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Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers nothing, everything, idk
@unassumingEyes
theres too much to just word out😞🩷we’re here for you friend❤️<3
@unassumingEyes
*huggle wuggles tight, but not too tight* 🩵
@unassumingEyes yall got any suggestions? I dont know how i cld prevent bullies and bad teachers but theres gotta be s o m e way xD
Its not active crisis thoughts, its passive, so thats something?
U know the weirdest thing that helped me yesterday? A pinterest post.
Like, idek who this stranger is but they get it-
Mental Health aside, the school wld have lockers so like, kids only have to take home books for hw. Like thats a concept known in the west and in indian schools but not in pakistani schools we be carrying the whole 10kg books to school and back 💀
And the books wld be free because. I said so.
See this is the problem i want the school to be like easily affordable but i have to take into account construction costs, employment costs, equipment costs, its not that easy. Its like its a big thing
Government schools in Pakistan are cheap but wld be in the governments power as in they choose school timings, curriculum, book prices etc its just a nuisance id prefer to own a private school but id need a side job/business to afford all that
Ignoring the part of my brain that says i wont live that long anyways-
Also pakistan has lots of loadshedding yani lots of electricity troubles so would need to buy good working electric generators OR switch to solar both of which cost
I think solar wld be the smarter move? And maybe 5,6 years in we cld get one generator just incase?
OhMyGod thats expensive xD
Part of me doesnt want a school in Pakistan but thats not much of a choice ad my parents and sis want to settle down there besides if any country needs affordable good education- its Pakistan-
Suddenly feel done with life- imma log off fr now
(Hugs if okay flowers)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
okay 🩷 if thats smth like "sorry lifes dumb" thats okay then 🩷 and if its smth like "sorry im 'x thing' " or "sorry im not 'y thing'" then theres nothing to apologize for :p just to be clear 🩷
@unassumingEyes
🩷🩷🩷 (hearts because idk what to say 🩷)
Tw
I either di.e soon or lose the chance to di.e where i want to.
Dammit but now wld just be a bad time to do it.
@unassumingEyes
eeeeeeeeeeeeee! 💜 finally eyes' internet has learnt to behave @iloveyouxx @justmeeva let us rejoice 🥺💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awwwwwwwwwwe💜idk what rejoice means but this is so sweet hehe🥺💓💓🩷
just pretend those say our names😎💖💖/lh
@iloveyouxx
hehe let’s rejoice basically means let’s celebrate and your doing it quite nicely 🥰
@iloveyouxx
nadia is taking full advantage of eyes' internet's new manners 🤣 your just the best 💜
i’m sorry if this was rude or meanie or made you feel bad nadseyloaf :c i can be careless sometimes… i’m sorry 😔 i didn’t mean it in a bad way :c
@LoveMyMoonflowers
oh. huh-. it’s just that I think I’m meant to be upset but I don’t get it ;-; what makes you think it made me feel bad🩷? *rereads what I said*💜
@iloveyouxx
oh is it that I started talking about loving you all no matter what :0 I’m not that dramatic I was just talking like in general xD not because you did anything bad🩷but really don’t think that🩷sorry if I’m wrong tho. what made you think you made me feel bad tho💕💜?
@iloveyouxx
oh lol no i wrote that before you actually replied to it friend 💜 i thought that because you didn’t reply to it yet but upvoted it so i thought mmm :c
you didn’t say anything wrong at all 💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ouhh I had 2 tabs open and I had my reply in the first one and the second was just incase I got a new notification or reply while I was writing it, and I only posted short things in the second one and also kept having to go before I got to post it so that’s why it took a while🩷I thought it was so sweet and funny and kind tho🩷and I didn’t check when you posted that heh sorry xD💜💜
🩷thankyou for the reassurance friend💜