤣
