In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
Mental Health aside, the school wld have lockers so like, kids only have to take home books for hw. Like thats a concept known in the west and in indian schools but not in pakistani schools we be carrying the whole 10kg books to school and back đ
And the books wld be free because. I said so.
See this is the problem i want the school to be like easily affordable but i have to take into account construction costs, employment costs, equipment costs, its not that easy. Its like its a big thing
Government schools in Pakistan are cheap but wld be in the governments power as in they choose school timings, curriculum, book prices etc its just a nuisance id prefer to own a private school but id need a side job/business to afford all that
Ignoring the part of my brain that says i wont live that long anyways-
Also pakistan has lots of loadshedding yani lots of electricity troubles so would need to buy good working electric generators OR switch to solar both of which cost
I think solar wld be the smarter move? And maybe 5,6 years in we cld get one generator just incase?
OhMyGod thats expensive xDÂ
Part of me doesnt want a school in Pakistan but thats not much of a choice ad my parents and sis want to settle down there besides if any country needs affordable good education- its Pakistan-Â
Suddenly feel done with life- imma log off fr nowÂ
(Hugs if okay flowers)
@unassumingEyes
*hugs eyes* đ©” iâm sorryâŠÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers bout what lovely?Â
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I either di.e soon or lose the chance to di.e where i want to.
Dammit but now wld just be a bad time to do it.Â
Im just annoyedÂ
*drops hugs for anyone who wants them*
@unassumingEyes
*runs into hug* đđđÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowersÂ
(It loadedd omgg)
@unassumingEyes
eeeeeeeeeeeeee! đ finally eyes' internet has learnt to behave @iloveyouxx @justmeeva let us rejoice đ„șđÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awwwwwwwwwweđidk what rejoice means but this is so sweet heheđ„șđđđ©·
just pretend those say our namesđđđ/lh
@iloveyouxx
hehe letâs rejoice basically means letâs celebrate and your doing it quite nicely đ„°Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awweâ€ïžâ€ïž
Im so bored today xDÂ
@unassumingEyes
*looks for something unboring*
@iloveyouxx
nadia is taking full advantage of eyes' internet's new manners đ€Ł your just the best đ
iâm sorry if this was rude or meanie or made you feel bad nadseyloaf :c i can be careless sometimes⊠iâm sorry đ i didnât mean it in a bad way :cÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
oh. huh-. itâs just that I think Iâm meant to be upset but I donât get it ;-; what makes you think it made me feel badđ©·? *rereads what I said*đ
@iloveyouxx
oh is it that I started talking about loving you all no matter what :0 Iâm not that dramatic I was just talking like in general xD not because you did anything badđ©·but really donât think thatđ©·sorry if Iâm wrong tho. what made you think you made me feel bad thođđ?
@iloveyouxx
oh lol no i wrote that before you actually replied to it friend đ i thought that because you didnât reply to it yet but upvoted it so i thought mmm :cÂ
you didnât say anything wrong at all đđÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ouhh I had 2 tabs open and I had my reply in the first one and the second was just incase I got a new notification or reply while I was writing it, and I only posted short things in the second one and also kept having to go before I got to post it so thatâs why it took a whileđ©·I thought it was so sweet and funny and kind thođ©·and I didnât check when you posted that heh sorry xDđđ
đ©·thankyou for the reassurance friendđ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nadia is taking full advantage of eyes' internet's new manners đ€Ł your just the best đ
I know Iâm so happy it still worked for themđ©·đđ©·đ©·I was just about to correct that youâre* Iâm so like ughđđđ€đ*counts us*đ€there canât be :0 4 bests :0 just 3đ©·:0đ©·and thats you and eyes and evađin no order at allđI love you all and you all make me happy in different ways. and Iâve gotten mad and hurt before but no matter what happened I really canât stop loving any of you. i love every part of being your friends, I love eyesâs mean side and evaâs "weird mood"s and when nini feels like sheâs not enough and we all know thatâs not trueđI love eyes when she gets overprotective and when eva isnât in the state to talk to anyone and when ni avoids what she canât face and I know these sound like insults I swear theyâre notđ©·I love being your friends and I love being here for you all without really doing much but I swear I try and I love it when you try. I love how you all tryđ©·oh look at that I got cheesy againđ€âšlol but I do love all of you smđ©·I was meant to be working on something aggysgtghigusytsut ;-; I was procrastinating while writing that xDđmy brains so broken xDđmy dads mad at me ;-;đ©·optional hugs friendsđđđ©·
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i kept your message there againâ ïžâ ïž*slams forhead* oh yeah I accidentally punched myself today :D I was trying to pull the blanket and I was pulling really hard and my hand slipped and I punched myself so hard..my brothers still laughing till now xD it left a mark lol but I can laugh about it it just hurts xDđđ
@iloveyouxxÂ
ï»żdhdjjdb don't make me cry I have a headache xDÂ
That was such a nice thing to say đ thank u đ I love all parts of u too :p even the part that goes into hiding without warnings/lh :p ly/gen/p
@unassumingEyes
oh right you have a headache xD mwarharharahagaraggsgajeka/j/j :P I can go on.. :P Iâm gonna go onđâšđđđ
I love eyes and her tendency to overthink small things, I love eyes when she gets angry and knows whatâs right, I love how she stands with what she believes strongly. I love how she thinks of others and most of her space is about them. I love how- oh xD I just had a very strong wave of sadness hit me xD ouch- xD âŠâŠâŠâŠ..⊠XD đ
I should probably say Iâm definitely gonna do that again. and Iâm not gonna come back. also I should probably go before I say something stupid hehe. sorry for being so depressing lol :Pđ©·I donât mean it. I still love youđ©·tcđ©·
@unassumingEyes
mmm⊠friend⊠well⊠does eyes friend think they can help me with math hw? đ Â
(no pressure) im sorryÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
eyes is vv smart :0 đ Iâd help but :P⊠:P *summons eyes* (tytđ©·) @unassumingEyes đ©·
@iloveyouxx
@_@ i'd use my calculator for some guidance but itâs graphing :( we're doing systems of equations (and dw eyes friend tyt <3)Â
nadsies ik i havenât responded to the thing in our forum yet and im sorry đ„ș i did read it though and to answer one of your questions no my break hasnât begun yet đđ it doesnât begin until the end of this month D:Â
me now wondering if i can use my calculator for this đ€Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
>: Iâve had 4 calculators this year because Iâd break every single one of them :Pđ©·one of them I was just bored in math so I started like digging my pen around the screenâ ïžand I kept making it deeper and smoothing it out and then it wouldnât work but I still kept it somewhere in my bag while I was using the other one and like months later I broke my 3rd so I got that one out and it just suddenly worked again. then I broke it less than a full week later. eee systems of equations D: just go to a scientific calculator on googleđ©·I know itâs late but :Pđ
oh yeah in my dream I opened the notification and you replied to the full thing xD and then I wanted to save it to reply to later, and I woke up today and opened that forum and I couldnât find the reply. and Iâm not even joking I didnât realize it was a dream until I think 2 hours agoâ ïžđđyou donât have to apologizzzeeeđđawwe. ours ends on july 5 but my aunt got a fake medical thing email :P and Iâm not going back there :P maybe itâs wrong but.. I donât really care I hate school sm xDđ©· thatâs like.. july has 31 days. 2, 10, 1 well todays over so thatâs 12 days :0 about 12 daysđyou can do it :00đ©·đ©·đđŠđŠđ§đŸđđ
@LoveMyMoonflowers sorry i wld hv but have a bad headache rn hope u got them done frnd đ©·
@unassumingEyes
hey :c iâm so sorry about your headache đ you ok now? :cÂ
