in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{when I "hate" someone I hate everyone for no reason and that’s just me being broken and hating the world for having me exist.}

_:>

_{o wow} 

_{one of his girlfriends know I exist.}

_{no clue what they’re saying-}

_{don’t wanna know..}

_{they’re talking about ages :P-}

_{I’m apparently just a kid. no idea what this has to do with anything.}

_{okay dud no first of all I’m not 12 T^T-}

_{and I’m nowhere near twelve}

_{how can you talk about me when you don’t know *** about me}

_{he almost called me by another girls name one time like bro-}

_{and then again every time someone’s talked about me they didn’t know *** about me becos it was always *** itself}

_{no no no cos I definitely called that girls mom a deaf bword- it’s just so me yk. and like I totally knew her mom was deaf. I totally knew anything about her mom and I totally talked to that girl at all in the three years I was in the school. totally.}

_{no one’s ever even heard me curse irl☠️I literally can’t even type the curse word here I just put three * for whatever word fits cos I literally cannot online or not.} 

_{It doesn’t matter how anyone else is. I just have to be perfect huh.}

_{o yuh he was cursing about me.}

_{I’m sorry.}

_{my bad. I shoulda asked god to take me back to the sky and rewind his process so that I was never born.}

_{:> I’m sorry for existing.}

_{why do I try :')}

_{why don’t I just-}

_{most people on quora say if you jump off a building from the second floor head first you’d die for sure. feet first no. most likely end up in a coma for years or laying in bed with a broken neck.} 

_{ah *** why am I sharing this info ;-; *erases from your mind* stay safe random hooman <3}

_{the thing is.}

_{I was on a depressing video.}

_{cos I think it’s like clear that I like depressing and sad things by now TvT🖤}

_tw

_{I think it was smth related to death/su-cide}

_{and no I’m not in crisis it’s not like I was searching}

_{I was scrolling and ofc depressing things are gonn pop up ;-;}

_{I went on comments}

_{waittt I just remembered what the vid was :0} 

_{It was like a compilation kinda}

_{I don’t remember exactly what about but I remember it having things like vent art and just all sorts of sad relatable things. animations drawings objects pictures etc}

_{in one of them it showed a bunch of things and one of them was basically- wait I just realized I can’t explain that on here ;-;}

_{but it was basically.. yeah no nvm TvT people keep thinking I’m in crisis-}

that comment section just made me find out a new way to.._..without any-

_{:') omg.}

_{12 weeks.}

_{6 swimming hours.}

_{huge tests on every subject that’ll determine your future.}