@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
this thing has been in my mind... since the holiday started. these freaking exam results will kill me.
this is the only thing that gives me my self respect and self worth back because i have none of it.
@amiableBunny4016 Deep breaths. I know grades are important. You stayed on top of your school work even when you were sick and in the hospital. I have faith in you. You're incredibly smart Bunny. I bet you did really good on your exams. I know you find your worth in those good grades - I think you're worth more than all the good grades combined 💙
@mytwistedsoul
sorry for venting, i'm just really stressed about it. <3 *hugs* no pressure to read or respond
studied really really really really really hard. i was studying 4-5 hours for it T-T but we'll have to see tommorow morning i think it comes out at 8 in the morning... *dies* i'm praying for my life because my mum gets the email too and if she sees what i got... she will either murder me or spare me. 😭 if i don't get a grade 9 i'm dead. (grade 9 is the best grade, grade 1 is the worst). i got grade 9 on mocks but those were really easy. i just realised for the questions that were like 12 marks i probably didn't do well. T-T iwaehthtuwahtaehtiawhtuiehtwiehteiwhtiuewhtwet.
@amiableBunny4016 Don't be sorry for venting 💙 *give big hugs* I understand! I'll keep my fingers, toes, legs and eyes crossed that you get a grade that she'll be happy with
@mytwistedsoul
hahahaha. how do you keep your eyes crossed!? *hugs tightly* 💙
@amiableBunny4016 Very very carefully 😅 the only problem is I keep running into things 😁
@mytwistedsoul
oh no! *un-crosses eyes* eyes can stay un-crossed lol. and so can your legs lol, how do you walk with crossed legs! 😄 the things you do for me lol xD
@amiableBunny4016 😁 Thank you! Yay for the legs too! All the hopping was tiring 🤪 And the cat was looking at me like I was nuts!
s t r e s s
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oof.
@amiableBunny4016
It is not even my results and I'm vicariously panicking too xD 😭 see Bunnbun? results have that effect on hooman brain. Vvvv natural to feel all stressed out and panicky. *holds you in hugs* ❤
Sooooooo we gonna try breathing ("how unique, sun buddy?🙃"~ lmaoo I know, I know but we gotta do what we gotta do😭) and hope for the best.
Imma keep my fingers crossed for you🤞, so please update soonish when you can, or they'll end up getting stuck hehe.😮
You did what you could. For a lot of people that might not be enough (for some nothing is ever enough, aye?), but it's okieee, it may not feel as okiee right now but it is.❤
Plus hey, it's school (': for there's always another exam and another result school life throws at us to stress over. 🥹🥲
The "S" in school mostly stands for ✨Stress✨ I think.
But the S in Sun stands for silly xD so we gonna try poofing some of that stress with a whole lot of this silly! :P
Ps- rooting for youuu!🤗❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
night time is the time where i can panic and stress about it and now is the time where i can panic and stress about it more. lol. *hugs you tighter* i swear if i get a grade lower than 9 (9 is the highest grade, 1 is the lowest) my mom will eat me alive. i'm not joking lol. 😭 i've already been put through enough trauma at home.
I'm hoping you and soul's fingers will keep me alive tommorow xD i will update you and if i get a 9 i will bring chocolates and cake and a party for you and my friends.
"I know but we gotta do what we gotta do😭) and hope for the best." Sunnnnn... this made me laugh (i know my humour is broken) this is going to be my new mantra. i like this. my old mantra was "be nice. breathe air"
*sends more huggles* you da best sunshine ever! S for the most sweetest, sincere, supportive sunshine ever!
:)
I c a n t sleep
@amiableBunny4016 *sits with Bunny bean if okie* Neither can i. :') sleep is pretty hard to catch isn’t it 💜 All the stress and anxieties seem to heighten at nighttime. :( is it the panic and stress about the grades? Or something else on your mind too?
(No pressure of course, me sending hugs if okay) *keeps fingers crossed with Sunnie and soul*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou @mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflowers
i got a 7.
a damn 7.
and i'm just sitting here sobbing and crying...
@amiableBunny4016 *offers hugs* Aww Bunny I'm sorry you didn't get a nine 😞 I know how badly you wanted that. I think a 7 is still pretty damn good. Especially considering you were out of school and sick for so long. I hope she'll be reasonable and remember that too 💙
@mytwistedsoul
its not good soul. its no good. i have exams next year that define where i go next in life and i can't even do well in one flipping stupid exam.. i worked so *** hard... this was the only thing that kept me going.
(just in case your wondering)
@amiableBunny4016 I don't mean to argue but 7 is still an A. That to me is good! I don't mean to invalidate you or anything. Just keep in mind all the BS that you went through last year. Hopefully this year will be much calmer and you don't get sick and you can focus on your studies and school work easier
@amiableBunny4016
I've been that student and the kind of person who strives for the "best" too, with a whole lot of expectations from myself and from others, so I really get how sometimes it isn't just a "sheet of paper" or "just a random result that isn't even going to matter too much in a few years" but it matters in the here and in the now, it is important to you, you know how hard you worked on it despite the awful-most curveballs life threw at you, yet, it matters to you right now and so it is okiee to feel sad, Bunny. It's okay to cry too, if it helps in letting the emotions pass through you in some way, it is very much okay to cry too. *keeps hugging tight*💖
And while it currently makes you question if you did enough and what is to come in the future, I just hope you remember that you've made past a lotttt of times when things didn't happen the way you'd want / hope them to, and you've kept going, making the most out of any current situation that you are put in, if anyone can keep at it, keep going, fall 7 times and stand up 8 (even do a lil danceyyy) is *youuuuuu*.🥺
I really agree with @mytwistedsoul too though, 7 is greaatttttt, it isn't 9 like you wanted, but it's still vvv great and I am too, incredibly proud of you for always trying your best.🫂
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
i don't really have any words to say right now... but when i do i'll try to reply to this properly..
@amiableBunny4016
You take all the time you need, lovely. 🫂
😭the animated version of The Boy, the Mole, The Fox and The Horse is so gooddddd. i always loved the book and the animated version was so comforting. awww..
i'm sorry. if i said/did anything wrong.
@amiableBunny4016 Aww hey Bunny 💙 what makes you feel you did or said anything wrong? I've just been alittle low on words and slow to reply
@mytwistedsoul
broooo its not youuuu xD lol. i don't really mind if people don't reply to my threads. I just like to apologise just to keep myself... going. yk. just in case. idk. don't ever ever ever apologise or feel bad for not replying or being low on words 💙 i'll still care for you for you. we can't all be there all the time. :)
