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iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷

wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙

to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)

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iloveyouxx OP June 28th

I feel like something should've happened to me by now

iloveyouxx OP June 28th

TW

iloveyouxx OP June 28th

tw like getting run over I just feel like something should've happened. but then again i was always pointless and worthless and meaningless and useless but I was still born and made to be on earth and I haven't even made any good impact I'm just a background character literally. like that one person that you forget exists all the time. people actually say that to me.  they'd randomly go up to me and ask if I'm new or something and I'd say I'd been in their lead for 2 years and they actually don't believe it. I basically dead I don't even do anything and when I do its never good I mess everything up and it's okay to make mistakes but Im just something else 

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mytwistedsoul June 28th

@iloveyouxx No 😞 I have to disagree. You are not worthless or pointless or meaningless. Not everything that makes an impact is earth shattering and there can be times when an impact is made that nobody know about except for the person that was impacted. It could be the smallest gesture - a moment of your time but it could mean the world to someone

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iloveyouxx OP June 28th

@mytwistedsoul

:') but if people want you dead does that still apply- thanks soul 💙 nfta sorry


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iloveyouxx OP June 28th

( I came back cos I thought that sounded mean idk. but I didn't mean it. I just can't believe it I didn't mean anything bad tho (':  )  

mytwistedsoul June 28th

@iloveyouxx Some people are just ugly inside. They get their happiness from inflicting pain on others. They're often shallow and cruel that way because it makes them feel better about themselves. 

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iloveyouxx OP June 28th

@mytwistedsoul

thats true. I still try to tell myself there’s good in everyone, deep down. and no one’s actually as cruel as they seem and I always try and excuse how others are and I don’t see it anymore

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mytwistedsoul June 28th

@iloveyouxx I used to be able to see the good in everyone too. Or I took into consideration that everybody is dealing with or going through something. But that can only excuse that kind of thing once in a while. If it's something that happens all the time - that is that person showing you who they really are 💙

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iloveyouxx OP June 28th

I forgot to breathe again. 

iloveyouxx OP June 28th

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iloveyouxx OP June 28th

that kinda makes me feel so much worse but it's okay they don't realize it. 

iloveyouxx OP June 28th

maybe it's my fault.

iloveyouxx OP June 28th

I'm gonna go cos my head hurts but ill try and stay awake nd if I have nothing to help I'll come back. 

iloveyouxx OP June 28th

thanks for being here, me. 

iloveyouxx OP June 28th

my dad left and I couldn't get my device