in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{It was just such a miserable day. lol. but I kept smiling at this one persun every time they looked at me and they’d smile back each time :3}

_{and it wasn’t like a. "mmhyeahhehehha🙂👀😒" smile-}

…

but I mean like it was a genuine smile :’) same energy and everything.

_{Idk how to explain my smile-}

_{i just searched up different smiles on images- there were like over 100 with different types and angles and everything. i feel like my smile isn’t an existing smile-}

_{It’s not like freaky or anything. Idk. I used to smile really widely and-} 

howd this topic start-

_{a listener just messaged me☠️I got on the que months ago. even then I didn’t plan on getting a listener or getting better- I just. honestly I just felt like it. I tried proving myself even wronger by trying in the first place.}

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I’m actually just gonna get off teenie text for a second. 

okay. 

"Home- YouTube" I’m already signed in so when I go on the website I don’t need to again since my account is verified with my email. 

first video-

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I was gonna put the name of the video but i don’t want anyone searching it up. 

first video. 

30M+ views. 

I’m not even gonna quote the comments. I’m just tired.

_{I’m gonna go for today.} 

_byby<3

_{today is over. It’s 2am. :>}

_{It’s genuinely so dark around me.}

_{I’m scared but I’m not. but. It’s so dark. just- pitch black.} 

_{ofc that little noise while you’re in a vulnerable place just :’)}