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4 weeks in hospital๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™ feeling low

User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 November 29th

4 weeks stuck in hospital ๐Ÿ™ spent most of the day staring at the ceiling, crying to myself. It was my birthday 3rd November, I had surgery on the 4th.it's thanksgiving in America it seems like there's no one here who wants to talk to me right now. I've been relying on this site to get me through the last few weeks. Several months ago I caught pneumonia, and during that I lost all feeling in my upper left body, (I'm already paralysed from the waist down, they had to amputate my legs a few years ago) but there past couple of months, I've only been able to move my l right arm and head. It's gotten so frustrating at times, and depression is getting harder to fight off. This is my second spine surgery in the past couple of months. My neural passageways are still working for my upper body so the nerves and muscle will heal. And it has been getting better I can move my hand and make a fist and raise my arm just a little bit๐Ÿ™‚ I'm also due to have another psychiatrist appointment soon,I have a new psychiatrist who thinks I need a new diagnosis as new symptoms have come up these past couple of years. Anyway depression as hit hard, I won't give up, but I feel like I want to

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User Profile: YourCaringConfidant
YourCaringConfidant November 30th

@Tinywhisper11 Thinking of you, sweet Tiny.

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Tinywhisper11 OP November 30th

@YourCaringConfidant ๐Ÿ˜โค I love you mostest โค๐Ÿ˜ thankyou โค gives you a giant xmassy tiny hug

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YourCaringConfidant November 30th

@Tinywhisper11 Ooohhhhh, how sweet it is to be hugged by you. ๐Ÿค— LOL, thought this was a strange, funny, but cute gift. ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿคฃ ๐Ÿ˜‚ย 

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User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 OP November 30th

@YourCaringConfidant ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ it's definitely sweet and funny๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

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User Profile: theboymoana
theboymoana November 30th

@Tinywhisper11

Lots hugs to Lola friend am sorry been through lots stuf been so hard and lonely time โ˜น๏ธ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’›Understand how feeling nahoa been hospital since September had heart surgery October been in rehabilitation but now need two procedure done before home feel like start all over โ˜น๏ธโ˜น๏ธ

not mean to make about me am sorry !just want know somene understand is like be stuck hospital so long time

you brave and strong friend ๐Ÿฉท๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿ’œ

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User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 OP November 30th

@theboymoana hi moana โคโค we are both strong and brave โคโค you've been through so much bless you ๐Ÿ™ thank you for your kind words and support โคโค gives you a giant xmassy tiny hug โคโค your a great kid, just keep on fighting ok? โคโค

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User Profile: MistyMagic
MistyMagic November 30th

@Tinywhisper11. @Theboymoana

@*EveryoneInHospital!

So many heartwarming messages show how many good people we have here. I am so proud of you all. Sharing positive words can really boost energy and uplift everyone together.

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Tinywhisper11 OP November 30th

@MistyMagic yaaaay! Group hug โค everyone pile on top of misty๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

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MistyMagic November 30th

@Tinywhisper11. Ooof! Flattened butterfly!ย 

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Tinywhisper11 OP December 1st

@MistyMagic ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

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User Profile: calmMango9611
calmMango9611 November 30th

@Tinywhisper11 I am really sorry to hear about this. I hope you can stay strong, my friend. I hope the doctors can help you and that, they can give you some coping tips and skills for your depression.

I just wanted to let you know, that 7cups has listeners and therapists. So, if you do not get the help you need or you're not liking the treatment for it, you can reach out to them as well.ย 

Also, you can always get a second opinion, from a different doctor as well. If need be.

I hope this helps some.

I hope things get aย  bit better for you soon.

As always, you'resending-hugs-hugs.gif in my thoughts and prayers.


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Tinywhisper11 OP December 1st

@calmMango9611 thanks friend โคโค your always do kind to me โค I'm managing just about ๐Ÿ™‚ I'll be fine when I get out of here โค hugs you tightly โคโค

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul November 30th

@Tinywhisper11 in case you're bored โค๏ธ

1. What do reindeer say every time they take a picture on a housetop?ย 


2. Which Elton John song describes one of Santaโ€™s small reindeer perfectly?ย 


3. What do you call Santaโ€™s reindeer wranglers?ย 


4. Does everyone in the North Pole think Santaโ€™s reindeer are a great team?ย 


5. What do reindeer use to decorate their Christmas trees?


6. Where do reindeer get their coffee?ย 


7. What do reindeer say after one of them has a baby?ย 


8. Why is Mrs. Claus always hugging the reindeer?ย 


9. Why were the reindeer still in the barn when they were supposed to be with Santa?ย 


10. Why do reindeer like Beyoncรฉ soย much?

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User Profile: PineTreeTree
PineTreeTree November 30th

@mytwistedsoul Whyyyyyy would reindeer take pictures of housetops? Are they in some photograph houses for realtors business? Are they freelancing for Google Earth? And more importantly, theyโ€™re flying, shouldnโ€™t they lookout for plans and stuff? ๐Ÿ˜‚

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User Profile: MistyMagic
MistyMagic November 30th

@mytwistedsoulย  Oh Soul!! that should be in a separate post for all of Disability Support Community to enjoy! Or if you want to write one with me for the fun season here let me know!

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mytwistedsoul December 1st

@MistyMagic I'd be willing to help write something up if you'd like ๐Ÿ˜Š I have to admit I don't know what I'm doing but I'd be happy to help. Feel free to pm me if you'd like

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User Profile: BlueDarkAurora
BlueDarkAurora November 30th

@Tinywhisper11 I'll tell you a secret :O we can give up from time to time. You can cry, scream about it, have melt down, break down and say how much you hate it over and over again. It's nice sometimes to not have to hold on to the expectations of having to always be the one that shows a brave face.

Somedays we learn about the other kind of bravery, the bravery where when the world felt like it was over and yet we looked up and tried to find a new way to save it all while screaming 'i give up' heh heh. You've saved your amazing world a thousand times, just like how you're doing it now.ย 

I don't have the words to tell you how proud you make me feel.

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User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 OP December 1st

@BlueDarkAurora awwwww thankyou so much โค that made me cry a little๐Ÿ™‚ your words are just so kind โค hugs you tightly โคโค I love you โค

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User Profile: BlueDarkAurora
BlueDarkAurora December 1st

@Tinywhisper11 oh no some of the message I wrote got cut ^^' but it said I do adore you a lot and that I would love to explore all the beaches with you while trying out every ice cream flavour available :D<3ย 

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Tinywhisper11 OP December 1st

@BlueDarkAurora that would be a great day๐Ÿ˜ โค โค

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BlueDarkAurora December 1st

@Tinywhisper11 years :D I'll be around xD <3

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User Profile: supdude05112007
supdude05112007 November 30th

@Tinywhisper11 your postive attitude is truly an inspiration๐Ÿซ‚ may you soon get to see outside world again where you meet people that sit right with your attitude and compassion not just your disabilities, will pray for your recovery, sending positive vibes and warm hugs

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Tinywhisper11 OP December 1st

@supdude05112007 โค๐Ÿ™‚โค thankyou so much โคโค

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User Profile: natcatjyn28
natcatjyn28 November 30th

@Tinywhisper11 sending good wishes and all the hugs and good vibes your way!!! youโ€™ll get better, i know it! i believe in you!!! merry christmas, and i hope your thanksgiving was wonderful! โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ

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User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 OP December 1st

@natcatjyn28 merry Christmas to you too โคโค I loveeeee xmass๐Ÿ˜ thank you for your kind words and prayers โคโคhugs you tightly โค

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User Profile: UnbreakablePower
UnbreakablePower December 1st

@Tinywhisper11"I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. It sounds incredibly tough, and I want you to know that what you're feeling is valid. You've already shown so much strength by getting through each day, and I truly admire your resilience in not giving up. I also want to wish you a very happy belated birthday. Iโ€™m sorry you had to spend it in the hospital, but I hope you know that youโ€™re in my thoughts. Even though itโ€™s late, Iโ€™m sending you healing and comfort in the days ahead.ย 

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Tinywhisper11 OP December 1st

@UnbreakablePower thankyou โคโค hopefully I'll be out of here soon๐Ÿ™‚ then I can start xmas ๐Ÿ˜ hugs you tightly โค thank you for your kind words โค

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul December 1st

@Tinywhisper11 here's some more cheese ๐Ÿ˜

1. What is Santa's helpers' favorite song?ย 

2. What did Santa tell his helpers when they listened in on his conversation?

3. What do vegetarian elves eat?ย 

4. Who do elf music fans call the King?ย 

5. What is elves' favorite sport?ย 

6. What's an animal that never forgets Christmas?ย 

7. What do you call a Santa's helper with a rags-to-riches story?ย 

8. How did Santa tell his elves to check their email?ย 

9. What do Santa's helpers tell someone who annoys them?ย 

10. What do elves say when they make mistakes?ย 



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Tinywhisper11 OP December 2nd

@mytwistedsoul ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ I know a few possibly..

1 merry merry elfin xmas ๐Ÿ˜โค

2 *waves fist* you lot and your big ears

3) greens

4) elfis Presley

5) ?? Well it's not the high jump๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”

8) lil dudes go check yo' junk

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mytwistedsoul December 2nd

@Tinywhisper11 lil dudes go check yo' junk๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ You're answers are so much better! ๐Ÿ˜

1. "Have Your Elf a Merry Little Christmas."

2. "Quit elves-dropping."

3. Elfalfa.

4.ย  Elfis

5. Miniature golf.

6.ย  An elfant.

7. Cinderelfa.

8. "First, yule log on..."

9. "Elf off."

10. Iย elfed up."



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Tinywhisper11 OP December 2nd

@mytwistedsoul elf off๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ I'm gonna start using that one ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

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Tinywhisper11 OP December 2nd

@mytwistedsoul soul soul soooouuuullllll I'm going home today yaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

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User Profile: PineTreeTree
PineTreeTree December 2nd

@Tinywhisper11 Yay! Finally! Congratulations Tiny โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ

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Tinywhisper11 OP December 2nd

@PineTreeTree ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ I'm gonna go hug my piggies, see my son, and decorate up all today๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

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User Profile: BlueDarkAurora
BlueDarkAurora December 2nd

@Tinywhisper11 That's a great news!<3

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Tinywhisper11 OP December 2nd

@BlueDarkAurora @mytwistedsoul I'm home now ๐Ÿ˜โค the Carnegie is decorated all pretty for xmas and I was so excited to cuddle my piggies, they are out running around my room happily playing now๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ and I'm exhausted from all the excitement yaaaaaaaay! I'm gonna get my xmas decorations out๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

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BlueDarkAurora December 2nd

@Tinywhisper11 oh wow <3 I can feel the excitement and happiness<3 so glad you're back

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mytwistedsoul December 2nd

@Tinywhisper11 So glad you're back home! โค๏ธ You'll probably sleep really good tonight ๐Ÿ˜Š your piggies will too since they're running around so much ๐Ÿ˜

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mytwistedsoul December 2nd

@Tinywhisper11 That's great! โค๏ธโค๏ธ Enjoy your day back! Have some ice cream and hug your piggies ๐Ÿ˜Šย  Be sure not to over do it though ok? Make sure you take some time to rest too ๐Ÿ˜Š

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You are a strong gal for having to go through all of that. You are a fighter and thatโ€™s why you never give up trying every day. Keep fighting and praying for healing. Every day is a new day and that means you have a chance to have a day full of beautiful things and blessings. If you ever need someone to talk to, please reach out. Iโ€™m only a message away.


Sending you happy thoughts. ๐Ÿ™‚

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Tinywhisper11 OP December 2nd

@BeautifulSoulHannah2277 thankyou so much, your very kind โคโคย  I'm going home today ๐Ÿ˜โค my carer is coming to pick me up this morning๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ I'm so happy๐Ÿ˜

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@TinyWhisper11


Thatโ€™s awesome!! Glad to hear! Iโ€™m so happy you get to leave today! Good for you!! Yay!! ๐Ÿ˜ haha ๐Ÿคฃ


And aww. Thanks for the kind words!


Have a good day ahead!! ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ‘‹

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Tinywhisper11 OP December 2nd

@BeautifulSoulHannah2277 โค๐Ÿ˜โค

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