in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{there are so many people that could care}

anyone from your close family or extended family- best friend/friend group or set friends- people you meet outta school high can have a wide variety- neighbors- family friends..

_{and none that’d care about me-..?}

_{my moms alr dead}

_{(mm she’s not but I say she is)}

_{my dad..don’t think I gotta explain that-}

_{speaking of my dad look who just came back :>}

_{how lovely..-}

_okayy

_breathing.

_{we’re breathing :')}

_{I needa think quick tho-}

_{before I forget anything.}

_{anything could count.}

_{or mean something.-}

_{but- my mind :D}

_{my mind can’t do anything right now.}

_{let alone think of anything.}

_{or remember-}

_:>

_{yuh I’m screwed :>.}

_{these are gonna be the most random couple of posts you’ll see on this thread but- I’d ignore it- I’m just trying to recall everything that’s happened yesterday🤍}

_{I don’t remember anything at all from that morning-}

_{just that I woke up feeling dizzy.}

_{and went out to the living room.}

_{dammit more guests- TvT}

_{my- head :')}

_{I can’t.}

_{I can’t do anything right now.}

_{I’m so scared}

_{I’m so *** scared and idk okay idk *** i give up-}

_{what happened to breathing :')}

_{nah cos I actually think I’m gonna end up fighting myself.}

_{it’s 2am}

_{I’m screwed.} 

_{literally just give up.}

_{just give up just *** give up give it up}

_{you can’t give up cos you’re a *** *** nd you can’t do ***.}

_{make everyone happy.} 

_{right there.}