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nahoa negative affirmations

theboymoana August 5th

am tired pretending matter 

know do not matter know never will 

am tired be hurt all time 

What point be hurt when everything they say about me true

not everyone in world important

nahoa proof that some just stupid useless trash  

Is time give up trying be someone that matter

is time just accept I deserve all bad stuff

deserve abuse

deserve trauma

deserve pain

deserve be hated

deserve all struggles

deserve all bad stuff happen 

deserve be lonely

deserve be sad

deserve be alone

deserve all names get call

deserve be bully by anyone

deserve have no one care

hurt lot more keep trying matter and always be told it don’t matter then just accept how suppose be

can’t hurt when know just how is not going change

will remind self over over over over until stop ever thing maybe matter

disgusting stupid useless trash don’t matter and that means Nahoa don’t matter

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theboymoana OP August 23rd

Why im here don’t *** belong here

stupid useless piece crap

hate me so much

no one care what go on

just matter say stuff wrong because English stupid language 

more things people say to me about me 

  1. would you rather us like say yes moana it sucks and you cant do anything with life because of it?
  2. if you can’t handle feedback don’t say anything in the first place
  3. its fine i just mute moana
  4. I waant being mean moana, just honest is all
  5. Pls make *** sense
  6. It's not out fault we try to be nice and you are rude to us. So yeah you are kind of jerk Noha.
  7. You can't snap on people for making honest mistakes and expect them to still be nice to you sorry not sorry.
  8. Moana, use your big boy words.
  9. Do you always speak like this, Moana?
  10. Please can you A. use proper English that I can understand and B. take this convo to the SR
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PineTreeTree August 23rd

@theboymoana Hey Nahoa, don’t let these jerks get you upset. There are lots of people here who love you! 

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@PineTreeTree

You only speak differently because you're following the grammar rules of sign language... Haters not tolerated here. We love you and we're so glad you're here! Please report those people to the mods. They need to know about it so they can block those people.

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Tinywhisper11 August 23rd

@theboymoana keep trying moana ❤ we are here for you ❤ hugs you tightly ❤ when do age up and come to the oldies side?? We'll look after you here ❤

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@heather225 and @Sunisshiningandsoareyou, can you please connect with Nahoa and get these cruel forum members blocked? Or get the powers-that-be involved, so they can put a stop to this? Nahoa doesn't deserve this kind of treatment. Thank you! <3

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PineTreeTree August 23rd

@jesusredeemedme2425 ❤️

mytwistedsoul August 23rd

@jesusredeemedme2425 It happens way too much 

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@mytwistedsoul


Cruelty has no place here.

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@jesusredeemedme2425

On it.❤ ( @tommy @cheerymango ) 

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Thank you Sun <3

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mytwistedsoul August 23rd

@theboymoana Hey surfer dude 🤙

Ah man sometimes people just really the worst.  This is a place for everyone and everyone should be treated with kindness. You do matter. You definitely don't deserve all the bag things that have come to you

I know words like this hurt. Especially when you're already hurting. I'd say to just ignore it but I know that's hard to do too

I think you're pretty awesome ya know? You've been through alot and you're still a sweet and nice guy and it's not right how their treating you and talking to you

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Agreed. People are cruel. Remember your worth and don’t listen to them <3

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theboymoana OP August 23rd

is part 6 ? Maybe 5 ? Not know really don’t matter just More things people say to me here


all this lists copy paste from screenshots

try get help so much

what people say ? Nahoa misunderstand Nahoa take wrong way Nahoa need move on Nahoa drama Nahoa always problem Mean person say sorry so Nahoa need accept that get over it


why allow people say this why it do not matter


all this just what got new phone August 2023 to now

this happening since join cups February 2022


why instead tell people need stop always Nahoa problem because get upset disrupt chatroom is only couple mods say direct to person that say thing and don’t just tell move on ignore what say




  1. Why there's something up with him no? I have a theory or two. Moana, do you have any conditions we should know about?
  2. I think I'm having a stroke
  3. Person 1 Moana you had bad grammar so l meant like "when I read this I get a stroke" Person 2 lol same not to be rude
  4. You wanted the truth so don't blame me now
  5. Quit your whining.
  6. I'm not trying to be rude, but l get it. Everyone's sad lately. Can we all just shut up for one freaking second?
  7. Loser.
  8. moana if u wanna survive then u have to grow up a lil bit and don't be so sensitive when people talk abt stuff u dont like
  9. all hail oppressor Moana! That's sarcasm, if you couldn't tell.
  10. if you dont like it you can leave moana


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These people are so evil. :( I’m so sorry… We’ll get the mods involved. This can’t be tolerated…

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theboymoana OP August 23rd

@jesusredeemedme2425

always I get blamed 😭

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It’s not your fault. Bullying is NEVER your fault, and neither is abuse.

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theboymoana OP August 23rd

@jesusredeemedme2425

think because im horrible worse kid whole world is why not welcome anywhere anyone allow hurt me because not matter and mods tell am wrong when say no one care but just because someone say they care if let there friends be mean me not say anything or help and defend people that mean then don’t care and mean sometimes to is just lie 

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mytwistedsoul August 23rd

I'm glad you're taking screenshots. It's good to have proof. The thing I noticed is that they say you need to grow up but they're the ones that are acting the way they are. Where's the compassion and understanding? This has gone on for way too long. I'm so sorry 


This is supposed to be a safe space for everyone and you're being relentlessly b*llied. What about people with learning disabilities and people with autism? If you're having a hard time with the topic why not have a listener reach out to you? 
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theboymoana OP August 23rd

@mytwistedsoul

they don’t care because most the people mean is ones been here know am deaf and intellectual disability and autism and more diagnosis but don’t care because before try explain things about disability and people not care say excuse or lot time say they disabled can talk right or whatever is be mean about and if Nahoa say disabilities not same they say stop compare and act like struggle more them 

nothing do or say right just turn my words in something bad don’t listen anything say and try say really what mean still turn around and even some mods do this and make so sad😭😭😭😭

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Some people with autism are non-verbal. Some people with autism can talk but struggle with social situations. Some people with autism can pass easily as neurotypical. (I have autism too.) We’re all different and they have no place to judge.

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theboymoana OP August 23rd

@jesusredeemedme2425

yes and always people say that me is same ones go normal school some already got job some already drive some date people go place there friends on own and say not same because I go part time developmental disability center not any school never going drive need help all things eat get dressed bath brush teeth everything need someone stay all time help not allow outside own can’t use oral speech and just all not autism only thing is because all my disabilities mix together and don’t mean other people not struggle there disabilities but we not same ! But all attack me say that 😭😭can’t do anything right ever ever ever don’t understand why am so so so so stupid nahoa biggest useless idiot😭😭😭😭

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No. You know who the dumb ones are? People who won’t educate themselves on concurrent disabilities, and who bully other people. You have differences and disabilities. Medically acknowledged ones. These people refuse to learn and to accept and to love. THEY are the ignorant and cruel and stupid ones.

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@Kristynsmama


@SoulfullyAButterfly



Can you guys please get in touch with Nahoa, or find another mod who can? See above posts. People on 7Cups are bullying him. Thank you! <3

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Kristynsmama August 23rd

The best thing to do is to take screenshots and report the bullies to community@7cups.com. They can also block the bullies.

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mytwistedsoul August 23rd

@Kristynsmama I can't say with 100% certainty but I think reports were made before and nothing came of it 

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theboymoana OP August 23rd

@mytwistedsoul

yes report so much but still always people mean is not fair why have report report report all time just so can be here not get make fun of and bullied and stuff not fair 😭try 3 years almost be part community and still feel do not belong 

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I’ve noticed flagging posts doesn’t seem to do anything. Have you PMed any mods about it?

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theboymoana OP August 23rd

@jesusredeemedme2425

Do report through form when do report and pm mods obs h tons people pm even glen when don’t know else get help email support everything can think do 

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We’ll do what we can. <3


In the meantime, soooo many people love and support you! Make it your mission to love other people, educate people about bullying, and help people <3 You’re here for a reason… Figure out what that reason is. We love you deeply <3

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theboymoana OP August 23rd

@jesusredeemedme2425

Know why am only here be hurt be sad my mom don’t want me teachers don’t want me no one want me exist 

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mytwistedsoul August 23rd

@theboymoana We want you to exist Nahoa. We're glad you exist. I know it's not the same as hanging out with your peers but you're always welcome to hang out with the oldies

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mytwistedsoul August 23rd

@theboymoana You're right it's not fair and you should be able to be here and join in without being made fun of or b*llied. Three years is a long time to have that here for you and I'm sorry you e had to deal with this. There's a lot of good people standing here with you. Hopefully we can make it better for you

This is supposed to be a community. Well community,  one of our young members has been mistreated and b*llied here for 3 years. Reports made and nothing has changed for him. Nothing has been made better at all. This is disappointing. This makes me angry. This shouldn't be this way 

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I think part of the problem may be that he’s in the teen community. Teens are often very cruel to their peers, and cyber-bullying is even worse because they can be anonymous. I wish Nahoa were old enough to be on the adult side… They’re more likely to welcome him with open arms <3

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mytwistedsoul August 24th

@jesusredeemedme2425 Definitely. You are right though about how vicious they can be especially since it anonymous 

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am not tired pretending matter 


Don't know do not matter don't know never will 


am not tired be hurt all time 


What isn't point be hurt when everything they say about me true


not everyone in world not important


nahoa not proof that some just stupid useless trash  


Is not time give up trying be someone that matter


is not time just accept I deserve all bad stuff


Don't deserve abuse


Don't deserve trauma


Don't deserve pain


Don't deserve be hated


Don't deserve all struggles


Don't deserve all bad stuff happen 


Don't deserve be lonely


Don't deserve be sad


Don't deserve be alone


Don't deserve all names get call


Don't deserve be bully by anyone


Don't deserve have no one care


Doesn't hurt lot more keep trying matter and always be told it don’t matter then just accept how suppose be


can’t hurt when know just how is not going change


will remind self over over over over until stop ever thing maybe matter


disgusting stupid useless trash don’t matter and that means Nahoa don’t matter


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mytwistedsoul August 23rd

@communicativePond1728 Ah! Took me a minute Pond,  but your challenging the bad,  correct? 

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I think so, but some of it sounds bad, like the last part. I’m confused…

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@jesusredeemedme2425 




It doesn't hurt a lot more to keep trying. It does matter. I'll always be told it does matter then just accept how it's suppose to be








It doesn't hurt when I know just how it's not going to change.








I will remind myself over over over over until it starts and then everything will matter








I'm not disgusting stupid useless trash that doesn't matter. And that means I do matter

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That kinda makes more sense. Sorta lol


I fee like the grammar is still off lol… But I get it <3

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@jesusredeemedme2425 I might have figured it out...posted again redone below.

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I matter.




I know I matter and I always will.




I am energized from loved all the time.




There's every point to being loved because everything they say about me is true.




Everyone in the world is important.




I am proof that I am just some smart, useful being.




It is always time to be someone that matters.




It is time to just accept I deserve all good stuff.




I deserve respect.




I deserve health.




I deserve pleasure.




I deserve to be loved.




I deserve all understanding.




I deserve all the good stuff to happen to me.




I deserve to belong.




I deserve to be happy.




I deserve togetherness.




I deserve all the compliments I'm given.




I deserve to be safe around everyone.




I deserve to have caring people in my life.




It feels a lot better to keep trying...it matters. And I'll always be told it does matter rather then just have to accept how it's "supposed" to be.




It feels good when I know just how it is going to change.




I will remind myself over and over and over again until everything goes smoothly and matters.




Delicious, smart and useful gems do matter and that means I matter.

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*everything they say about me is not true.


(I’m helping lol)


Delicious. Hehe

mytwistedsoul August 24th

@communicativePond1728 Perfect! ❤️ 

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theboymoana OP August 27th

how I end up supporting people in sr when feel like am dying inside because so sad and broken and hurting 

People don’t ask me how am most time and when  do all get is someone reply

felt 

or

sry hugs ? 

But then give real kind support someone else instead 😭why I don’t deserve to ☹️ even keep my real real serious trauma and struggles out support room just want someone listen when need talk about get so overwhelmed or upset something happen at dd center 

Like today get triggered bad at therapy and try 4 times 5 time ? just talk about feelings not what trigger me and no one care no one notice 

finally someone do but instead let talk they turn into telling me get new therapist and tell them what topic trigger me and stuff when been see this therapist over year they really nice kind me and just sometimes get triggered at therapy when talk about serious trauma been through 😭😭 just wanted talk about how feeling don’t need people tell  how talk own therapist  

am tired all this so tired why life so horrible bad stupid 😭😭😭😭just want feel ok never get feel ok with out bad come back few minutes 

can’t do it anymore can’t 😭


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Tinywhisper11 August 27th

@theboymoana huggggs you really tightly. It's harder to be kind to ourselves and our own needs. We understand pain, so automatically helping others comes naturally. But you do need to think about yourself first. You do matter, and you are loved here by so many ❤ this is your safe place, you can talk here. I understand you, I care about you, we all do ❤❤

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theboymoana OP August 27th

@Tinywhisper11

just hate me so much ☹️😭try be happy because know all want me happy but can’t just end up spend half day my world away from all bad but they make me come back where hurts and don’t want to😭😭 do know maladaptive daydreaming ? Is not like normal daydream that is ok is like spend hours daydream whole world better then real world want stay there all day whole life but is bad because won’t even remember need drink or go places need to or use bathroom or anything just in world is why is bad but just hate this world hate they make me come back real world where am sad all time 

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@theboymoana

We're listening here... Maybe take a break from the teen chatrooms for awhile? I think it's because they're so young... Talk to the adults instead <3

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theboymoana OP August 27th

@jesusredeemedme2425

Am young to but they don’t want me there ☹️Wish im older go adult side 😭 i go back only chats for games and things just for distract not go support room not try get support or hope anyone care better this way is what do for while use only talk important stuff my best best friend here but he disappear now I got no one 😭😭😭he always tell me don’t bother with them others because don’t get it most them don’t go through anything like what me and him been through and he right so idk why still try 

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@theboymoana


About how much longer until you age up?

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theboymoana OP August 28th

@jesusredeemedme2425

feel like so long million years am only 15 ☹️😭

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theboymoana OP August 29th

have worse day

final get cast off yesterday means get surf finally

surfing only time feel ok

instead surf have bad seizures all night

feel so sick and hurting and tired

am so upset want vent about horrible brain

brain that make so upset

brain that give me seizures every day

instead get vent get tell how make life better

by someone got no idea Nahoa deal with every day

don’t need someone tell me life only bad because me

they not deal all i deal with every day my life

and try best think will be ok try best not cry

all time because so sad all time

but day like this feel an dying have so much seizures

and pain and can’t handle it can’t see anything good

and instead let vent then will feel better

get more upset because person not listen telling them

try explain but them not listen

say im upset because can’t do anything

means what ? Cant surf can’t go outside cant eat milkshake which normal all eat cant even sit up because body no energy

they say can do some things and tell them what can do ? i lay

couch all day because hurt so bad feel so sick

they say you talking on cups

like talk on cups make every thing else go away ??

if could get rid epilepsy by never come

cups again would do so fast

epilepsy worse thing world to me

all my struggles whole life epilepsy what get rid first

struggle so much just get tell my life bad only because

Nahoa say it am and Nahoa don’t say will have good long life

then get tell need be grateful someone give support me

tell me wrong say they not listen

get tell people try support me all time

but where see ? Is 3 people actual kind all time to me

other people not at all

or just give advice act like know Nahoa life better

get tell if don’t like cups why don’t go

dont have be here


there is few people mostly stay for and other

part me stay because got no one talk to

not even mean talk support stuff just don’t

got anyone talk to and sometimes so lonely hurts

and make so sad that instead cups be more kind

everyone just say why Nahoa don’t leave

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PineTreeTree August 29th

@theboymoana I’m sorry that people aren’t listening to you. It must be so hard to deal with seizures. I hope you are able to get out and surf soon and that the waves are good. 

mytwistedsoul August 29th

@theboymoana I think you have every right to be upset right now. I think anyone in your position would be upset too. And you have every right to vent. It's better to vent than to hold everything inside


It's hard when there's things you want to do and your body and brain just don't want to cooperate
To look forward to getting back on the water and surfing after wearing a cast for a long time - only to get hit with seizures sucks. It's not fair that you have to deal with so many things 

I hope with some rest your pain eases and takes the sickness you feel and the seizures with it. And you're able to get out on the water so you can catch some tasty waves 🤙
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theboymoana OP September 16th

Part 7 ? part 6 ? Who cares not like matter not like anyone that able do anything help 

nahoa not important allow hurt me No One care and no one going change anything 

people don’t care they make impossible me be part conversations they ask what can do but don’t like answer do nothing 

instead make things better people just say why don’t leave cups 

why don’t cups be inclusive like say because NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT 

NOT INCLUSIVE 

always want disabled people change stuff make easier to them 

oh you deaf ? Learn oral speech easier for hearing people oh you autistic ? Go therapy 5 days week can learn be more normal oh you got epilepsy ? Can try not have seizure here make me uncomfortable oh you got intellectual disability and brain injury ? Can you figure out how understand conversations with out ever ask questions 

am tired try so hard and not enough and won’t help me out to make possible

get it ok nahoa not important nahoa not matter nahoa not wanted 

don’t worry nahoa understand that 

  1. I didn't ask you
  2. are u dumb or something?
  3. I'm not rude just an opinion bruh
  4. Dude I had a literal stroke reading your sentence
  5. I'd be really upset if I was blind or deaf.
  6. sorry youre just not the clearest with words sometimes, ik its not your fault but yeah
  7. moana what are you on about?
  8. might be him and his imagination
  9. omg moana 💀💀💀💀💀
  10. bro i am not th stupid u dumb
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amiableBunny4016 September 17th

@theboymoana

bro.. these people don't deserve the attention that is being given to them. your NOT the problem. When people have nothing kind to say, they just end up saying crap that doesn't even make sense. It frustrates me that they would say something like that to you. I've spoken to you and talked to you before in rooms and you are so kind, caring and welcoming. I don't know why anyone would say that to you :( bless you friend. *sends big hugs if okay* 

amiableBunny4016 September 17th

@theboymoana

there is nothing to understand in all the words they are saying lovely, its just all a bunch of ridiculous insecurities and problems they let out on you.  Like someone once said.... "sticks and stones can break my bones. but words can never hurt me". Its NOT true. Words hurt. They cut deeper and deeper. Its okay to feel hurt and feel upset. Those are valid emotions. <3 none of this is your fault! 

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