A Space For The Unsaid (Personal Diary)
Uh hello if anyone is reading this! 😀
I have no idea why I'm even creating this thread but i just feel it will be nice to have a place to share some thoughts or even these images on the internet that i always keep saving for myself because i relate too much but cannot share it with anyone because yes haha
I'm okay with replies here so feel free to drop by anytime ❤️
Just please be kind and respectful if your replying to my posts.
@Optimisticempath Milky bear 💙🥛🧸
@LoveMyMoonflowers flower buddy you are so awesome 🥺 hugs you v tight 🤗🤗
@Optimisticempath
*hugggs youuu* <3
I hope you're feeling a bit better this evening
@slowdecline48 aw thanks for replying here 💕 im ok mostly i guess...
how are you doing today?
Eh...could be worse, could be better. Life is a mixed bag, is it not?
im sorry for all the sad things i post here 😅 me just wants to take a moment to appreciate you all for being here and putting up with me .... me appreciates you so so very much and vv grateful for your presence in me life 💕💕💕 sends lots of luvvsssss and huggieees🤗🤗🤗
ill only ever be grateful to support you or do something for you too...like even if it's just sitting with you..ik it gets lonely and sad sometimes and you no need to go through it alone either 🥺 me no do much but me cares vv much and here for you too 💕💕💕💕
be kind to you too ok... tryyyy😤 hehe sorry sometimes brain needs that extra kick to be a lil decent ...😅 ...so yes try to be kind to you 💕💕
@Optimisticempath
awwe milky bear 🥺 your so so sweet as owlways. there’s absolutely no need to be sorry 💕 it’s okie to post sad things sometimes 🥲 your allowed to feel what you feel buddy 💜
thank you for taking the time to post this lovely appreciation 🥺 sending much love your way 💜
You know what? You're a sweetheart. ❤️🥰
Don't be sorry for sharing your thoughts and feelings. They matter. You matter to us. 💕🤍
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Luvsssss and huggieeees back to youuuuu!!! Hehe 💕💕
@Yougotmyback 🥺🥺 *keeps hugging youu 💕💕💕💕💕
Awww moreeee hugsssss for the sweeetestttt🥹🫶🏻💕
Hello, howdy, hi, what'cha up to, Empath? I was just thinking about you today and wanted to stop by for a visit.
@GoldenNest2727
goldennn your so kind to think of me 🥺 thanks vvv much, it means a lot to me 💕 and for the very needed reminder too 😭
idk how i have been or i am doing tbh, its just so blurry and weird...i wanna say im ok but my ok would mean im not aware of reality or that im just not allowing me to feel anything ... vv detached and isolated lately 😅 so most days I'm ok because im not thinking or feeling lol.. idk what's worse tho... not ok or not feeling anything at all...mhmmm 😮
sorry for the ramble...😅
im ok mostly.. existing 💕
how have you been? how you holding up since Trouble (let's call him Bubble🥺)
Sending big hugs 🤗 hope you being kind to yourself dear friend!!
ever felt so weird about everything you just don't know anymore?
how are you? idk
what you been upto? idk
ate? idk
slept? idk
who are you? idk
idk really what am i even doing 🤡 life's a whole lot blur lately and i just dont know anything any more...
@Optimisticempath
awwe i get that completely milky bear. 🥺 you definitely not alone in that buddy 💜 questions like how are you and who are you and what have you been up to can defo be confusing (': i hear that. 💙 me understand that feeling 💜
@Optimisticempath hmmm... Idk JK
too much that it's all the time. At this point I'm not even an active participant in my own life anymore
*Squeezies OptiBear* ❤️😊
Totally understandable. I actually don't like the question 'how are you' haha. Never having a response. xD
Probably we should start asking - Choose the correct option ❤️😂 (list of emotions)
Now my brain is trying to convert other questions in the same way! Seems like my creativity is hidden. (As it should be) 😂
I understand the feeling of not knowing anything anymore and I can relate to it. But hey, who knows life anyways? So unpredictable, isn't it? xD
None of my plans ever worked but maybe sometimes we should just keep floating. ❤️🐾
(And hug people! *Hugs*) 🤍🌸
@Optimisticempath
🥛🧸, me can relate to that, a lot of times the answer is 'i don't know'. But 🌈🧸 hopes that you keep going. First things first, eat well & sleep well,🥛🧸. Me thinks you are a great person! 🥛🧸🤗
@Optimisticempath
No, never. I always know. I don't understand not knowing. It's you. Surely you know yourself. Do you really not know, or do you just feel uncomfortable with sharing? Maybe you've been told that your answers were wrong in the past, so you avoid giving an answer at all, even to yourself. Huh, that's something to chew on. I've never thought about it before. I've always known.
@Optimisticempath
Merry Christmas, Milky 🧸🤗
Merry Christmas to you, Empath! I hope you have a wonderful day.
Happy holidays opti! 😀 🤍 Hope you're doing alright as much as possible. Ik it's not easy, and it's hard time of year generaly, and im here to say we miss you around 🥺 and hope to talk again. Stay safe 💜
doing absolutely not ok... can someone please hug....
@Optimisticempath hugs you very very tight ❤️ What's wrong OptiBear?
@Optimisticempath
Deep breaths Opti. You can do this. *Hugs if okay*
@Optimisticempath
😟*huggss Milky 🧸* & *sits with you*🥛🧸
How's you feeling now, 🥛🧸? Have you been able to get some sleep, milky? 🌈🧸
@VictoriaLove7 thank you rainbow bear 🥺🌈🧸 i cannot tell if im really ok or back to the not feeling anything situation but now feels more stable and better than how me felt then ... so I guess better 😅
yes got rest, me got a headache then from all the crying and panicking ... and ended up falling asleep .. thankfully.
how've you been Victory?🌈 sends huggieeeee back 🤗
@Optimisticempath
*big huggle wuggles for milky bear* <3 me so sorry for seeing this late. 💙 how are you feeling now buddy? 🥺
@Optimisticempath Hey you ❤️ Hoping today is a better day
@mytwistedsoul
Better than whatever that was yes Soul 🥺 thankyou for being here ❤ *huggieeeeee tighttt
@Optimisticempath I'm glad it's better than it was ❤️ One day at a time ok?
@mytwistedsoul yes Soul 🥺 one day at a time ❤
@Optimisticempath
Hey you ❤️ How are you OptiBear?
@mytwistedsoul it's so hard to say Soul 😔 idk how I am or how I've been tbh .. im really just existing ... every day just feels like a chore.. wake up.. stuff happens... night time... ive lost sense of time and anything at all happening around ... it's like most times im not present in the present .. idk if that makes any sense ..🥴 just idk lol ... been so weird.... ive been struggling with eh.. um.. not nice thoughts... Soul.....scary thought 😔 they keep coming and going ... im safe but idk where do they randomly pop from and why .. it doesn't feel nice 🥺 so me trying not to feel or think ... it gets easier that way I guess ... being detached from reality ..💀 for whatever little time it lasts tho.. its peaceful ...
lots of ramble from me :/ but me missed talking to youu and hearing from you 🥺hows you and how do things look like in Soul's world lately? *bigg squeeziee hugss🤗🤗 ❤❤
@Optimisticempath It makes alot of sense. Time passes and we have no idea when it went. We're tired but don't feel like we've done anything to make us this tired. Just existing is exhausting. Survival is exhausting
