Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
they’re so toxic, my classmates. so *** toxic.
there’s like this very specific but also not specific type of people that i generally avoid at all costs.
and omw to the entrance of the mall, i get like a busful of exactly this kind of people. in front of me. behind me.
my brain told me that they’re talking about me and staring at me and judging me, that everything they say is something about me
and we’re strangers.
and this happens every day on schooldays. because every day after school i have to go to that mall to wait for my mom to pick me up.
those people make my life a ***, and they’re not even doing anything most of the time, and i know they’re not
but it doesn’t help in the situation for some reason
