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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP May 5th

so many of them. 

justmeeva OP May 5th

“but at the end of the day, if you’re at that point you’re at that point.”

justmeeva OP May 6th

3am. 

justmeeva OP May 6th

4:35 lol

justmeeva OP May 6th

yeah i should probably do something useful (s l e e p) lol.

goodnight, or- morning- cupsers 🩷

justmeeva OP May 6th

i- that response- okay i really really do not understand some people. how do you- how do you make a joke when someone’s having like a really difficult time- i- god i wanna throw my phone across the room after seeing this and it’s not even related to me.

i just don’t understand. 

justmeeva OP May 6th

running on 2 and a half hours of sleep, it’s past 10pm and i have to study for a math and a chem test which’s topics i don’t know anything about because i wasn’t at school on any of the days they learned those new topics and i understand nothing :D <33

justmeeva OP May 6th

oh oh and a powerpoint for music, and i should also read like 100 pages of a book that’s overdue like a week now but screw that uhmm :D

justmeeva OP May 6th

tonight’s gonna be fun

justmeeva OP May 6th

tw. (?)

ngl i hate eating but i do it anyways. i try not to but “oh well”. guess i don’t hate my body enough. which, idk, i think i do a good amount already but guess not then.