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in the wonders of my mind💗.

iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷

wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙

to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)

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iloveyouxx OP April 22nd

shadow got a haircut.-

iloveyouxx OP April 22nd

I don’t get it when people are nice to me.

iloveyouxx OP April 22nd

when someone’s nice to me I just assume it’s cos they’re dying soon or smth.

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@iloveyouxx

Kinda alive here, friend!😛

I'll be nice to you from *beyond* as well! XD 

And then we'll conspire a theory that not all ghostiees are bad ghostiees, some are a lil sunny 😮 and that a certain Nadiabeanie deserves nicenessssss from everyone alive or ghostiee!💗

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iloveyouxx OP April 24th

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iloveyouxx OP April 24th

I’m so tired.

iloveyouxx OP April 24th

a totally random question. would you care if I died? if I just couldn’t put up with this *** up world where all we ever do is try to survive. if I just couldn’t put up with school and the *** it’s done to me. if I couldn’t put up with all these memories locked in my mind and all the experiences that arent gonna end. would you care? if I just. put some things together. and slowly left it all.

it was a rhetorical question.

i swear I give up.

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justmeeva April 24th

@iloveyouxx 

i would. <3

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iloveyouxx OP April 24th

@justmeeva

:') awe. <3 idk. 

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justmeeva April 24th

@iloveyouxx 

i know you may have doubts about it or it might not be that big of a deal, and i know it’s not gonna take the pain or want for a break away, but i do mean it. i would care. i do care. 🩷

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iloveyouxx OP April 24th

@justmeeva

nu. it would help.💜and sorry but it’s not a break. I don’t even feel like apologizing atp it’s more like "you’re welcome-"💙I don’t want to say anything that- i dunno :P it’s not like i would’ve said anything bad🩷but I’m not really sure I can genuinely believe it lovely :')🩷

I mean :P I dont want to sound.- whatever I come off as💜but really what would happenconsider you as one of my closest friends. but I know that doesn’t always go both ways. 

I feel like this whole post is irritating-

im sorry.🩷

I’m shutting off inside atp. It’s not like I’m gonna talk about myself forever- just ignore this if you’d like <3

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justmeeva April 24th

@iloveyouxx 

it’s your space. it’s made by you, for you to talk. and i’m always happy to listen. you, ni, eyes - the corner buddies lol, are my closest friends. notice the “you” in it? yeah, remember that 🩷 i’m just hoping to keep you for as long as i can. because you’re awesome. even when you’re struggling. even when you’re exhausted from life. you’re still awesome. and you’re still my friend. and i still love you. always. no matter what. you can always tag me if you want to talk. or literally just sit together in silence. just.. company. i never have anything against that. you deserve to not feel alone. even if you don’t feel like it.  

and.. i feel like you need this more.hug-warm-hug.gif

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justmeeva April 24th
just- pretend it’s tiny text. 
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iloveyouxx OP April 24th

sometimes I think. why do we actually try to survive? why does it matter-?? it doesn’t matter. literally nothing *** matters. telling me to not give up is exactly equivalent to telling me to be set on agonizing myself for the next 70 years.

iloveyouxx OP April 24th

everyone’s so damn simple. they’re literally all the same. I just don’t understand.

iloveyouxx OP April 24th

I swear I want someone to kill me so bad.

iloveyouxx OP April 24th

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