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theboymoana
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Nahoa

(nah•ho•wuh)

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HI —> CA

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bestest best friend Alex 💛🐻💛

(am so happy you exist)

cups bestie friend Rome 🖤❤️🖤

best huggie friend Noor 🩷🤗🩷

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I take pictures of nature

squishmallows are my favorite

I am disabled

I don’t need to be “fixed”

profoundly deaf and proud

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Ho’omaika’i Ke La 🤙🏾



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What is point
Grief & Loss / by theboymoana
Last post
 December 14th
...See more Am never going be ok every one try force me feel positive and hopeful but can’t  feel angry and sad and don’t understand point 😭😭 why have so much happen hurting whole life don’t understand what is point being horrible stupid burden 😭😭😭😭😭 am so tired no one get it am just so so tired
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Alex and Nahoa 3n3
Motivation & Accountability / by theboymoana
Last post
 November 9th
...See more 🌀🔹🌀🔹for alex and nahoa only🔹🌀🔹🌀 Alex and Nahoa’s space 3 good and 3 bad accountability forum 〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️ 〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️ 💛🥕🩵🐻💚🥕💛 @ALeXaNdEr0712 @theboymoana
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National Do Something Nice Day !! 🎉🩷💛☀️🌸
Positivity & Gratitude / by theboymoana
Last post
 October 7th
...See more October 5 National Do Something Nice Day !!!!! 〰️🍓🩵🍓🩵🍓〰️ Post late so maybe not today but this week good time try do something nice for other person ! Even small thing make people whole day better please share nice thing do 😃 Can also tag people here say something nice about them ! i been in hospital have heart surgery tuesday will be nice see happy positive things 💛🩷🩵💜💚
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All Autism Is Same
Autism Support / by theboymoana
Last post
 October 6th
...See more Am get really confuse people mad at me talk about how was diagnosed !  Was diagnosed when little but idk if happened in foster care and my parents not know or they just not care to tell me ? Then couple years ago program need diagnosis do whole thing at huge autism center had bunch appointments was 5 kind’s specialists do own assessments then all together did stuff then finally appointment tell diagnosis  how diagnose me  level 2 social communication interaction  level 3 restricted repetitive behaviors  with intellectual impairment  with language impairment  moderate / severe - require very substantial support all areas  now program in developmental disability program in moderate severe life skills program ! been diagnose intellectual disability since real little am diagnose moderate severe intellectual disability  but nahoa say have moderate severe autism OR level 2 and 3 autism people get mad me but how am diagnose ! Why people say all autism same 😐 no such thing severe autism 😐is just autism 😐 how people at huge autism center diagnose me after million assessments appointments questions tons things and say this your diagnosis but people keep say wrong ? 
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Happy Birthday Rome / DarkerPlaces !🎉🥳🎁
Positivity & Gratitude / by theboymoana
Last post
 October 7th
...See more happy birthday @DarkerPlaces !! My twin finally same age as me 🥲💛 thank you being one my best friends and always there make me laugh and have most random conversations 🥲 hope this year is so happy and good you deserve so much better things to happen ! You make cups happier place and appreciate how much you do for everyone here 😭💛 Love you lots dark friend sending lots hugs and happy birthday wishes to you !!! 💛🎊🎈🎁🎉🥳 am going tag some friends hope it ok and sorry know will miss million people can’t remember users have search all over find them🥲💛 @LoveMyMoonflowers @The1NOnlyVenus @PastaIsVeryUnderrated @AvyIsKing   @Apeatrice @Phoenix1234theythem @AdrienLovesYou23 @StarrySkies1236 @pixierobin @Astraeuss @AmyGrace55555 @kenzolena @unassumingEyes @hi66666 @noor511 @mysteriousClover @olivetree1728 @littlebear00 
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nahoa negative affirmations
Journals & Diaries / by theboymoana
Last post
 September 17th
...See more am tired pretending matter  know do not matter know never will  am tired be hurt all time  What point be hurt when everything they say about me true not everyone in world important nahoa proof that some just stupid useless trash   Is time give up trying be someone that matter is time just accept I deserve all bad stuff deserve abuse deserve trauma deserve pain deserve be hated deserve all struggles deserve all bad stuff happen  deserve be lonely deserve be sad deserve be alone deserve all names get call deserve be bully by anyone deserve have no one care hurt lot more keep trying matter and always be told it don’t matter then just accept how suppose be can’t hurt when know just how is not going change will remind self over over over over until stop ever thing maybe matter disgusting stupid useless trash don’t matter and that means Nahoa don’t matter
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not allow be frustrated am stupid
Disability Support / by theboymoana
Last post
 July 30th
...See more Am so frustrated 😭 am not allow feel how do about self am not allow be frustrated when don’t know anything people talk about or how play game or what stuff mean am not allow be upset about about disabilities  anytime try vent or be upset people that smarter then me get mad I feel that way about self and tell me am wrong and act like there struggles mean I do better then them when isn’t how works  someone else have struggle don’t make mine not exist or make not so bad for me and me know sign language isn’t reason im SMART like people keep say because sign my FIRST LANGUAGE was only language know until start learn read English when 10 years old ! Anyone able learn language and be taught sign and only sign from birth going learn ! Is not different baby grow up learn English or Spanish  people keep say then what want from me and just want be able be frustrated and complain then will get over but keep push and push and push and make so frustrated 😭😭😭😭 never say want people try force me believe I smart and never want them act like there struggle reason why im smart when nothing do each other just freaking let me be frustrated few minutes 😭😭😭 people allow be frustrated when don’t understand something or when leave out because no idea what people talk about or whatever am allow be frustrate am allow complain sometimes don’t have lie try make me believe am smart or whatever  most time am fine not good anything like that but sometime just real frustrating and all these people try force me feel how they want me feel frustrating ☹️😭 have lot disabilities that make learning anything real hard am allow be frustrated sometimes 
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Why I don’t matter 😭😭
Trauma Support / by theboymoana
Last post
 June 17th
...See more Hurt so bad everything hurts am so sad and try get support try all week and ends what people say not try hard enough need want get better not do enough  no one saying that got any clue how hard work all time they don’t understand and try explain no one listen im getting bad flashbacks and panic attacks and can’t handle it can’t can’t can’t  im going see my cousin one who did horrible horrible stuff to me years years just can’t if near him feels like will  die am so scared am so so so scared and just need someone be nice and do ? No just ignore me lurk support room instead support not even just say im sorry that really sucks just turn to people make seem like my fault have see him saying just don’t go just don’t talk him and isn’t choice HAVE go and won’t talk him or anything but still be near still know he there and can’t do it  TW SH just feel so disgusting and dirty and keep try scratch all off me and can’t im bleeding and broken arm hurts so bad from hitting self in head  im tired tired am so tired deal all need brain shut up stop remind me stop remind me don’t want remember all things am scared scared scared why im not important why dont matter  What make me horrible person deserve all bad stuff and deserve be alone deserve no help and support 😭😭what I do wrong whole life why im like this why people allow hurt me why don’t deserve support😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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