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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP May 12th

my dreams man- that’s not *** fair. don’t- don’t *** do this to me i- ..

justmeeva OP May 12th

..

that song. 

was by him. 

..

justmeeva OP May 12th

it makes me wanna cry. :’)

justmeeva OP May 12th

sometimes i wish i had my own little place to live, all by myself, so i could just.. do my own stuff.. and slowly fade away.

justmeeva OP May 12th

she’s talking about my *** arms again

justmeeva OP May 12th

“when will we see you without those sleeves?” 

“are they healing?”

”are they still visible?” 

“summer’s coming” 

oh right because i didn’t notice. 

justmeeva OP May 12th

little does she know.. (;

justmeeva OP May 12th

tw sh.

i still remember the way my mom said “i really don’t understand what there could possibly be so bad in your life that it makes you cvt yourself” 🙃

justmeeva OP May 13th

tw. 

she hit him. again. 

justmeeva OP May 13th

tw.

and shouted. a lot.