4 weeks in hospital🙁🙁 feeling low
4 weeks stuck in hospital 🙁 spent most of the day staring at the ceiling, crying to myself. It was my birthday 3rd November, I had surgery on the 4th.it's thanksgiving in America it seems like there's no one here who wants to talk to me right now. I've been relying on this site to get me through the last few weeks. Several months ago I caught pneumonia, and during that I lost all feeling in my upper left body, (I'm already paralysed from the waist down, they had to amputate my legs a few years ago) but there past couple of months, I've only been able to move my l right arm and head. It's gotten so frustrating at times, and depression is getting harder to fight off. This is my second spine surgery in the past couple of months. My neural passageways are still working for my upper body so the nerves and muscle will heal. And it has been getting better I can move my hand and make a fist and raise my arm just a little bit🙂 I'm also due to have another psychiatrist appointment soon,I have a new psychiatrist who thinks I need a new diagnosis as new symptoms have come up these past couple of years. Anyway depression as hit hard, I won't give up, but I feel like I want to
@Tinywhisper11
Hi Tiny,
Yes Santa there is a Lola! And you better look after her or else...... Whaaat, you're asking me what makes her so special?...... You already know because you know everything!
You know darn well, if she spirals down the rabbit hole of depression, when she hits bottom, she'll find the rabbit and then hug it and tell her how soft and warm it is. She'll tell the rabbit it don't need to be down in this dark hole. And even though Lola is tired of trying, she will use all her energy to lift that rabbit up into the light and into the greenfields and direct her to all the carrot patches in the area.
That's who Lola is and we love her bunches, so you better take care of her this year. She likes ice cream and lots of presents and then some more presents and maybe a little more ice cream too.
And she's also your secret agent undercover elf for civilians.... she can't trick us.
Love you Lola, hang in there sweetie.
@IsayUncle 😂😂😂 I do like more presents and more icecream😋 uncle, I came home today 😁😁😁 I'm sooo happy, I haven't done everything I was gonna do, cause I'm pretty exhausted from being so excited😁😁😁😁 I love you ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
@Tinywhisper11
Oh my goodness, Oh my goodness, Oh my goodness,..... I got so excited I forgot to write anything in my first reply.
Tears of joy so plentiful, we can make an ice skating rink.
Let's jump back up on that horse of hope, and continue believing. You are the most beautiful believer I know. Get your rest, get your energy, strengthen that arm and hand.
Get ready to rock out some artwork and then drive around like a crazy a woman come Christmas Day!
@IsayUncle yaaaay! But don't worry that bunny in the depression hole, I got him and freed him into the green fields of hope😁 tomorrow morning I can go sit with my son😁I've missed him so much ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
Bundle up warm. 😘
@Tinywhisper11 Damnn gurll! You're one strong heck of an individual 💪✨ I'm sooo freaking proud of you❤️🩹 at first seeing your posts I was like," damn! She's really excited for Christmas". But after reading this I'm so so glad you're. You're literally like being bathed in sunlight 🙂↕️✨
@crimsonPapaya7218 😂😂😂 I am really excited about xmas 😁❤ I came home from hospital yesterday😁 today is time to decorate up 😁😁😁
@Tinywhisper11 I'm so glad you're not giving up. You're such an important part of this community. Proud of you for being so strong!
@unassumingPeach6421 aww thanks sweetie ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤❤