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iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnā€™t look like mešŸ§makes sense doesnā€™t itšŸ˜›since there can only be one *me*āœØone of a kind now arent IšŸ˜/sar. one out of 8118835999āœØšŸŒ·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youā€™re also one of a kindšŸ’– sorrysorry haha :PšŸ¤im just messing around xDšŸ’žalso itā€™s 2am- but shush no snitchingšŸ¤«Iā€™ll sleep in a whilešŸ˜when Iā€™m feeling a bit more sane :>šŸ˜›šŸ©·

wanted to have my own space.šŸ’œ for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.šŸ’™

to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šŸ’œplease dont lurk here.šŸ©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šŸ’™but please be respectfulšŸ©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :PšŸ’› yā€™all get crazy nosy haha- itā€™s alright.šŸ’›nothing too interesting will be here anywayšŸ’›if you would like to come in and be supportive itā€™s completely okiešŸ’›but please donā€™t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšŸ’›because Iā€™d still like this to be just my space ^-^šŸ’›)

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iloveyouxx OP June 27th

and my dad started it off with like thanking the teacher for her efforts with me-

and then there was a timer that was 30 minutes. I did mine inā€¦I checked the timer after I finished it but I guess I forgot that too-

iloveyouxx OP June 27th

and my dad was like I just wanted to say Iā€™m really proud of the achievements (my name-) mentionedĀ 

iloveyouxx OP June 27th

nvm I felt like I was bragging so I deleted that-

iloveyouxx OP June 27th

thereā€™s something I have in my house, and itā€™s widely available so Iā€™m not gonna mention it.Ā 

and youā€™re not meant to drink it. thatā€™s pretty obvious.Ā 

iloveyouxx OP June 27th

but yesterday it was just one thing after the other and I couldnā€™t stop

iloveyouxx OP June 27th

and instead of getting disconnected and faint Iā€™ve never felt so much in my life before

iloveyouxx OP June 27th

and it sounds like such a big thing to say but itā€™s not normal. and my lungs still hurt and I still feel like thereā€™s this strong cold fire inside my skin.

iloveyouxx OP June 27th

sometimes all it takes is to know that one person actually cares.Ā 

iloveyouxx OP June 27th

dads back again gotta go

iloveyouxx OP June 27th

he keeps coming and leaving. and he told me to get off but I said I was so close and I will. idk where that came from but it still worked. Iā€™m gonna go either way bcos I feel nauseous and Iā€™m at 2% anyway