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ahhhhelpimalive
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PathStep 341 Compassion hearts3,113 Forum posts312 Forum upvotes573 Current upvotes573 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2024 Member sinceOctober 5, 2021
Bio

(っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ Heyo, welcome to my bio! ♥

you can call me Ah, Alive, Live, and if you know me better, Liv! (or alove! c: I'm just teasing blubluuuu!)

he/him, they/them, xe/xem


Notice: I won't be on Cups much at all, sorry!


"I know that I can be selfish and narcissistic and self-destructive
But underneath all that deep down, I'm a good person
And I need you to tell me that I'm good"

-Bojack Horseman

"We are all living a life full of beautiful lies"

-me

"I know that it hurts sometimes but it's beautiful"

-Lil Peep

"Self pity will do you no good. It's alright to hurt, let yourself hurt, but self pity won't do anything but make it worse"

-based off of a line in a fanfic (ik it may sound harsh or hurtful, but it isn't meant in that way. It's a reminder to myself that no matter what happens, I need to survive. That hurting is perfectly natural, and that it's alright to hurt often, but letting that hurt win? Nope)



#Bluevolution 💙💙💙

CREATOR OF THE BLUEVOLUTION


Bluevolution is the evolution where people can use blue hearts everywhere, exactly, e v e r y w h e r e.

💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙


Close friendos!

(ask if you want to be on or off the list!! if you're not on here, doesnt mean we aren't friends, just means that I didn't want to add without permission!)

@amusingCoconut - first close friendo! you're so awesome 💙

@Bluelove13 - friendo!! 💙💙💙 much good awesome human! alove loves blublu so so much!! grace is so grace (ious) and lux(urious) loves her and her doggos so so so much 💙💙💙 Thank you so so much for helping outttt

@navyHouse3677 - friendo!! very nice human! navyyyy, alive misses navy!

@raciqii - much awesome amazing persistent avocado mmmm yes you're amazing so much so

@fedUpWithPeople - feddddd!!! 💙💙💙

@jv13076 - :0 a jv!! jv hugs are awesome!!!

@ferventflame - flamsieee!!! eee diaries with flamsie and philosophical talks 💙 you deserve the world and more, my forum friend

@Leyyyyyy - leyley!! c:

@ticketdaenbyversion2 - their their, ticket!


#AliveCanadian - Blueblue being goofyyyyy! and my first hashtag, hehe!

but also

#AloveCanadian because y e s

ah yes, I live in candy

spread the pilont, it shall take o v e r 🌱🌱🌱


Pacific time trio!!

@Hedwig15 - Ven!! 💙 the hedwig owl yesyes

@blueberrywaffles - Eli!! 💙 you're much awesome


Congrats on making it through my bio! Remember that even if you don't realize it yet, you're amazing and strong, and I'm proud of you for making it this far!




















Recent forum posts
my space
Journals & Diaries / by ahhhhelpimalive
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July 30th, 2023
...See more hmmm, my thread is gone, idk why., did i do something wrong?
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Journals & Diaries / by ahhhhelpimalive
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Splitting
Personality Disorders Support / by ahhhhelpimalive
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November 3rd, 2021
...See more Here I am again, thinking the same thoughts that I thought I could beat. I make the smallest mistake, a change in tone, a reminder about a past favorite person, and I'm falling. Spiralling. That's how my brain works. Anything that anybody seems to say wrong about me means that I'm terrible, that I'm a bad person. I hate them, I love them. I deserve to hurt, I'm the best person in the world. And yet I'm here, time again, feeling so terrible. I can't put it into words how much it hurts. And all it was was a slight change in tone from a person that I don't even know very well. It feels like I'm being ripped apart, so many emotions and yet so so empty at the same time. And I feel bad by fighting back. I deserve to hurt, it's right to think this way, right? I don't want to fight back, even though I know I should. Hhhhh
Intrusive thoughts
Personality Disorders Support / by ahhhhelpimalive
Last post
October 15th, 2021
...See more Guess who's back again! Anyways, just wanted to know if intrusive thoughts are common at all! For me, they tend to be more apparent in "ups", but can be at any time Sometimes, which I don't like, they can almost seem appealing and no longer seem like intrusive thoughts. Although, when I take a step back, I realize that they really aren't wanted or are things that I'd like to do. Thanks!
Favorite things
Personality Disorders Support / by ahhhhelpimalive
Last post
October 13th, 2021
...See more Does anybody else have what could be called favorite interests? Stuff that you learn a bunch about, that becomes a giant part of who they are? Or am I the only one?
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