in the wonders of my mindđ.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnât look like međ§makes sense doesnât itđsince there can only be one *me*âšone of a kind now arent Iđ/sar. one out of 8118835999âšđ·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youâre also one of a kindđ sorrysorry haha :Pđ€im just messing around xDđalso itâs 2am- but shush no snitchingđ€«Iâll sleep in a whileđwhen Iâm feeling a bit more sane :>đđ©·
wanted to have my own space.đ for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.đ
to whoever's coming across :'3đplease dont lurk here.đ©· I know anyone can have access to this forum :')đbut please be respectfulđ©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pđ yâall get crazy nosy haha- itâs alright.đnothing too interesting will be here anywayđif you would like to come in and be supportive itâs completely okieđbut please donât make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitđbecause Iâd still like this to be just my space ^-^đ)
Iâm so tired.
I missed seeing you around. đ I wish I knew what to say to make you feel better. Would a new thread help? Or is the forums in general that are tiring?Â
@mytwistedsoul
đsorry I upvoted it but then guests came. I missed you too, I know you didnât say that but Iâm gonna act like you did because I genuinely did miss you. youâre so kind :')đ
you donât have tođidk I hate the way cups is changing in general and the things thatve been happening itâs just so unnecessary and cruel. in my side itâs just so crazy like the rumors and all that. I donât have to talk about it tho itâs fine. Itâs just something about this thread that hurts. thanks for being here soulđyou donât have to but you still do it and youâre amazing for thatđ
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@iloveyouxx I did miss you đ I was just afraid if I said it I'd seem needy or - idk - clingy or too much. Or that I'm making it weird or make people uncomfortableÂ
@mytwistedsoul
awwe lol you thought about that :')đyou just reminded me of this one cups guy that would always go "heeyyyy nadiaaaaaađ" and after that theyâd be kinda weird and I told them that they made me uncomfy and scared eventually. but I blamed it on general anxiety and fear or male that I genuinely try to stop because I know theyâre not all the same and I know itâs unfair but itâs all Iâve ever known and idk anyway, so then they started going "heeyyy (name)đ" â ïžâ ïž right now that persons permanently banned. a commod friend told me that and some listeners saw his profile and said yeah it was a ban but idk who reported. it was really bad :') they honestly always got mad at me for that fear and made annoying examples and would go around telling others about it but they made it worse than anyone ever has before. but I donât think it wouldâve been weirdđI trust you more than most people so thatâs something.Â
@iloveyouxx Aww no it's ok to be sad. I mean I'm sorry that you are of course but I can understand why talking or even thinking about all this would make you sad. It's a hurtful situation. It's always ok to be how ever you feel. I'd rather you be honest about it then pretend to be happy when you're not. You never have to be sorry ok?Â
@mytwistedsoul
your notification just saved me :P also sorry if this is rushed Iâm scared my dads gonna come back.Â
thankyou soulđ©·Â
Iâm gonna go again. I might come back if my dadâs late or if he leaves again but idk.Â
@iloveyouxx
i've run out of hearts/reached the heart limit but me sending hugs đ
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@mytwistedsoul
@iloveyouxx With this particular person it's that I have to reply regularly to them. They don't hang out in the forums at all. To chat with them takes hours and it's hard to sit still that long. Not to mention having a conversation is me asking them questions and getting one word answers. It's just really draining. I have had people who got upset if I answered others first And others in general lol
@mytwistedsoul
;-; hours of that? what would you even talk about? is it for them :p whatâs the point of talking like that :p and if someone just gets upset because you replied to someone else before them thatâs just weird unless itâs important Iâm honestly just confused thođ
@iloveyouxx Well this one wasn't reply to very fast at all. I'm sorry about that. Idk I think the tags are screwy - which when haven't they been lol
@mytwistedsoul
itâs okayy and I know, itâs so hard keeping up with replies that way so I understandđI just upvoted because I thought you didnât get the tag- which- you didnât :D
im gonna be honest tho itâs 3am- or almost, 2:53 am. and my dads definitely awake I can hear him on a call :p and- Iâm being reallyyyyy risky xDđ because he forgot to take our devices. I surprise myself sometimes
@iloveyouxx Thank you. I try to keep up but yeah sometimes it's impossible. And when the tags are goofy it's even harder
I admire you're bravery! You must keep a finger ready on the close tabs button lol
It is a listener. He actually messaged me but not for me to talk to him about anything I'm dealing with. But for us to talk about things he's dealing with. It started when I had very few boundaries. I actually do feel bad for him tho because I know he's got alot going on but I suck at keeping up with people's expectations
Yes! They are fluffy cows! đ The horse's name is Danny. He's pretty cool and very friendly. The chickens are pretty friendly too and they like to be petted and will take treats from your hands
That teacher sounds like she should choose a new profession. đ Idk if people realize that things like that are what makes it harder for kids to go to them when they have problems later on. It's bad enough to get yelled at all the time but to mock someone is just really cruel
Hey that's great! I didn't know you could get medals on it! I'll definitely have to check it out on the laptop. Hey playing games is a hobby too. Anything you like doing can be a hobby I think
It takes me forever to type sometimes lol I get sidetracked too easily at times
Thank you too for talking with me đ
How's your foot doing? Is the pain alittle less now?
