in the wonders of my mind💗.

i’m not sure if the tag got nommed for this one nadsie buddy @iloveyouxx no pressure to reply of course 💜 ik you have a lot of tags coming in every day and a lot of different posts/replies to respond to 💜

@LoveMyMoonflowers

omg ni help☠️I just asked chatgpt "What is a scale factor in maths" (becos I’m still doing my math hw :'P🤍) and- "In mathematics, a scale factor is a number that scales." …….. :D 

I didn’t even get this or the second notification :')🩷

wait ni I just got a question right :0💕I’m going back and forth to do my math homework and right now it’s 85% completed :P🤍I counted and that’s 8 questiuns left :0💜but I usually like- how I finish math homework is really specific TvT🩷becos most of my homework are on device and websites- unless it’s like science or english or history or sumthing :P💙but this and last year I’ve had the same (nightmare of a- :>)math teacher and we’ve never had homework that wasn’t on this same website :P and we get homework every wednesday due the next wednesday :P💜thats why I know the percentages I finished and at the end I know like how many I got wrong- but basically I just go on all of them and- hold on lemme get a photo-

I don’t really have anything to hide I’m pretty sure su nothings like cropped but basically I saved the hardest for last😭🫠🩷

lol and I’m 3days late :P🤍yur point XDTvT🩷omge 20minutes😱💖essaying😱💖? I seriously take hours on a normal reply😭my brain is so slow😭💜

:0 ni :0 you’ve come to a realization :0 nuu I don’t think it’s late for any situation TvT💗unless it’s like an emergency and yu were just staring at the screen for 10 minutes straight whjwoehdnwm :P:3💕but sumtimes I just see a reply and I keep the notification there to reply to it later when I don’t feel like it- and sumtimes it takes ages for me to feel like it and thats okie😭💓

I’m gonna save it until this part and go do math :0 then I’ll come back and reply to the rest💕

I kinda wish I was homeschooled- I just scrolled up to my reply and realized I already said that :P and thats what yu were replying to :P💜 D: id be so scared I’m so sorry >:🩷honestly- I kinda. grew✨. this mindest :') where atp every time sumone says they’re leaving, permanently or not, or leaving-leaving or just leaving cups I just can’t believe it anymore :') I just know they’ll come back. and they literally always do :')🩷it’s nothing bad. mostly because I knew and knuw alot or cupshoomans and cupsfriends that would say they’re leaving like every day :')💜and come back 5hours later. and just act like it’s all normal :')🩷idk. nothing bad against them. It is hard. but they literally set their account on break or deactivated and say sumthing literally insane before~leaving~then there’s that whole group of people that go crazy and I just :')💜it’s kinda. predictable. alittle more than kinda- I’ve never had a friend that actually left and never came back >: I’m su sorry >: i really don’t know how thatd feel💜october is like 2months before I joined :P atleast yu have me✨/j/j/j/j/j/j/j/j(complete joke lmao- I thought I didn’t like say it enough ;-;- just incase-) but really >: I hope they’re okay..😞💓

my dads gonna kill me😭I have like 4qs left- I’ll just speeden it up-💖

hugs💗I love you.💗

friend Ive thought of a list of nicknames :3💕ni(obviously-)ninibeanie, nini, nibiscuit(idk where this came from-🧠✨🫠)ninibear, nibear, niloaf(if love/luv isn’t okie with yu💗)moonbeam,

_{ni I actually stopped writing a long time ago to finish my math and guess what lmao😭I finished it😭I’m actually so happy I’m jumping and my dad left too😭I’d go on caps but thats possibly a trigger to yu💓but I’m so happy whwjjajakakahsjnsja😭😭😭o and and ni guess what😭since this assignment was pt prep it’s actually due on may20😭I’m so happy but idk why it said due this week but when I clicked on it it shows the actual due date but I’m so happy😭😭}

omg noo me and insects TvT🤍I saw an ant in like the swimming changing rooms(I never actually do swimming dw✨)and like😭basically :D💜I was sitting with these 2 girls. one of them was the one I’ve mentioned a bit here :P included in alot of drama and lots of rumors about her- threats and graffiti and lies and idk :P🩷and the other girl was her friend. yk when. for example it’s so hot yu don’t care who sumone is to yu you just start relating about how hot it is and all that T^T💜so basically :D me and "S"(the victim of the whole thing :P🩷) didn’t have water TvT💙like ofc the one time-🤍and girl3 had water so S basically..sucks ;-; at "skying" and I do too ;-;🤍so I was just laughing at her xD🩷lightheartedly- we were laughing with her- and I was so desperate for water I just tried whatever that is😭and they kept staring at me so much- and I was like why’re yu looking at me so judgementally I can’t do this😭then S said she was waiting for me to spill it everywhere so she could laugh and that made me laugh and actually spill it everywhere and her laugh made me laugh more TvT🤍but basically :D idk why I had to put so many details- I’m honestly really lonely at school :D but for 2 swimming lessons I just talk to sum people becos my swimming set doesn’t really care :P💜but basically I had to fill the water bottle like 7 times becos I kept finishing it :D✨and then :D this girl in my science class thats also horrified of insects was helping me cos the cold water wasn’t working cos basically the thing the water bottle pushes to poor water was completely. ripped off. these are so many unnecessary details xD💖but the water thing is short so I was sitting and then she pointed out that✨~thing~✨and my blindness had to get moleseculy~ close to it to see it TvT and- :D :D :D you get it :D :D :D

i have trauma w insects T^T even ants- and then the 3rd girl kept pointing out that the fly was there and I’d get scared xD it wasn’t in a meanie way tho🩷

hehe. yu don’t know about the students at my school :3 they’re really. really. heartless :') I could tell yu stories but. I’ve yapped enough in this whole thing already xD💗

omg xD the british school words are so weird and silly and thats what I always thought but I got too used to it😭"whiteout" instead of "corrector"😭? but now I only ever automatically say whiteout😭I thought "timetable" was a math thing but thats just schedule TvT🤍maths insteada math😭and then all the things like reading age✨9+ 0-✨"primary, secondary, senior"✨gcse✨slt✨the dumbest of standards✨"wElLbEinG"✨I’m sorry but they talk about it for hours and they genuinely couldn’t care less T^T if you told them um for example yur parents tw abuse yu or sumthing they’d literally call the parents even if you cried infront of them for 2 hours telling them it’d make it so much worse- not experience- just similar I guess but not my experience :P idk. I’m not gonna go on about it for too long but the counsellors just pure evil. they act like they’re such a fancy healthy school with well reached standards and education when. god it’s just. nvm.💗 

I keep getting carried away- really :00000000?🤍howww :000000 wait then :0 what do yu take :0 in math :0🤍

_{awwe hehe when he goes psycho and destroys the world around him almost killing me I choose to think he’s possessed :>}

D: I’d rather be yur friend than have that chatgpt4 version for free D: (and trust me..idk if yu saw when I said it but my older cousin was part of the people who created chatgpt and he has the payed version and it’s so. good, but yu and sum ai are incomparable- yur way better smh :P💖I’d ask yu about a life changing decision xD💖chatgpt would just say sum basic like "it's important to carefully weigh your options and consider the potential consequences. Seek advice from trusted friends, family, or professionals who can offer different perspectives. Ultimately, trust your instincts and choose what aligns best with your values and long-term goals." like. :P? exactly. ni is susussususuusususu smart and trustworthy💖I think I’d ask yu xD💖

I started writing this at 3sumthing and now it’s 9:32- TvT💜

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