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In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
mytwistedsoul November 7th, 2019
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With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.

A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.

While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.

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mytwistedsoul OP February 16th, 2023
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@Optimisticempath I'll give it my best 😊 May I ask the same of you? ❤️


Every time I see these little bears in gifs you pop into my thoughts 😊

I totally get that. Kind of a here but not here thing. The days pass. Idk - some days are harder then others ya know? *hugs* ❤️❤️

Optimisticempath February 23rd, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul

😆😆 I'll remember to cover them next time 🙈

awww that is really so sweet and kind of you Soul 🥺 you always say such kind things and warm my heart 💖 you're a vv special hooman and I'm grateful every day to be your friend 🤗

you're right. blanket forts are amazing hiding places ... vv comfy also 🥰 and this one has lights?!!😍 we like colorful pretty lights!

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Optimisticempath February 20th, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul

oh no what did I get myself into 😁 ... I'll try to try my best for you too Soul 🥺 we will do ok, we got us ❤

aw ikr some days are harder than others, we can hide under blankie fort and let it pass or as some people say, take it one moment at a time 🤗 me here for you always and me believes in you always ❤sending the biggest hugs

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mytwistedsoul OP February 22nd, 2023
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@Optimisticempath Gotta cover the loopholes 😉


Thank you Opti for all your encouragement and support. And for believing in me. It mean alot to me ❤

I wish so many good things for you. You're such an amazing person. With a good heart. Kind and gentle to everyone ❤️

I love forts! Wonderful places to tuck away and hide away from the world

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mytwistedsoul OP February 10th, 2023
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mytwistedsoul OP February 10th, 2023
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TW

Yeah, I got voices in my head again, tread carefully

And I don't medicate, it helps me temporarily

I got problems, I got issues, yeah, apparently

Trauma that I'm burying, I think I need some therapy

I battle depression, I'm back with a message

I'm asking the question that if you hate me, why you acting obsessive?

I'm past the point of no return, *** being passive aggressive

I'll brandish a weapon, teach all you m**herf*ckers a lesson

I actually battle my demons and shadows

They swim in the deep and they creep in the shallows, I'm lost

I gotta admit that I'm living the life that I've always wanted

But it comes at a cost

They're licking their chops, they're fixing to rip me apart

I'm swimming with sharks

I'm lifting the bar, I'm lifting it into the stars

I'm like a shot of adrenaline mixed with some Ritalin

You started a battle, but b**ch, I'mma finish it

You think you can stop me? Not even a little bit

Nowadays everybody's so sensitive

Taking my words and you pick it apart

Tripping on nothing, just get in the car

Gripping and ripping, I'm sticking the mark

I'm tipping the ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-charts

'Cause I got enemies trying to get rid of me

Evil tendencies are f*cking with me mentally

I got people that don't like me in the industry

I can feel your energy, you are not a friend to me

'Cause I have been to places that you never wanna go, yeah

I got dirt on people, but they act like I don't know, yeah

I could do some damage, but I'll never rock the boat

All it takes is one post, watch 'em fall like dominoes

You'll never get rid of me, too many mini-mes ripping my imagery

You know my history, it ain't a mystery

I put every enemy outta they misery

Somebody, send me some positive energy

About to go Darth, about to go Disney

Into the darkness, into infinity and

Shut you m**herf*ckers up, you listening?

Stacking every little pretty penny that I'm getting

And I'm never giving in to anybody always winning

Never kidding when I die, I'm taking everybody with me

You're never gonna get me 'cause you'll never see it simply

I'm a m**herf*cking god, you're a light yawn, I'm a time bomb

And the vibes wrong, is this mic on?

I'm killing the syllables with a loaded refillable

I'm a lyrical, typical supervillain, I'm venomous

And I'm never gonna stop until they put me on top of the list

I can't control the monster any longer that's inside

The pain and sorrow left us hollow

No tomorrows hard to swallow

Death is calling so appalling

Tightrope walking, now I'm falling down

Like missiles falling from the sky

Come and save us

The pain and sorrow left us hollow

Here today, but gone tomorrow

The pain inside is the fuel that drives

This flesh and bone through blood red skies

The death defying, hypnotizing

One day you're gonna figure out that

Everything they taught you was a LIE

Watch the world burn

The fear is what keeps you alive

Break the f*cking chains, take back your life

The fear is what keeps you insane

Break the f*cking chains, take away the pain

barncat February 17th, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul- glad to know these are lyrics to a song. They must resonate with a lot of people by the number of views and comments on youtube. Makes my domestic issues feel trivial.

mytwistedsoul OP February 20th, 2023
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@barncat Its an amazing song. Its been on repeat here for days

How are you barncat?

barncat March 1st, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul- getting by day by day. Some better than others. Hope you are well. 😍🐴🐴❤️

mytwistedsoul OP February 20th, 2023
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@Angelx28 Omgosh! Hey! How are you? Haven't seen you in forever 😊

I'm - hanging in there. Thank you for asking ❤️

mytwistedsoul OP February 28th, 2023
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finished this today

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Kiki's magic emporium 😊



adventurousBranch3786 February 28th, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul I really like this!

mytwistedsoul OP February 28th, 2023
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@adventurousBranch3786 Branch! It's so nice to see you! ❤️ I'm glad you like it! 😊 It was fun to put together

I hope you're doing ok ❤️

barncat March 1st, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul- what is the scale, looks detailed.

mytwistedsoul OP March 1st, 2023
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@barncat 1:20 I think
Sunisshiningandsoareyou March 1st, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul This is super amazing, Soul, you're soooo talented! ❤

mytwistedsoul OP March 2nd, 2023
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@Sunisshiningandsoareyou 🍕🍦😊

selflessSpruce1515 March 1st, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul

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❤️❤️

mytwistedsoul OP March 1st, 2023
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@selflessSpruce1515 awww Spruce ❤️ this is so sweet! Thank you! 😊 I've missed you

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How are you?



mytwistedsoul OP March 2nd, 2023
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Cheesy cheeser 😁

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Hedwig 😊

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Poppy was working 😊

adventurousBranch3786 March 3rd, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul. They are beautiful 😍.

mytwistedsoul OP March 17th, 2023
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@adventurousBranch3786 aww thank you Branch 😊 they're really soft

mytwistedsoul OP March 17th, 2023
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SleepyShyCat March 17th, 2023
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mytwistedsoul OP March 17th, 2023
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@SleepyShyCat 😊 ❤️

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sunshinegiraffe123 March 19th, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul



Hey

mytwistedsoul OP March 20th, 2023
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@sunshinegiraffe123 Hey stranger :) How are you?

sunshinegiraffe123 March 24th, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul

Im better, how are you?

mytwistedsoul OP March 25th, 2023
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@sunshinegiraffe123 Better sounds good :) I'm hanging in there - thank you for asking

Optimisticempath March 21st, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul ❤

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mytwistedsoul OP March 25th, 2023
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@Optimisticempath

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mytwistedsoul OP March 31st, 2023
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bound by memories

that haunt all the rooms

the many ghosts of you

keep pushing through

violence in the way you speak

new scars

wounds that seep

dead dreams fill the air

restless nights add up

have you had enough?

mytwistedsoul OP April 1st, 2023
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Sorry not sorry the search features in the subscribed and my thread sucks! The dates are all wonky. It used to be easier to find things when it didn't work at all 😤

barncat April 3rd, 2023
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Almost EAster, another year passing by.

mikenai April 6th, 2023
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thought i should say hi at least. no updates from me. other than life reaching beyond limits. sorry that things only deteriorate extremely. take care of yourself twistedsoul.

mytwistedsoul OP April 12th, 2023
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@mikenai Hey Mike :) it's nice to see you. I'm sorry that there hasn't been any improvement for you. Things are kind of rocky for me right now - Idk how to settle it down

I hope you take care too Mike
mikenai April 13th, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul

Sorry, but meanwhile you too take care.

Optimisticempath April 10th, 2023
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Easter bunny hugs to remind Soul I'm thinking of them and wishing a happy easter 💕 sending love 🤗 @mytwistedsoul

Did Soul celebrate? How's Soul doing? 💕

mytwistedsoul OP April 12th, 2023
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@Optimisticempath

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Opti! ❤️ Happy belated Easter to you too! Was gonna color eggs lol but tbh - got some bad news Friday that caused some issues 😕


Optimisticempath May 2nd, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul smh only seeing this now 😔 soul I'm sorry :( what news if you wanna share? Don't wanna bring up anything uncomfy so feel free to skip sharing if you don't want oki💕 how are you doing lately? me here for youu *hugs tight* ❤

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