in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
but at the same time I canāt feel it. thereās still that feeling of a clock ticking in my head and everythingās sort of a blur. eyesights getting worse.Ā
everythingās so slow.Ā
they were so toxic but knew how to make me feel there. like a normal person. that could possibly fit in and not be an outcast her whole life.
I swear it hurts. it hurts so bad. why does no one get it people donāt get it and I donāt get people itās so unfair Iām sorry.
I get it okay. I get it- everyone struggles at some point we all struggle I get it. which without thinking clearly means no oneās existence is valid unless theyāre popular look 30 at 13 put themselves on display vape and skip literally all classes and never show a single emotion other than the stereotypical personality because emotions are just a joke no?
