have worse day
final get cast off yesterday means get surf finally
surfing only time feel ok
instead surf have bad seizures all night
feel so sick and hurting and tired
am so upset want vent about horrible brain
brain that make so upset
brain that give me seizures every day
instead get vent get tell how make life better
by someone got no idea Nahoa deal with every day
don’t need someone tell me life only bad because me
they not deal all i deal with every day my life
and try best think will be ok try best not cry
all time because so sad all time
but day like this feel an dying have so much seizures
and pain and can’t handle it can’t see anything good
and instead let vent then will feel better
get more upset because person not listen telling them
try explain but them not listen
say im upset because can’t do anything
means what ? Cant surf can’t go outside cant eat milkshake which normal all eat cant even sit up because body no energy
they say can do some things and tell them what can do ? i lay
couch all day because hurt so bad feel so sick
they say you talking on cups
like talk on cups make every thing else go away ??
if could get rid epilepsy by never come
cups again would do so fast
epilepsy worse thing world to me
all my struggles whole life epilepsy what get rid first
struggle so much just get tell my life bad only because
Nahoa say it am and Nahoa don’t say will have good long life
then get tell need be grateful someone give support me
tell me wrong say they not listen
get tell people try support me all time
but where see ? Is 3 people actual kind all time to me
other people not at all
or just give advice act like know Nahoa life better
get tell if don’t like cups why don’t go
dont have be here
there is few people mostly stay for and other
part me stay because got no one talk to
not even mean talk support stuff just don’t
got anyone talk to and sometimes so lonely hurts
and make so sad that instead cups be more kind
everyone just say why Nahoa don’t leave