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theboymoana
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PathStep 412 Compassion hearts27,212 Forum posts1,215 Forum upvotes2,336 Current upvotes2,336 Age GroupTeen Last activeFebruary, 2025 Member sinceFebruary 15, 2022
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I hope no one who reads this book has been quite as miserable as Susan and Lucy were that night; but if you have been - if you've been up all night and cried till you have no more tears left in you - you will know that there comes in the end a sort of quietness. You feel as if nothing was ever going to happen again.

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Not happy birthday nahoa
General Support / by theboymoana
Last post
 Saturday
...See more Nothing going be different try think be different make it this birthday did not think would after spend half last year in hospital have major surgeries January June October December get pneumonia so bad put in heart failure think nahoa never get this far try be happy try have good birthday but nothing ever going be different never going be different  nahoa never going matter never be included people pretend care but don’t am just always in way always problem no one care until upset then act like nahoa be horrible jerk no reason no one care how make me feel never ever ever ever ever care am stupid stupid horrible trash  this what deserve because am worse kid in whole world Take up space when every one wish nahoa leave never come back 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Stop think nahoa deserve good things
Journals & Diaries / by theboymoana
Last post
 22 hours ago
...See more Keep try figure out why always sad upset ignored get hurt and see now because nahoa think deserve be ok just because exist  But understand now not true every time start get upset because feel like nahoa not matter or not important am going come here remind self how not deserve any that stuff  remind self until better person nahoa deserve nothing punish self until stop think important and make sure not take space from people DO matter am going fix things is ok understand now 
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What if can’t get better
Trauma Support / by theboymoana
Last post
 January 23rd
...See more What if can never get better what am suppose do  how suppose be ok when hurt so bad inside  everything hurt so bad can’t even explain how bad hurts feel like am dying inside all the time everything hurts and always sad try so hard and it never stop hurting 😭😭 how suppose be like this forever  do so much therapy take so much medication and nothing helps why it dont help me what am suppose do ?😭try so hard try try try try try try all still hurts  what nahoa do deserve all this what do wrong how can fix it don’t understand what did deserve this why am so bad  am sorry sorry sorry sorry am so sorry everything ever do wrong wish know how can fix it i do anything can make all hurt stop anything anything anything please 😭 how can make it stop don’t even need be happy or feel real good is enough nahoa feel just ok that be enough to me ok be enough  just want stop hurting will do anything 
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Hate my self sorry nahoa waste space air everything
Depression Support / by theboymoana
Last post
 January 21st
...See more Idk why keep trying when always bad one always one in trouble no matter happens always me me me bad worse stupid horrible kid  am pathetic loser do anything get people care but no one do because nahoa *** human  just hate be me nothing about me good ugly needy mean stupid pathetic loser broken freak hate me so much am sorry anyone have know me deal with me talk to me pretend care about me  am sorry waste every one time air space life 
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Is this Ableism ?
Disability Support / by theboymoana
Last post
 January 10th
...See more If someone know you disabled and say and do this stuff is that ableism ? They NOT disabled * Tell me they rather starve death then have feeding tube like me * tell me robot technology be good to fix disabled people so we stop be so lazy * They make joke about be disabled when them and someone else talk who life worse * Make fun me get frustrated people break so much rules something can’t even participate * Say nahoa hard to deal with * Tell me anyone need help with basic things because disability not live complete life * Make fun me spell something wrong one letter  * act like do nothing wrong make people think am making stuff up even when got proof  This stuff ableism ?  
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What is point
Grief & Loss / by theboymoana
Last post
 Saturday
...See more Am never going be ok every one try force me feel positive and hopeful but can’t  feel angry and sad and don’t understand point 😭😭 why have so much happen hurting whole life don’t understand what is point being horrible stupid burden 😭😭😭😭😭 am so tired no one get it am just so so tired
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Alex and Nahoa 3n3
Motivation & Accountability / by theboymoana
Last post
 November 9th, 2024
...See more 🌀🔹🌀🔹for alex and nahoa only🔹🌀🔹🌀 Alex and Nahoa’s space 3 good and 3 bad accountability forum 〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️ 〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️ 💛🥕🩵🐻💚🥕💛 @ALeXaNdEr0712 @theboymoana
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National Do Something Nice Day !! 🎉🩷💛☀️🌸
Positivity & Gratitude / by theboymoana
Last post
 October 7th, 2024
...See more October 5 National Do Something Nice Day !!!!! 〰️🍓🩵🍓🩵🍓〰️ Post late so maybe not today but this week good time try do something nice for other person ! Even small thing make people whole day better please share nice thing do 😃 Can also tag people here say something nice about them ! i been in hospital have heart surgery tuesday will be nice see happy positive things 💛🩷🩵💜💚
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