In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
Mental Health aside, the school wld have lockers so like, kids only have to take home books for hw. Like thats a concept known in the west and in indian schools but not in pakistani schools we be carrying the whole 10kg books to school and back 💀
And the books wld be free because. I said so.
See this is the problem i want the school to be like easily affordable but i have to take into account construction costs, employment costs, equipment costs, its not that easy. Its like its a big thing
Government schools in Pakistan are cheap but wld be in the governments power as in they choose school timings, curriculum, book prices etc its just a nuisance id prefer to own a private school but id need a side job/business to afford all that
Ignoring the part of my brain that says i wont live that long anyways-
Also pakistan has lots of loadshedding yani lots of electricity troubles so would need to buy good working electric generators OR switch to solar both of which cost
I think solar wld be the smarter move? And maybe 5,6 years in we cld get one generator just incase?
OhMyGod thats expensive xD
Part of me doesnt want a school in Pakistan but thats not much of a choice ad my parents and sis want to settle down there besides if any country needs affordable good education- its Pakistan-
Suddenly feel done with life- imma log off fr now
(Hugs if okay flowers)
@unassumingEyes
*hugs eyes* 🩵 i’m sorry…
@LoveMyMoonflowers bout what lovely?
@unassumingEyes
idk im just sorry
@LoveMyMoonflowers
okay 🩷 if thats smth like "sorry lifes dumb" thats okay then 🩷 and if its smth like "sorry im 'x thing' " or "sorry im not 'y thing'" then theres nothing to apologize for :p just to be clear 🩷
@unassumingEyes
🩷🩷🩷 (hearts because idk what to say 🩷)
Tw
I either di.e soon or lose the chance to di.e where i want to.
Dammit but now wld just be a bad time to do it.
Im just annoyed
*drops hugs for anyone who wants them*
Im so bored today xD
@unassumingEyes
*looks for something unboring*
@iloveyouxx
nadia is taking full advantage of eyes' internet's new manners 🤣 your just the best 💜
i’m sorry if this was rude or meanie or made you feel bad nadseyloaf :c i can be careless sometimes… i’m sorry 😔 i didn’t mean it in a bad way :c
@LoveMyMoonflowers
oh. huh-. it’s just that I think I’m meant to be upset but I don’t get it ;-; what makes you think it made me feel bad🩷? *rereads what I said*💜
@iloveyouxx
oh is it that I started talking about loving you all no matter what :0 I’m not that dramatic I was just talking like in general xD not because you did anything bad🩷but really don’t think that🩷sorry if I’m wrong tho. what made you think you made me feel bad tho💕💜?
@iloveyouxx
oh lol no i wrote that before you actually replied to it friend 💜 i thought that because you didn’t reply to it yet but upvoted it so i thought mmm :c
you didn’t say anything wrong at all 💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ouhh I had 2 tabs open and I had my reply in the first one and the second was just incase I got a new notification or reply while I was writing it, and I only posted short things in the second one and also kept having to go before I got to post it so that’s why it took a while🩷I thought it was so sweet and funny and kind tho🩷and I didn’t check when you posted that heh sorry xD💜💜
🩷thankyou for the reassurance friend💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nadia is taking full advantage of eyes' internet's new manners 🤣 your just the best 💜
I know I’m so happy it still worked for them🩷😂🩷🩷I was just about to correct that you’re* I’m so like ugh😭😭🤓💜*counts us*🤍there can’t be :0 4 bests :0 just 3🩷:0🩷and thats you and eyes and eva💗in no order at all💕I love you all and you all make me happy in different ways. and I’ve gotten mad and hurt before but no matter what happened I really can’t stop loving any of you. i love every part of being your friends, I love eyes’s mean side and eva’s "weird mood"s and when nini feels like she’s not enough and we all know that’s not true💕I love eyes when she gets overprotective and when eva isn’t in the state to talk to anyone and when ni avoids what she can’t face and I know these sound like insults I swear they’re not🩷I love being your friends and I love being here for you all without really doing much but I swear I try and I love it when you try. I love how you all try🩷oh look at that I got cheesy again🤓✨lol but I do love all of you sm🩷I was meant to be working on something aggysgtghigusytsut ;-; I was procrastinating while writing that xD💜my brains so broken xD💜my dads mad at me ;-;🩷optional hugs friends💟💜🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i kept your message there again☠️☠️*slams forhead* oh yeah I accidentally punched myself today :D I was trying to pull the blanket and I was pulling really hard and my hand slipped and I punched myself so hard..my brothers still laughing till now xD it left a mark lol but I can laugh about it it just hurts xD💖💖
@iloveyouxx
dhdjjdb don't make me cry I have a headache xD
That was such a nice thing to say 💓 thank u 💓 I love all parts of u too :p even the part that goes into hiding without warnings/lh :p ly/gen/p
@unassumingEyes
oh right you have a headache xD mwarharharahagaraggsgajeka/j/j :P I can go on.. :P I’m gonna go on😈✨💗💗💗
I love eyes and her tendency to overthink small things, I love eyes when she gets angry and knows what’s right, I love how she stands with what she believes strongly. I love how she thinks of others and most of her space is about them. I love how- oh xD I just had a very strong wave of sadness hit me xD ouch- xD …………..… XD 💖
I should probably say I’m definitely gonna do that again. and I’m not gonna come back. also I should probably go before I say something stupid hehe. sorry for being so depressing lol :P🩷I don’t mean it. I still love you🩷tc🩷
@unassumingEyes
mmm… friend… well… does eyes friend think they can help me with math hw? 😅
(no pressure) im sorry
@LoveMyMoonflowers
eyes is vv smart :0 💕 I’d help but :P… :P *summons eyes* (tyt🩷) @unassumingEyes 🩷
@iloveyouxx
@_@ i'd use my calculator for some guidance but it’s graphing :( we're doing systems of equations (and dw eyes friend tyt <3)
nadsies ik i haven’t responded to the thing in our forum yet and im sorry 🥺 i did read it though and to answer one of your questions no my break hasn’t begun yet 😭😭 it doesn’t begin until the end of this month D:
me now wondering if i can use my calculator for this 🤔
@LoveMyMoonflowers
>: I’ve had 4 calculators this year because I’d break every single one of them :P🩷one of them I was just bored in math so I started like digging my pen around the screen☠️and I kept making it deeper and smoothing it out and then it wouldn’t work but I still kept it somewhere in my bag while I was using the other one and like months later I broke my 3rd so I got that one out and it just suddenly worked again. then I broke it less than a full week later. eee systems of equations D: just go to a scientific calculator on google🩷I know it’s late but :P💜
oh yeah in my dream I opened the notification and you replied to the full thing xD and then I wanted to save it to reply to later, and I woke up today and opened that forum and I couldn’t find the reply. and I’m not even joking I didn’t realize it was a dream until I think 2 hours ago☠️😭💜you don’t have to apologizzzeee💕💕awwe. ours ends on july 5 but my aunt got a fake medical thing email :P and I’m not going back there :P maybe it’s wrong but.. I don’t really care I hate school sm xD🩷 that’s like.. july has 31 days. 2, 10, 1 well todays over so that’s 12 days :0 about 12 days💜you can do it :00🩷🩷🎉🦕🦕🧃🐾💓💓
@LoveMyMoonflowers sorry i wld hv but have a bad headache rn hope u got them done frnd 🩷
@unassumingEyes
hey :c i’m so sorry about your headache 😔 you ok now? :c
