Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

Today I feel like a nervous wreck. Today I'm telling my friend I relapsed and I have idea how she'll take it

Today I feel like a nervous wreck. Today I'm telling my friend I relapsed and I have idea how she'll take it

Feeling stressed out & anxious.. Hate the feeling it gives me & the out of control thoughts..

I can't get positive at all today. There's what I want to do which is apply for jobs as I've not long moved to liverpool. But I just feel like such a letdown and an embarrassment. I looked in the mirror today and just thought 'what's the point' it's quite a crushing day today. I just feel like crying but the tears won't come.

I doubled up on my meds last night so I could feel normal today. I feel tired and it's hard to motivate myself, but I guess I'd rather feel like this than extremely on edge all the time. I want to be excited for today and I hope I can be once I get to campus.

I actually feel very guilty and worthless today. My pet bearded dragon, my best friend for 4 years, passed away in her sleep last night and I can't figure out why. I feel like it's my fault.

i feel completely worthless. no one understands. no one gets it. no one sees me breaking and breaking. the worst part is even if they did see it they wouldnt give a sh*t

I was numb up until a few hours ago. Someone made me feel something. It brought back all the emotions I've been trying to conceal. Now I'm in tears and I can't deal with them. The reasons why I cry hit me so hard. .My body feels as weak as my mind does. . One more day of this and it's all over..

Today marks the 2 year anniversary of my friend's passing. My depression has been very bad recently. I feel as if my boyfriend is tired of dealing with it, along with my family. He gets very frustrated with me, and himself. He feels as thought he cannot help me. My family doesn't even try to help me. They ask me when I am going to snap out of it, when I tell them how I feel it starts an argument. They assumethat because I have a roof over my head, I have no reason to be depressed. I feel very unwanted and lost today. I feel as if nothing will get better at this point. I used to be such a good student and recently I haven't been able to do anything right. Depression is taking over my entire life. This app is my last hope. I do not know what else to do.

I feel completely worthless and like I don't matter, even when I'm with people make me happy, I still fell like they don't care about me.