Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
my grandma, talking to me and my mom: “someone more perfect than eva doesn’t exist”
… :’)
she’d be disappointed.
it’s pretty crazy how i can pretend to be happy and laugh and smile when i have to. they won’t know unless i let them. and i won’t.
my grandma hugged me when we were leaving and said “you’re doing so well, keep it up” :’) :’)
i’m sorry
tw.
the way every time i ride in the car, i imagine that same scenario. me being in a car crash. picking up my phone. coming to cups. this thread. i know what i’d write. mmm.
