in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
when someone’s nice to me I just assume it’s cos they’re dying soon or smth.
@iloveyouxx
Kinda alive here, friend!😛
I'll be nice to you from *beyond* as well! XD
And then we'll conspire a theory that not all ghostiees are bad ghostiees, some are a lil sunny 😮 and that a certain Nadiabeanie deserves nicenessssss from everyone alive or ghostiee!💗
I’m so tired.
a totally random question. would you care if I died? if I just couldn’t put up with this *** up world where all we ever do is try to survive. if I just couldn’t put up with school and the *** it’s done to me. if I couldn’t put up with all these memories locked in my mind and all the experiences that arent gonna end. would you care? if I just. put some things together. and slowly left it all.
it was a rhetorical question.
i swear I give up.
sometimes I think. why do we actually try to survive? why does it matter-?? it doesn’t matter. literally nothing *** matters. telling me to not give up is exactly equivalent to telling me to be set on agonizing myself for the next 70 years.