Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I feel like a reject. Today is just not my day. Bullies and parents. I just don't know what to do anymore.

A waste of space...

I feel like im misunderstood no one understands me.

I think someone might have stolen my legs

I keep being told that I think too much and I'm just over thinking and that's what's causing the problem and I'm hearing that from people here too! How am I supposed to just stop feeling like I shouldn't even exist and how am I supposed to stop feeling like I'm not even a real person who should be in the lives of other people? And how am I supposed to not think about! How do you get out of bed go see people living their lives and just keep fighting, I can't not fight for a day because if I stop then everyone will know and they'll judge because oh look her life is great and she has everything and her job is good and yet she's complaining! I'm not complaining! I'm in pain and I'm tired of fighting....

I feel like a person who needs to end his life because of the pane I'm feeling

I'm alright. Called a counselor to get in contact about possibly seeing her this week, and ended up calling back and canceling 15 minutes later. Couldn't deal with it.

Like I'm drowning but I'm not sure I want to try and swim...

Well yesterday I tried to kill myself ... Today I had a fight, failed test, bunked off, went home had argument , found out mums dying , and made myself throw up then cut myself and tried to jump off a huge wall took bunch of pills and now I'm here in my room looking in the mirror wondering how I am such a fuck up ... And hating myself more and more every second...

I feel like I am choking on emptiness