Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
i’m exhausted.
….
i’m just gonna sit here .
:/
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*sits with you in silence if okay*
@justmeeva
of course it’s ok. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*however the silence doesn’t have to remain silent because i’d be happy to talk and listen* /nf of course 🩷
@justmeeva
thank you…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
of course buddy 🥺 if you need to get anything out of your mind, you’re absolutely welcome to do that, always are 🩷
@justmeeva
*hugs eva if okay*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awwee of course 🥺 *hugs you for the longest time* 🫂
what is this life…
@LoveMyMoonflowers It's the only life we get, little one...as far as I can tell, anyway.
@slowdecline48
it sure is messed up….
……..
@LoveMyMoonflowers offers safe hugs
@mytwistedsoul
*accepts and sends some back to Soul* thanks.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Thank you. I'm afraid I may have said the wrong thing with our friend.
@mytwistedsoul
idk… 😞
ni friend/me said a similar thing about involving the police… earlier… in rooms.
:')
idk I’m real worried about her. real scared.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Same reaction? Getting the law involved can be terrifying. I wish there was a way to help her but we're so very limited here with every thing.
@mytwistedsoul
no… bunny friend said it’s fine Ni just leave it… said let that man do whatever he wants … 😞
I know I wish there was more but it’s like … we are so far away and we are just connecting through freaking screens :') on a website…
funny how the people who actually care, have to be so far away from each other. funny how the people who have bad intentions have to be so near……
life is ***.
@LoveMyMoonflowers It's hard to leave it be when you know there are so many ways this can go badly. I agree, the people who care are too far away and have their hands tied by red tape and laws. You are right, the ones who wish us ill are closer than they should be. I apologize for talking over threads. I find it hard to get anyone here to take concerns like this seriously here and I know you're her friend too.
@mytwistedsoul
Yeah. :') idrk what to say tbh. idk. i’m not gonna say anything… :')
😞 …..
I need sleep but it’s only like… 10:48 pm.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Perhaps turning in early would be a good idea? Before you get your second wind and end up more awake?
@mytwistedsoul
Idk. I haven’t even eaten.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Maybe something light to eat first. It no good to try and sleep on an empty stomach and body's do need fuel. Maybe some toast?
@mytwistedsoul
Yeah I might eat something soon. :')
im sorry soul I’m dumping all this on you friend… 😞 didn’t even ask about my friend. How are you :') *hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers You haven't dumped anything. I stepped into it willingly. You're struggling with your own things and now we're concerned about our friend. Some times this is a hard place to be a part of.
I'm fine, thank you for asking. Just have a headache.
@mytwistedsoul
Yeah, it is…
I’m sorry ): Sending healing beams for your headache.
I wish my healing beams were real.
I wish the hugs were real…
@LoveMyMoonflowers So do I 💙 Life really sucks in times like these.
@mytwistedsoul
I couldn’t agree more. :')
I feel dry. And dead.
Flowers friend…whenever you see this uh im sorry for invading ur space but me wants to ask smth nd i cant in the corner so i came here
@unassumingEyes
go ahead, eyes. i’m listening.
<3
@LoveMyMoonflowers uhh its just ppl in the corner keep replying even tho i specified i didnt want any replies except from yall and its really bothering me. Like at first i didnt care but now ive told sm stuff in the corner i dont really need everyone reading and responding to :( dyou know how i cn stop them?
@unassumingEyes
*pops in, you can just ignore it if you want lol*
i really don’t understand how people can idk if misread or understand *t h a t* wrongly, i’ve seen people jump into random threads so much- but i can be someone to politely explain them that it’s not their place to be if you want :p (ngl i almost did but then i figured that maybe you knew them so i didn’t hehe)
@justmeeva yea but like rn im just hoping that if i dont respond theyll get the idea 😂😭 but i dont get how they went to page *36* of the corner just to say smth :0 and i didnt quite get why what they said has anything to do with me 🤷♀️
@unassumingEyes
Ah, people do that sometimes, yeah. it happens. You can just respond to them gently reminding them that the space is for you and your friends 💜 and you don’t want replies from anyone else 💜
however if you get any inappropriate replies you can flag those and they’ll be nommed away.
just sitting here alone and in silence.
alone.
and silent.
(:
i have too many notifications.