In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
Shinedown - Cut the Cord
https://youtu.be/9itwt_opsvQ
Like a Storm - Death by a Thousand Cuts
https://youtu.be/jww8GOuncjE
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@mytwistedsoul
Combo! š
@ThePizza Hey you :) did school start for you too?
@mytwistedsoul
It did, Iām on my fourth week I think? Been going in person while wearing masks and Iām a lot happier about being back in the building than I thought Iād be. Not doing swimming or any substitute at the moment so thatās been interesting. A lot has been on my mind lately and Iām trying to keep track of so many different things that I need to do, routines I need to establish, strategies to try out.
Did they ever find Chicken Lickinā ?
@ThePizza Wow four weeks allready! I'm glad being in the building is going better then you thought it would. It's probably nice too - getting out of the house - having alittle more space between you and home. Ah routines and schedules - fun stuff :P Notes lot and lots of notes! It'll take a while to figure out what works best for you
I'm not sure about chicken lickin' lol! I'll have to see if i can find anything out - see if he made it home safe and sound
So I have a surprise of some additions we have here at chateau J lol
https://i.imgur.com/JP7eIJx.jpg His name is Jack but his friends don't really have names. There's a fifth one lurking around somewhere lol
@mytwistedsoul
Chateau J! Love that
Glad Jack has some friends :)
@ThePizza They're so funny to watch! They were what you might call an impulse buy lol. They were at the feed mill :) They're older but if one finds a bug or gets a piece of bread the others chase them around trying to steal the food! It reminds me of Ice Age. The dodo birds playing for the watermelon. Taekwon-dodo! :)
@mytwistedsoul
Lmao! Sounds like they really enjoy their snacks :P Gotta train hard for those watermelons!
Speaking of movies haha have you seen The Lego Movie?
Also also new Starset album in October!!
@ThePizza No I don't think I have seen that one. We've been stuck on Cloudy with a chance of meatballs lol - There's a leek in the boat!
I did see Starset had a new song out but I didn't know they had an album coming out. Awesome!
@mytwistedsoul
That movie is great! š
the stranger stood at the door
the end of things come calling
the answer for things hid
nothing in here is how it seems
there should be nothing here to see
nothing here but me
if I belong here, and this is mercy
can part of this be real
I am breathing
whispers touch on my fear
tear at my soul
we hide from the world of man
the cruelty that defines you
from everything you are and will be
we are invisible
if you had seen what I've seen
would you break like me?
would the screams all sound the same
everything I died for
died in here with me
Imagine Dragons has a new album out that's pretty awesome. These are just two
Kind of catchy lol
@mytwistedsoul
Oooo new music šµ Yay!
@sunshinegiraffe123 The whole album is pretty good! Hope you like them š
@mytwistedsoul
im nervous for school for some reason today
@sunshinegiraffe123 Sometimes that anxiety can hit for no reason at all it seems
Take some deep breaths - remind yourself that you're ok and you're safe
@mytwistedsoul
it was actually a pretty good day, I struggled first period but was fine afterwards even with a fire drill interruption.
@sunshinegiraffe123
I hope youāre feeling better :ā)
@ThePizza
Better now :)
@sunshinegiraffe123
:)
@ThePizza
š itās raining , I donāt have a jacket.. I stubbed my toe on my bed .. I went to bed late and am now tired .. and i have school
@sunshinegiraffe123
ah that sucks :/ itās rough starting out on the wrong footing like that
@ThePizza
Yeah it was. So was last night though.
@mytwistedsoul
Yeah! My favorite right now is Wrecked. Imagine Dragons was the first band I ever got into actually, and even though Iām not as in love with their music as I used to be I still have a lot of nostalgia for them
@ThePizza That one is a good one too! I actually like most of the songs on this new album. Its been awhile since they put an album out that I liked all the songs lol
@mytwistedsoul
Its always cool when the whole album fits your tastes
@starrysky2022 nope :) afraid not - are you?
They really have the forum postings messed up. I had to download two different things in order to post gifs. I can't resize anything the way I used to. And without these programs I don't think you can do text color changes but Idk if they hold when you post - guess we'll see
@mytwistedsoul- THank you once again for my MOnday laugh. Needed it. My favorite has to be the roses are red- dishes one.
@barncat LOL! That's me I swear. Toss em in the trash no dishes! My favorite was the one about god creating ducks lmao! Water proof that chicken!
A moment of silence in memory of the passing of Tazzie š Her loss will be felt here on 7cups
@mytwistedsoul
I I miss her
@sunshinegiraffe123 sorry I didn't see this sooner - the notifications seem to still be messed up š
She was a big part of the community - I think she'll be missed for a long time and never forgotten ā¤
@mytwistedsoul
Exactly eight months till I age up
@sunshinegiraffe123 it'll be here before you know it! :)
@mytwistedsoul
So much has happened just on cups in the past week ..
@sunshinegiraffe123 Oh? I only know about Tassie :( I hope it wasn't all bad stuff
@mytwistedsoul
Todayās field trip wasnāt bad
@sunshinegiraffe123 Oh! A field trip? Awesome! Id love to know where you went but I also know it would give away alot of personal info too. So you're welcome to share whatever you're comfortable with ok?
@mytwistedsoul
Maybe when I age up Iāll tell you the location .. itās not where I live so itās okay to share. They had farm animals and doughnuts and fudge and crystals and trampolines and slides ..
@sunshinegiraffe123 Wow! That sounds like a really fun place to visit! Especially with donuts there lol! And trampolines - that would be so awesome to jump around on! I hope you had a really good time!
@mytwistedsoul
So much anxiety rn though
@sunshinegiraffe123 Oh man - that sucks. I'm sorry you're having problems with anxiety right now. Have you tried some deep breathing? Or maybe try the rainbow method to ground yourself? You look for things that are the colors of the rainbow. Sometimes it's easier then the 54321 one
@mytwistedsoul
Ibe never heard of the rainbow method :o
@ThePizza I'm sorry M - I don't mean to bother you because I know you got alot of things going on right now. I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for bringing an elephant onto your thread. I guess I didn't see the harm in it at first - I've known you a long time but now I guess I shouldn't have said anything and I seem to keep breaking unspoken rules. So I just wanted to say I was sorry for making things awkward
Be gentle with yourself M and your thoughts
Same for anyone else - if me being me and doing what I've allways done here bothers or upsets you or you think I'm an asshole for doing it - I'm sorry - I truly am. I'm sure this will probably upset people too but this is my thread
@mytwistedsoul
I havenāt been active here for a very long time and I didnāt see this until now whoops
Tbh I donāt know what you mean by thatā like I understand the analogy but I couldnāt figure out what you were referring to
No worries my friend, I promise :ā) youāre right that Iām not exactly thrilled by this post but the truly important thing is that you said what you wanted to say on your threadā itās your thread you use it how you likeā I also understand the never ending internal debate over whether you have a positive or negative influence/affect on someone. I often feel that way myself. Itās okay š