in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{I really can’t live through this anymore.} 

_{and well that happens everyday.} 

_{ofc I gotta cry again.}

_{who gave these *** male teachers permission to go into the girls bathroom. secondary students weren’t allowed at the time cos our lunch goes on when primary students have lessons but can I just break down for a moment before I have to go back there?}

_{TW caps. it’s not that interesting. don’t bother <3}

 _{this girl in my english class was talking to me about her perfect boyfriend. I don’t describe him as perfect cos I’m jealous- I couldn’t care less- but she kept going on about him that way. how they kissed on Sunday and he was so cute and all that. then she said she was breaking up with him if he didn’t get back from his vacation in 2weeks? since according to her she deserves so much better than being in a distance relationship. I just asked if she ever actually loved him and she’s like "ahhahuajjsjaajajajjajahahahaha LOVE??? mmmm I meannnnn" I said about all she cares about is looks and that’s all that matters to her- in a joking way- I was laughing the whole time cos I’m not that..whatever I’d come off as. but I’ve never felt like faking a personality. I never laugh when something’s not funny I just laugh. but she was like "yeahhhh cos it is all that matters duhh"}

_{she asked if I have a boyfriend and I said no I wasn’t as gorgeous as her and that she could get literally any guy- I said it cos this girls obsessed with herself. like on *another* level of obsessed. she goes crazy at compliments and I did a bunch of times about her handwriting, her hair weight makeup beauty and all.} 

_{then she asked if I had a crush☠️ I just went "bruh omigoshhhh"- still in a joking way and she said that meant I did. I told her I didn’t but I give up on convincing anyone so oh well.} 

_{she started guessing the most random guys and swore that I liked them like it doesn’t work like that?}

_{I told her I didn’t like guys and she went "😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱OMIGOD YOURE GAY???" ……………….……….…}

_{she said she could hook me up with my crush? cos she knows I’m not gay she was just trying to get me to say smth :P}

_….

_{its such a random interaction. we talked that whole class.} 

_{this girl- I think I gave her a nickname? but I’m gonna call her L. she comes up a lot.}

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my dads up.

_{f r e a k.}

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