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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP May 13th

nope i’m done.

justmeeva OP May 13th

soon.

justmeeva OP May 13th

idk how much longer i can do this honestly. 

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unassumingEyes May 13th

@justmeeva *hugs if ok* 

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justmeeva OP May 13th

@unassumingEyes 

*hugs* <3

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@justmeeva @unassumingEyes 

*hugs you both if okie* 💕

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justmeeva OP May 13th
kinda tempting. 
we’ll see what’ll happen when mom leaves. 
or at night. 
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justmeeva OP May 13th

one day i’ll actually give up. 

justmeeva OP May 13th

today was ***. 

justmeeva OP May 13th

my head was filled with uh.. unsafe thoughts. all day. it’s not even unusual atp but today was like.. extra. 

justmeeva OP May 13th

everyone keeps mentioning the future that i don’t have. 

justmeeva OP May 13th

every time, it all comes back to the things, the memories, the people i don’t want to remember. every *** time. 

justmeeva OP May 13th
everything’s falling apart again. and i didn’t even get to start building it back up yet.