4 weeks in hospital๐๐ feeling low
4 weeks stuck in hospital ๐ spent most of the day staring at the ceiling, crying to myself. It was my birthday 3rd November, I had surgery on the 4th.it's thanksgiving in America it seems like there's no one here who wants to talk to me right now. I've been relying on this site to get me through the last few weeks. Several months ago I caught pneumonia, and during that I lost all feeling in my upper left body, (I'm already paralysed from the waist down, they had to amputate my legs a few years ago) but there past couple of months, I've only been able to move my l right arm and head. It's gotten so frustrating at times, and depression is getting harder to fight off. This is my second spine surgery in the past couple of months. My neural passageways are still working for my upper body so the nerves and muscle will heal. And it has been getting better I can move my hand and make a fist and raise my arm just a little bit๐ I'm also due to have another psychiatrist appointment soon,I have a new psychiatrist who thinks I need a new diagnosis as new symptoms have come up these past couple of years. Anyway depression as hit hard, I won't give up, but I feel like I want to
@Tinywhisper11 Thinking of you, sweet Tiny.
@YourCaringConfidant ๐โค I love you mostest โค๐ thankyou โค gives you a giant xmassy tiny hug
@Tinywhisper11
Lots hugs to Lola friend am sorry been through lots stuf been so hard and lonely time โน๏ธ๐๐Understand how feeling nahoa been hospital since September had heart surgery October been in rehabilitation but now need two procedure done before home feel like start all over โน๏ธโน๏ธ
not mean to make about me am sorry !just want know somene understand is like be stuck hospital so long time
you brave and strong friend ๐ฉท๐๐๐ฉต๐
@theboymoana hi moana โคโค we are both strong and brave โคโค you've been through so much bless you ๐ thank you for your kind words and support โคโค gives you a giant xmassy tiny hug โคโค your a great kid, just keep on fighting ok? โคโค
@Tinywhisper11. @Theboymoana
@*EveryoneInHospital!
So many heartwarming messages show how many good people we have here. I am so proud of you all. Sharing positive words can really boost energy and uplift everyone together.
@MistyMagic yaaaay! Group hug โค everyone pile on top of misty๐๐
@Tinywhisper11 I am really sorry to hear about this. I hope you can stay strong, my friend. I hope the doctors can help you and that, they can give you some coping tips and skills for your depression.
I just wanted to let you know, that 7cups has listeners and therapists. So, if you do not get the help you need or you're not liking the treatment for it, you can reach out to them as well.ย
Also, you can always get a second opinion, from a different doctor as well. If need be.
I hope this helps some.
I hope things get aย bit better for you soon.
As always, you're in my thoughts and prayers.
@Tinywhisper11 in case you're bored โค๏ธ
1. What do reindeer say every time they take a picture on a housetop?ย
2. Which Elton John song describes one of Santaโs small reindeer perfectly?ย
3. What do you call Santaโs reindeer wranglers?ย
4. Does everyone in the North Pole think Santaโs reindeer are a great team?ย
5. What do reindeer use to decorate their Christmas trees?
6. Where do reindeer get their coffee?ย
7. What do reindeer say after one of them has a baby?ย
8. Why is Mrs. Claus always hugging the reindeer?ย
9. Why were the reindeer still in the barn when they were supposed to be with Santa?ย
10. Why do reindeer like Beyoncรฉ soย much?
@mytwistedsoul Whyyyyyy would reindeer take pictures of housetops? Are they in some photograph houses for realtors business? Are they freelancing for Google Earth? And more importantly, theyโre flying, shouldnโt they lookout for plans and stuff? ๐
@PineTreeTree With Christmas just being a one day a year gig, more and more of them have had to take up other jobs. I think they have a no-clause contact with Santa for the other 364 fays. So some of them are agents with Frosty Estates Realty or their competitor Polar Properties. I think Rudolph is the only one that does satellite work for Google Earth (his nose can get views at almost 360ยฐ!) ๐๐
@mytwistedsoul ๐๐๐๐
@PineTreeTree @Tinywhisper11 knows ๐
@mytwistedsoulย Oh Soul!! that should be in a separate post for all of Disability Support Community to enjoy! Or if you want to write one with me for the fun season here let me know!
@MistyMagic I'd be willing to help write something up if you'd like ๐ I have to admit I don't know what I'm doing but I'd be happy to help. Feel free to pm me if you'd like
@mytwistedsoul I think my brain must be fried, I can only answer 3 of them๐๐
2. Tiny dancerย
7. Hoof! That hurt
9. Cause she sleighs
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@Tinywhisper11 You got 2 right but I like the answer you have for 7 better lol
1. Click click click
@Tinywhisper11 I'll tell you a secret :O we can give up from time to time. You can cry, scream about it, have melt down, break down and say how much you hate it over and over again. It's nice sometimes to not have to hold on to the expectations of having to always be the one that shows a brave face.
Somedays we learn about the other kind of bravery, the bravery where when the world felt like it was over and yet we looked up and tried to find a new way to save it all while screaming 'i give up' heh heh. You've saved your amazing world a thousand times, just like how you're doing it now.ย
I don't have the words to tell you how proud you make me feel.
@BlueDarkAurora awwwww thankyou so much โค that made me cry a little๐ your words are just so kind โค hugs you tightly โคโค I love you โค
@Tinywhisper11 oh no some of the message I wrote got cut ^^' but it said I do adore you a lot and that I would love to explore all the beaches with you while trying out every ice cream flavour available :D<3ย
@BlueDarkAurora that would be a great day๐ โค โค
@Tinywhisper11 years :D I'll be around xD <3
@Tinywhisper11 your postive attitude is truly an inspiration๐ซ may you soon get to see outside world again where you meet people that sit right with your attitude and compassion not just your disabilities, will pray for your recovery, sending positive vibes and warm hugs
@Tinywhisper11 sending good wishes and all the hugs and good vibes your way!!! youโll get better, i know it! i believe in you!!! merry christmas, and i hope your thanksgiving was wonderful! โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
@Tinywhisper11"I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. It sounds incredibly tough, and I want you to know that what you're feeling is valid. You've already shown so much strength by getting through each day, and I truly admire your resilience in not giving up. I also want to wish you a very happy belated birthday. Iโm sorry you had to spend it in the hospital, but I hope you know that youโre in my thoughts. Even though itโs late, Iโm sending you healing and comfort in the days ahead.ย
@Tinywhisper11 here's some more cheese ๐
1. What is Santa's helpers' favorite song?ย
2. What did Santa tell his helpers when they listened in on his conversation?
3. What do vegetarian elves eat?ย
4. Who do elf music fans call the King?ย
5. What is elves' favorite sport?ย
6. What's an animal that never forgets Christmas?ย
7. What do you call a Santa's helper with a rags-to-riches story?ย
8. How did Santa tell his elves to check their email?ย
9. What do Santa's helpers tell someone who annoys them?ย
10. What do elves say when they make mistakes?ย
@mytwistedsoul ๐๐๐ I know a few possibly..
1 merry merry elfin xmas ๐โค
2 *waves fist* you lot and your big ears
3) greens
4) elfis Presley
5) ?? Well it's not the high jump๐ค๐ค
8) lil dudes go check yo' junk
@Tinywhisper11 lil dudes go check yo' junk๐๐ You're answers are so much better! ๐
1. "Have Your Elf a Merry Little Christmas."
2. "Quit elves-dropping."
3. Elfalfa.
4.ย Elfis
5. Miniature golf.
6.ย An elfant.
7. Cinderelfa.
8. "First, yule log on..."
9. "Elf off."
10. Iย elfed up."
@mytwistedsoul elf off๐๐๐๐๐ I'm gonna start using that one ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
@mytwistedsoul soul soul soooouuuullllll I'm going home today yaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
@Tinywhisper11 Yay! Finally! Congratulations Tiny โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
@PineTreeTree ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ I'm gonna go hug my piggies, see my son, and decorate up all today๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
@Tinywhisper11 That's a great news!<3
@BlueDarkAurora @mytwistedsoul I'm home now ๐โค the Carnegie is decorated all pretty for xmas and I was so excited to cuddle my piggies, they are out running around my room happily playing now๐๐๐๐๐๐ and I'm exhausted from all the excitement yaaaaaaaay! I'm gonna get my xmas decorations out๐๐๐๐๐
@Tinywhisper11 oh wow <3 I can feel the excitement and happiness<3 so glad you're back
@Tinywhisper11 So glad you're back home! โค๏ธ You'll probably sleep really good tonight ๐ your piggies will too since they're running around so much ๐
@Tinywhisper11 That's great! โค๏ธโค๏ธ Enjoy your day back! Have some ice cream and hug your piggies ๐ย Be sure not to over do it though ok? Make sure you take some time to rest too ๐
You are a strong gal for having to go through all of that. You are a fighter and thatโs why you never give up trying every day. Keep fighting and praying for healing. Every day is a new day and that means you have a chance to have a day full of beautiful things and blessings. If you ever need someone to talk to, please reach out. Iโm only a message away.
Sending you happy thoughts. ๐
@BeautifulSoulHannah2277 thankyou so much, your very kind โคโคย I'm going home today ๐โค my carer is coming to pick me up this morning๐๐๐๐ I'm so happy๐