In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
you poofed but I was about to poof anyway hehe :pš©·take careš©·(gifs arenāt working but I was gonna search "Love" :pšhehe wait let me see if I can copy one :0š)
@iloveyouxx
iām sorryyyyy i was doing the math problems :( and your probably gone now too im sorry š @unassumingEyes i managed to finish them š Ā
@LoveMyMoonflowers
:0 you did it :0ššlol no I never leftš©·I was hoping I would :pš
@iloveyouxx
i did š now i have like 848577473728202039383783378373 more assignments to finish /jk but somewhere close to that š¤ itās 8 pm though and iām not in the m o o d yk :')Ā
@unassumingEyes this reminds me of those emails about procrastinationā¦ remember? š omg i should so show those to you nadia š eyes saw them earlier today šĀ
(emails i sent to my brother š and i showed snippets to eyes friend)Ā
@LoveMyMoonflowers
noošI have the student led conference thing on..2 days xD minus today xD thatās 1 day xD my lead teacher expects so much :>>> sheās like "oh and you can take pictures of any trophies, badges you can include that in your presentation..if youāre in the mustangs you can put photos there and talk about that, any out of school activities and sports it doesnāt have to just be in school, all your acheivements how you got there, you can put screenshots from your last slc and talk about how youāve achieved those targetsā¦" oh xD mine was so stupid last year. my first target was "To be able to present infront of an audience" like how am I gonna talk about thatā ļøbruh I took a picture of my brotherās empty standards card and I wanted to include it but my lead teacher got a notification that I have that after school for having a full card (teacher signatures :P). I havenāt achieved anything. when are your assignments due :0š©·btw you can ignore the above I was still just yapping hehe.šis waffling a word :0 my classmate was telling this girl to stop "waffling" and the teacher asked what that meant and apparently itās similar to yapping and Iāve never heard of it before lol :0š©·Iām so random sorry xDš©·
idk what thatās about but that reminded me of that one page in my planner xD (planner is the name of basically our school book, with websites usernames and passwords standards cards rules explanations standards uniform etc :P) it was basically like balakakakjiarhhdnsk how to be the best student or smth like that and it was things like "sleep 10 hours" "always give your 101% effort" "make connections with your teachers and pears" it was more formal but yk :Pšthen it went "dont(dont was in caps) procrastinate(three exclamation marks just incase itās triggering)"ā ļø:Dšš©·Ā
Sorry frnds headache š©· goodjob on maths flowers š©· @LoveMyMoonflowers @iloveyouxxĀ
@unassumingEyes
thank you friend š
@iloveyouxx @justmeeva @unassumingEyesĀ
hey lovely friends šš i hope itās okie to leave a note here. basicallyā¦ i think nadseyloaf already knows š but wellā¦ my summer break hasnāt begun yet. which means i still have several more days to go and thenā¦ exams :/ on top of that thereās a lot of different assignments i havenāt finished yet š which is um thanks to my procrastinator within. :') oh well.Ā
i'll need to finish those but tbh i've been thinking about it and i thoughtā¦ i'm gonna go on a break for a little while. and by a little while i mean i'll probably come back at like the end of the month š iām honestly gonna miss you three so much :c and im gonna miss others on here, i might peek every now and then but my account's mostly gonna be on-break.Ā
ni friend promise this is not because of anyone here š it's justā¦ school. *sigh* šĀ
me gonna miss you, eyes-bean, nadseyloaf and eva-bean (in no particular order) š love you so much. i know itās gonna be hard to be safe sometimes :( and things are not always ok at home, and lifeās just hard and weird and messy and ***. and actually i think those could be understatements even š and i know this sounds weirdā¦ but i just really hope you all will try to take care of yourselves, even a little š *biiiiiiiiig hugs if okiiieee* š„ŗš©·
- with love, ni friendĀ
@LoveMyMoonflowersĀ
iām glad you told us <3 i hope youāll be okie and safe yourself nifren š©· iāll miss you but iāll wait for you š *big hugsss to ni buddy and also to @unassumingEyes and @iloveyouxx because it feels like i havenāt seen you in ages because iāve been.. away, somewhat :ā)*Ā
i love you friends ā¤ļø
@justmeeva
iāll miss you so much too šš wuv you š all of you šš *biiiig huggies* :c š„ŗš©·Ā
@LoveMyMoonflowers
(ahhhhnoo youāre gone againšš©·š©·okay so I was waiting for you to come online so I could be able to reply :') with a very long complicated story about why I couldnāt beforeš©·Iām so sorryš©·also I keep barging in your convos I should really stop d:ši didnāt know where else to post this :')šthankyou for being so patient with meš©·and Iāll stop dwdwš©·I wouldnāt have been this patient with myself d:šthankyou friendš©·)
@LoveMyMoonflowers goodluck with ugly old school flowers š©· proud of you for taking a break when u need it š©· take care of yourself too okay? Eyes frnd loves you very very much š©·Ā
[P.s might not be here (on cups) by the time ur back because u know. Grade10 results. Mom. Blablabla. Love u]
@unassumingEyes
thank you friend š and you described it well lol, ugly old school. š Iāll try friend š flowers friend loves you vvvv much too.Ā
(okay friend :c thanks for the heads-up <3 i hope things go ok. with the results and withā¦ your mum. although idk about your mum atpā¦ no offenceā¦ i'm sorry.)Ā
caught myself daydreaming once again. itās not realistic, just another scenario i came up with.Ā
imagine if we all ran away together. every one of us leaving our countries and meeting somewhere in the middle. travelling the world together, country by country, day by day. campfires. views. road trips.Ā friends.Ā memories. freedom. peace. escaping problems, people, rules. just us all together.Ā
though my brain doesnāt let my mind be wrapped around the fact that you all are real, that we all exist together, so far away but also somehow so close, i still imagine us together sometimes. itās amazing that weāre all here, really. that we all exist at the same time, out of all times. that we all found cups. found each other. met each other. if thereās one thing iām certain of, itās that i wouldnāt want it any other way. <3
@unassumingEyes @LoveMyMoonflowers @iloveyouxx
@justmeeva
Made me feel better. Today was a bad day tbh. Thank you for this š©·
I like to imagine sometimes, too. Green fields. Potato themed picnics. Moonflowers. Peaceful skies. Maybe some light rain but instead of the rain saying "sad" it says "free"Ā
Maybe someday, if only in dreams š©·
Love you š©· im glad i met you-all- too š©·Ā
