you’re def not just venting all the time. talking to you is straight up delightful lol venting is super helpful tho. sometimes seeing other people struggle with something i struggled with helps me feel less alone. less crazy. it’s so important to have someone at work you can safely vent to.
i’m doin good. i’m at lunch rn. can’t wait to get home. one more shift tomorrow then im off Monday.
how’s your weekend
It definitely makes you feel less crazy. That’s something my grandfather, uncles, and aunts called me, crazy. They made me feel so alone and unloved, like something was terribly wrong with me. I’m so happy I got away from them. But what they said/did still affects me. Definitely don’t like being called crazy, even just in a joking way.
Im finally finished with work. All clean, in bed, and watching a tv show. Hopefully your workday goes by fast.
you’re in such a good place rn i’m very happy for you. i’m sorry the fam was like that but im proud of you for getting yourself into a good place. not everyone can do that. i dealt with that from my ex and i just dealt with it for a very long time. i thought thats just how life is. it wasn’t until after i got away from her did i really see the impact her toxic behavior had. those days were lame lol but today is really great
what show ya watching
Yes a***e goes on for so long you start to think it’s the way life is. Then you get out into the world and realize it’s not. That loved ones don’t treat their loved ones that way. Or you’re not some *** that never does anything right. It stinks, atleast for me, it feels like I have to play “catch up.” Just learning to love myself and have confidence has been difficult.
I’d say “what doesn’t k**l you makes you stronger,” but my situation made me weaker. I’m happy you’re trying to improve and got away from the negativity. It’s so freeing to be in a space you feel safe in. To be in a place that feels like a warm home. It’s really important for your mental health. So I’m super happy that you’re living your life for you now ☺️.
Had to censor my message a little lol. I guess certain words aren’t appropriate on the forum lol.
I watched “Homestead Rescue” last night. It’s a pretty good, motivating show. We were trying to get into the homesteading lifestyle. I figured since I’ll be here for the foreseeable future, I’ll still help out with that dream ☺️.
Going to Sam’s Club, Walmart, and a garden store today. Then probably getting dinner as a treat. I hope to get a tree and knock off a few gifts on the list today. I won’t lie, I’m going with my ex-partner. But I’ve been able to spend time with him without me getting sad or worrying about what he’s been doing. It feels good to have a friend that truly knows me and cares for me. I’m not used to relationships ending and still staying friends. It’s difficult sometimes, but I’ll cherish the good moments ☺️.
I hope you have a good Sunday and an awesome day at work at work! You got this 👍!
yea i def had a lot of catching up to do. in a lot of ways i felt like i just got to this planet 🤣 so i spent yrs and yrs cut off from evvvverything. that was brutal. pulling myself back into the world…brutal. but now that i’m here, it’s amazing. worlds my mf oyster rn dude!! 🤣 a whole open world full of cool stuff i didn’t even know about. the world today is kinda sorta the best it’s ever been. we make ourselves unhappy. but the world is big as s/hit dude.
tip for cursin….just throw a period in that b.itch 😉
i just woke up and work hmu saying we had 4 call outs lol most assuredly heads will mf rolllll ð¤£
hey hey! hope ya had a nice weekend. i’m walking home from work rn. this weather is so crazy. it felt like spring today lol work was so busy but all went well. they are talking about doing some kinda holiday party. tbh i love the idea. i think we finally have a great core group. and ive been trying to be more social. so this seems great. i was thinking some kinda hangout at a local bar. i don’t drink but i def wanna see my coworkers have a couple drinks lol but annoying people at work are saying thats a bad idea and they want to go paintballing. idk if im just being a sour b.itch but im def not going paintballing lol maybe im the di.ck here idk
Hope you’re having a good day off! I’ll respond to your messages later on.
omg i woke up today and the power was out in the whole neighborhood…i think a tree went down. it took a couple hours but im back in business 😎
hope you’re having a great day. this weather isn’t very fun but i hope you’re finding some fun today!! 😁
Good afternoon. I hope you’re having an awesome Tuesday!
not bad not bad. walking to work now. luckily it’s not raining rn. i’ll take that as a win lol work will prob be busy but i get to see my fav coworkers. then tomorrow i have the day off again and i rly wanna do more than just rest. i gotta think of what id be able to do tomorrow.
hmu how’s ur week going??
i hope good
on my lunch break and just wanted to say heyyy. i’m scarfing down some coffee and croissant/donut lol im hooked to cronuts they are so good. hope you had a great day.
Hey! How are you? The last few days I’ve been feeling sad, hence the limited replies (sorry 😓). I’m going to try to have a better day though. I’m going into work a bit late. And I’m getting myself Dunkin as a treat. Plus I’ll try to listen to music or my favorite podcasts.
I’m glad you’re having a good week so far. Did you finally plan anything for today?
I hope you have a great Wednesday!
you absolutely fuggin got this!!! today is your day!! when you woke up the devil said oh shlit 💪😎👑
im rly sorry you’ve been bummed this week. that happens to me a lot for almost no reason. this weather isn’t helping either?
whats on the menu from dunkin’? i do this thing called the bronut lol it’s a donut for a friend when they are having a hard day 🙂 it almost never helps hahahaha
oooo what podcasts? i worked overnight for a while and was listening to a lot of pods then.
Lol don’t know if he said that or not but thank you. I got a coffee, sandwich, and hash brown meal from Dunkin’. But they messed up my coffee so it wasn’t the greatest. But atleast I got a sip or two of it this morning.
I meanly listen to crime and horror podcast….dont know if you’re into that.
How’s your day going?
my day is good. had something happened that got in my head and i’m just trying to not let it bother me bc it’s rly nbd and only $25. so this morning my dear sweet mommy (lol) gave me two marshall’s gift cards and told me to go pick some stuff out and call it xmas gifts. it was also an attempt to knock me out of my funk bc money has been tight recently. well i’m up at the register and i dropped one of the gift cards 😭 there was a line behind me and i have an anxiety about being THAT customer ya know. so i just paid for it and left. so i’m feeling upset about it bc i didn’t need to buy this stuff rn. but i don’t wanna feel shiddy so im trying to push it out of my mind. any tips? i’m currently baking a cake and playing video games lol
i haven’t listened to many pods like that but i totally would bc ive always been into that genre. i mostly listen to comedy podcasts. mostly east coast. i been listened to pods for a long time. they would really help distract my wondering mind lol
Good afternoon! I hope you’re having a good day so far ☺️.
I’m sorry you were in a funk yesterday. I totally get not wanting to be THAT person in the store. Or panicking from making simple mistakes in front of everyone. Or being anxious and trying to go inside a store anyway, only to be overwhelmed lol.
Something that helps me is remembering I’m PAYING for whatever I’m buying. I’m spending my hard earned money on things I want or need. Therefore, customers behind me, the cashier, etc. can *** off until I’m done. Another thing is remembering to breathe. I usually try to take 3 deep and quick breaths (trying not to care if anyone sees me lol) and calm myself down. Something else I usually always do is chew gum or eat a mint or candy while in line and at the cash register. That way I’m focused on what I’m chewing, not on feeling too anxious. Another (rare) technique is actually talking to the cashier! Sometimes that makes me less weird and awkward. It kinda calms me down, at least in the sense I’m focused on being anxious with one person instead of everyone in the store.
If you still overreact or do something you perceive as “dumb” in public, I try to unwind in the car. I’ll breathe deeply, hug a plushie, listen to a song, or eat/drink. This is all BEFORE I start driving so I’m calmed down. And anytime I go out where it’s crowded, I try to reward myself. This could be take out, ice cream, a dollar tree item, anything to reward me conquering my anxiety.
I hope these tips help in the future!
