in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
I complimented one of their makeup😭and I kept telling that specific girl all the time- no I keep telling her that she’s so pretty and that she’s literally gorgeous- and when she’d go on about her perfect bf I’d just compliment her the whole time all like yeah ofc like literally you can get any guy you want- and then she asked me if I had a bf and I said no I wasn’t as perfect as her and that everyone should be so jealous and all that- then another time she talked about this drama with another girl and I told her she was just jealous cos I mean look at you she literally just wants to be you and can’t get over her own insecurities- on random days I complimented her hair and makeup and some things she’d bring to school-
id really never just blurt out infront of her friends "why do you wear so much make up- are you like insecure??" :’) I’m literally scared of her with her friends and it’s so obvious that she’s not a victim-
i don’t compliment her because we’re friends. she’s obsessed with herself and it makes her go crazy happy :’) as much as I hate her for hurting so many people I like seeing her happy.
I didn’t even report her because I’m not even like that.
Idk. I just feel like I didn’t really do anything and now they target me even more.
they just kept staring at us-
which- really- I don’t care-..
the girl said if they ask we’ll just tell them I was explaining why I was pulled out. It’s not like I said anything bad.
we already decided if they do anything after the head of year gave that speech we’re just reporting it.
I’m so done like it’s such unnecessary drama. and those 2 girls lied to me about the fact that main girl in the group was planning to apologize and that they were already friends and talked the day before and all that. I hate being used as like someone that heard this and that it’s not funny because I genuinely thought they were just gonna stop.
@iloveyouxx Life is hard enough without outside people causing drama and making things worse than they need to be
@mytwistedsoul
so true. :(
because I knew what my friend was reporting about and that’s the only reason they wanted to talk to me.
they wanted to know because they knew it was about the main girl in that group so they wanted to tell her to apologize before the girl finds out and makes the drama worse.
and it was a lie.
I didn’t tell them anything either way tho. I just said apparently sum group confronted her about sum stuff she never did. I didn’t say I knew it was them or anything like that.
oya I forgot :0 I can’t find the convo tho-
that was the last of 20 slides but help😭😭-
@iloveyouxx
that's so cute 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
sum random screenshots from it too😭😛🩷I literally stood there for so long reading a ton of things like this TvT💜 :'P😭💓
@iloveyouxx
i can’t upvote because i’ve run out of hearts (fr this time :/) but i think those are pretty lovely 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
me too >:🩷thankyu💜<3 I was a teeeniie tiny weenie lil bit too confident ;-;🤍but I guess it did go well lol😭💜and I was the teachers favorite so✨💕/lh
@iloveyouxx
awww 💜 were they a nice teacher? 💜 (those are… um… rare 🙄 lol)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
lmao fr ***^T🙄i just assume they’re so cruel becos they never even wanted to be a teacher or changed their mind in the process or sumthing becos why would yu even become a teacher in the first place..TvT💜
they were nice tho🩷idk how. they had meanie moments but..okie honestly. my class just stole the life from this teacher…T^T💜she was and is so nice but my class was so brutal and evil and wbaughi😭💜poor teacher….i guess it makes sense that I was the favorite :P✨✨💕/j/j/j/j
ugh ew that again😭
I wrote
"tho T^T"* but with no space- I made the same mistake before and it censored and I didn’t know what it meant su I let my curiosity win and searched it up TvT🤍…
how did I forget-
@mytwistedsoul
@iloveyouxx Aww that's ok I'm actually pretty forgettable tbh lol
@mytwistedsoul
forgettable xD wait it didn’t put the red line thing- that’s actually a word😭🩷I thought it’d be forgetful but I guess that works too xD💖
me too tho my memory is so horrible TvT💜
the gif is so adorable🥺🤗💖
@iloveyouxx Yep it's word! Do people get upset because you forget things? Aww glad you like it - I haven't see that one before today
@mytwistedsoul
im sorry :0💙I didn’t mean to poof for so long💜being so popular can get overwhelming :D:💖/j/j/j/j/j/j/sar/sar/sar-🤍
mm idk. I hav no one to forget things about irl xD I’m almost mute irl. unless yu talk to me and I’m forced to talk to yu🩷I don’t forget names I think- I only forget sum when I- really deperately need to know them xD💜I forget things thu like what day it is and soul. every. single. time. I check the time😭every single time. I forget it in literally a second😭and then I check again and I’m like ohh yeah yeah yeah. and then I’m like wait what- and I swear I can’t remember it😭
and I forget classes. omg and soul yk we have this really specific schedule and yu have to look at it and for example it’d show yu have "Science G018" and g018 is where it’s meant to be- g is ground floor f first s second and t is third floor- that’s a ton more staircases than it should be- and the numbers aren’t even in order and every single thursday last 2 lessons I have math and history- idk in which order but- every single time I mix them up😭I just mainly forget the really really important things other than those :P🤍what about yu💜?
btw friend I never asked :0 and I don’t want to say anything wrong or anything and completely nfta but can I ask what yur pronouns are💙?/nfta
omggeeeee🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💓🩷💕🩷💖💗💗💖💜💓🩷💕💜💕💗I cannot😭😭😭😭🥺😭😭💓💗💓💗🩷💖
@iloveyouxx Aww no worries 🙂 It get's kind of hectic trying to stay on top of things if there's a bunch of things going on here. And there's never a time line or time limit to reply
Tbh - this is pretty much the only place I socialize. I keep to myself most of the time - I don't have friends in real life. Anxiety makes me awkward and depression gives me no desire to even try anymore
I do that with the time too tbh I try to keep track of it too and i still loose track of it lol which is almost funny now that I think about it 😅 Tbh I forget alot of things. I can walk into a room and forget what I walked in for. I can forget what I'm saying while I'm saying it - which really screws up conversations with people because I feel stupid when that happens. Sometimes I forget where I'm going while I'm going there - that's always fun. I seem to be good at forgetting the good things but I always remember the bad things
Wow they have you running all over the place for classes! That would be so stressful too - maybe that's why you mix the them up and can't remember which one is first?
You don't have to worry about what you ask - If it's something I don't want to answer I just politely ignore it 😁 I don't freak out or anything. I think you might be the first person who's ever asked me my pronouns 🤔 I guess they're he/they
Omgosh they're so cute! That first one just wants to be held 😊
@mytwistedsoul
omg soul :0💜haven’t yu heard about the 🙂 emoji backstory :0/lh💜i mean TvT🤍it’s okie when sum innocent clueless genuinely nice and with good intention hoomans use it but😭yu cant tell me it doesn’t look creepy….."🙂"😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💖/lh
thankyu for being so understanding💜 I love yu friend <3./p
>:💙that sounds really sad >:😞💙anxiety and depression are honestly so just the worst.💜it’s okay if socializing feels daunting right now. or like a whole task.💜I’m not gonna tell you to try and take small steps or any of that :')🩷because I know it’s not that simple.💙I know it can feel isolating💜ngl sum people aren’t really worth the energy huh xD🩷no socializing=no hurt is probably a bad mindset I need to get out of xD💜your effort is commendable even if it doesn’t feel that way🩷I relate to the anxiety thing way too much :')🤍way too much T^T🤍I think I just broke my calculator-
omigod I relate too much😭how’re yu so relatable- that’s literally me😭I also relate to forgetting the good things and always remembering the bad things >:💜it can really mess up yur mind I’m so sorry💙
I think my dad heard the calculator smashing to the floor-
yeah😭I have to remember really really well- I think I can tell yu what I have on sumdays without looking :0🩷I cant even look my schedule isn’t here-🩷mm okie Monday I have english, arabic, science, dance,….uhhh wait-……o yeah! history, math,(it was monday not thursday omg-) tuesday I have arabic, islamic, moral ed, science, art, pe- pretty simple so far- wednesday I have…..um wait-….wednesday…shsjhiuwh……o yeah :0🤍wednesday I have english, music, math, pe, French, arabic. thrusday I have :P💜history, IT, english, science, math French, and fridays a half day so I just have english, math, pe, science :P🤍I just mix them up sumtimes and ofc I know them all on a saturday like what☠️
english math moral ed arabic islamic french are on second floor history IT geography pe are on first floor drama music dance are on third floor science is on ground floor- what-
what really :0 su many cups hoomans have asked what my pronouns were :0💜oo :0💜honestly.-🤍i just went on chatgpt and asked what that meant- I never want to ask the persun becos idk it feels disrespectful or rude becos i barely know anything about genders T^T💙I just know..she/her he/him TvT🩷and like…yeah no nvm TvT💜can I ask what that means I’m sorry😭🩷chatgpt isn’t helping much-💜
Omgosh they're so cute! That first one just wants to be held 😊
Ikrr🥺🥺💖theyre so precious💖💖💎🐾💕stupidly cutu tiny lil fur ball babies🥺💖💕💖💗💎🐾💓
@iloveyouxx Lol nope I haven't heard the back story of it. I'm one of the clueless 😅 Tbh it does look alittle creepy now that you mention it 😬
@mytwistedsoul
okie so :0 my dad left the house and I don’t really wanna spend too much time on replies🩷but obv yur so worth literally all the time in the whole universe🙄✨su imma just..try and speed it up🩷
@iloveyouxx Oh 😯 lol! Ok yeah it does give those vibes 😅 The creepy clown in the tunnel giving free hugs vibes. I'll never use a regular smiley face again 😂
I should probably start giving more code names-
the girl I’m friendsish with and that got death threatened and has a ton of rumors about her (>:) I’m gonna call her S
therere like 7 girls in this group now so bare with me.
1 L*
2 L
3 J
4 Y
5 J*
6 a*
7 f
8 o
9 A
10 b
there were more that I’ll remember in a second- o and yeah it’s more than 7-
and yeah- I just wrote out their names and kept the first letter-