In The Gloaming TW *just in case*

@Optimisticempath *hugs OptiBear back tightly* there's nothing to be sorry for ok? ❤️

The news - my father has stage 4 cancer. We've been trying to rebuild and repair a relationship that's complicated

@mytwistedsoul oh nu how come I miss this till now :( 😢 I'm vv sorry to hear that Soul :( me here if you feel like talking or sharing anything you want anytime ok ❤ you don't need to be alone in this difficult time 🥺 *hugs tight ❤ I will be really grateful to support you in any way you need and I'm able to, please don't hesitate ok? you're vv loved ❤

@Optimisticempath Aww no worries OptiBear ❤️ I think the notifications have been screwy for a while. I'm sorry I should have probably dropped a TW on that post first. Just you being here and being my friend and caring - I'm really grateful for all of those things. Thank you! * Big squeezy* Much love to you ❤️❤️

@mytwistedsoul How adorable awww!🥰❤

They changed the wallpaper again 😕

@mytwistedsoul ikr soul 😐😐 whyy😔🥴

*huggles

This feels scary ngl clicking everything to see what it is for ... all over again 😣

more hugging 🥺🤗🤗🤗

@Optimisticempath *hugs OptiBear tight* I hear you there! Pushing buttons hoping it doesn't yeet me some where I don't want to be. 😅 had to ask how to find my own threads 😕 *smh*

@mytwistedsoul oh it's in forums search? why do we have to keep unlearning and relearning here all the time smh 😅

*hugs soul hows you doing today?❤

@mytwistedsoul Love this thread.

@notalexbrady Hey nice to meet you 🙂 I'm glad you like it!

mirror mirror on the wall

we need some truth or nothing at all

its always been touch and go

the forgotten truths that no one knows

time it heals but hurts inside

it comes at us again and again

a storm that never ends

shows us we're not OK

trust is key but we wonder why

can't change the way we feel inside

no we're not the same

done playing games

we see who's to blame

what once was a temple

is now a tomb

now we're screaming

wondering why

we come back here

where nothing is the same

maybe we're all just a little insane

maybe it's me

I'm the one to blame

🐾

I'm f*cking terrified

I see the sunshine shining like a spit to the face

I'm hearing ***'s bells ringing and I think it's for me

It's almost like

I'm blind to the light

I'm seeing people all around me poppin' pills for the pain

Don't wanna try but I might cause I need an escape

I'm feeling like

There's nowhere to hide

Lying, shaking

Bones are breaking

Facing the mirror

Is too much, can't take it 'cause

I'm scared to look into my eyes

'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside

And it feels like

I've been pulled into the riptide

Going under

Don't try to tell me it's alright

I'm f*cking terrified

I tried to find a prescription for the ditches I've dug

I realize my condition can't be fixed with a drug

I'm out of time

Kiss me goodbye

Body pacing

Contemplating

Facing the mirror but

I just might break it 'cause

I'm scared to look into my eyes

'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside

And it feels like

I've been pulled into the riptide

Going under

Don't try to tell me it's alright

I'm f*cking terrified

I'm so f*cking terrified

I'm scared to look into my eyes

'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside

And it feels like

I've been pulled into the riptide

Going under

Don't try to tell me I'm alright

I'm f*cking terrified

Terrified

Don't try to tell

me I'm alright

I'm so *** terrified

Autumn Kings - Terrified

Train - Calling all angels

I need a sign to let me know you're here

All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere

I need to know that things are gonna look up

'Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup

When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head

When you feel the world shake from the words that are said

And I'm calling all angels

And I'm calling all you angels

And I won't give up if you don't give up

I won't give up if you don't give up

I won't give up if you don't give up

I won't give up if you don't give up

I need a sign to let me know you're here

'Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear

I want a reason for the way things have to be

I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me

And I'm calling all angels

And I'm calling all you angels

When children have to play inside so they don't disappear

While private eyes solve marriage lies 'cause we don't talk for years

And football teams are kissing Queens and losing sight of having dreams

In a world that what we want is only what we want until it's ours

And I'm calling all angels

And I'm calling all you angels

And I'm (I won't give up if you don't give up)

Calling all angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)

And I'm (I won't give up if you don't give up)

Calling all you angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)

Calling all you angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)

Calling all you angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)

Calling all you angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)

Cause I'm alright, thanks for asking

There's a million things I'd love to say but you don't wanna hear

Yeah, it's alright, I don't need your blessings

I'd rather face the wrath of angels than the devil in the mirror

I don't think God is listening

She told us to follow, but left us behind

I've never seen an angel

But I know the devil, and he told me I'm fine

What doesn't k*ll you will only make you stronger

That's what everyone keeps tellin' me

I'd rather capsize than chase an old horizon

Throw me back into the deadest of seas

Well, I know that God is laughing

She gave us our wings, but never taught us to fly

They say the end is coming

And if that's true, well, I don't think I mind

I always knew it would come to this

Heaven or ***? I can't tell which is which

I always knew it would come to this

Heaven or ***? I can't tell which is which

Tell which is which

I don't think God is listening

She told us to follow, but left us behind

I've never seen an angel

But I know the devil, and he told me I'm fine

I know that God is laughing

She gave us our wings, but never taught us to fly

They say the end is coming

And if that's true, well, I don't think I mind

Roll, roll, roll, keep on moving ahead

Roll, roll, roll, guess I'll sleep when I'm d*ad

FFDP - Thanks for asking

These

Made this

@mytwistedsoul Soooo yummmm!😍

FFDP - save your breath

Just wanted to stop by and leave a hug if that’s ok with you. Been thinking of you ❤️

@crimsonLime6525 Lime! ❤️ Omgosh! Hugs are definitely ok! You've been in my thoughts too - how have you been? I can't tell you how nice it is to see you 😊❤️

These

Made this

we fall asleep and dream of home

with doors slamming and crashing all around

the only place we'd ever known.

the past is dead

that life is gone

haunted by sorrows

hope slips through our hands

as gravity takes hold.

are we brave enough?

crying out but barely breathing

tired wings slowly failing

the sound of angels

are we alive or just a bunch of ghosts?

we break and burn

and can't take it anymore

and return to the place

where the water covers over everything.

it all looks different now

swear it was in front of me

memories fall around.

of everything that used to be

you couldn't stay

still feel your echoes

where'd you go, all alone?

fall through wet shadows

caught inside another dream

🐾

@Angelx28 Hey :) I'm so sorry for my late reply. Thank you for the hug ❤️ Sending some back - How are you?

Rad Horror - swallowing emotions

@mytwistedsoul. Just dropping a note to see how you are doing.

@adventurousBranch3786 Hey Branch ❤️ I'm hanging in there - thank you for asking ❤️ How are you?

@mytwistedsoul. Thanks I’m doing alright. You were in my thoughts.

@adventurousBranch3786 I'm glad you're doing alright ❤️ It's always nice to see you 🙂

How beautiful is that?

@mytwistedsoul

I love this (':

@mytwistedsoul

hello soul 💕 I just wanted to check on you to see how you're doing 💜 you've been in my thoughts lately.

@LoveMyMoonflowers Thank you little bird 💙

@mytwistedsoul

@LoveMyMoonflowers

September is an important month. Do you know why?

Because you're alive and so am I. I know It might not feel like a big deal now but some day - one day it will. I hope that for you. I wish that for you. I'm grateful that you're still here

You are NOT alone.

You ARE loved.

You belong here ❤️

September is suic*de prevention month

@mytwistedsoul 🥺 me v happy you're here Soul ❤ you are luvvved lots too and make a big difference to the world 🤗

@Optimisticempath I'm happy you're here too OptiBear ❤️ You've got such a big heart and YOU make the world a better place for so many people ❤️😊 Thank you for being you. Thank you for being HERE ❤️

@mytwistedsoul *huggles best Soul 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

how is soul doing today? me sorry for being such an absent friend ... your in my thoughts vv often Soul, just bad at communicating sometimes 😔 sends luvv ❤ hope you treating yourself with gentleness 🤗

This place is frustrating