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amiableBunny4016 November 20th, 2022

Hi everyone,

Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.

Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.

I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.

Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”

Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.

We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.

If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....

Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.

Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.

You can get through this.

I am here for you.

We are here for you.


Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.

Take care,

Bunny

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amiableBunny4016 OP September 20th

the lonlieness hits so hard when someone who hurt you comes back because they need your help and forget everything they did to you.... 

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mytwistedsoul September 20th

@amiableBunny4016 It might sound harsh but just because someone needs your help doesn't mean that your obligated to give it too them 💙

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LoveMyMoonflowers September 20th

@mytwistedsoul 

i don't mean to intrude or anything lol but i think this is true, i second this. 💜 and it's not really… being mean. we should try to take care of ourselves too. If we end up giving help to people too much at our expense, we will end up burnt out and start trying to pour from an empty cup. :')

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mytwistedsoul September 20th

@LoveMyMoonflowers No intrusion at all! 😊 💙 These are very wise words! To add to this I have to say that experience has taught me that once their need is met and they have no use for you they will hurt you again 😞 

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LoveMyMoonflowers September 20th

@mytwistedsoul this is true. And that's… manipulation honestly. they are not sincerely asking for help, just asking so they can get something, and then go back to hurting you. :( 

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amiableBunny4016 OP September 20th

@mytwistedsoul

yeah i know...  i know soul. 💙 but little bunny has to do it out of desperation... otherwise i'm just going to have to face a bunch of *** and bullying and i can't be bothered. 

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LoveMyMoonflowers September 20th

@amiableBunny4016 That's pretty manipulative of them I'm ngl… :/ 

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amiableBunny4016 OP September 20th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

yeah. well... its okay. she is falling in the same hole she dug for others to fall in.

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LoveMyMoonflowers September 20th

@amiableBunny4016 you don’t have to say it’s ok if it’s not ok friend. 💜

mytwistedsoul September 20th

@amiableBunny4016 If she's already digging a hole - can we maybe just push her in? Uh - asking for a friend 😳 😅

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LoveMyMoonflowers September 20th

@mytwistedsoul I don't mind helping. 😅🥲 

amiableBunny4016 OP September 20th

@mytwistedsoul

lol. i wish i had the energy to do so..

she has already fallen. she used to be the one bullying me. and no she is the one being bullied by others. so.. uh..idk how to help her. lol. i don't really trust her and dont want to reconcile anyways.. so i'll figure it out. :') she is just digging another hole for me to fall in.. once again. lol.


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LoveMyMoonflowers September 20th

@amiableBunny4016 be careful 💜 I know you'll figure it out but, just be careful. 

mytwistedsoul September 20th

@amiableBunny4016 Karma is funny that way. I know I shouldn't make fun because bullies suck. You're a very clever Bunny though so I know you'll think of something but like Moon said be careful and watch your back 💙

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amiableBunny4016 OP September 20th

@mytwistedsoul

hey, this is random. but are you okay? 💙 (no pressure and all) but you seem really out of it all recently and it sounds like things with your health are turning around... I follow your little diary place and stuff.. i might have misunderstood <3 but we are here if you ever wanna talk. 💙 i hope things are getting better for you. *sits with you*

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mytwistedsoul September 20th

@amiableBunny4016 *hugs Bunny tight 💙* Thank you. I don't know what to say. I've tried to reply a couple times but nothing wants to come out 😞 Lots of love to you Bunny 💙

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amiableBunny4016 OP September 21st

@mytwistedsoul

Its okay. 💙 Sometimes the words don't come out and it takes time for us to process things. Whenever you are ready or whenever you want to talk, we will be right here soul. *sends hugs okay* You will be in my thoughts today. 

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amiableBunny4016 OP September 20th

listening to depressing songs in your room is just another feeling at night lol.

amiableBunny4016 OP September 20th

if i had to write one last letter it would be:

 i hope your life gets easier without me <3 

amiableBunny4016 OP September 27th

Finally convinced my teacher that the foundation paper for science was too easy for me

I can finally do the higher paper if I do well in the November mocks. Yayyyyy ❤️

amiableBunny4016 OP September 27th

I have to be honest.

I haven't been on forums much.. and honestly things in life seem to be getting better. Although there is struggles at home and stuff, I think I've found peace with it all.

Little buds of hope have slowly started to grow and emerge. 

Things are going well


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Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 27th

@amiableBunny4016

Yusss miss having BunnBunn around as often (although that's partially on me being soo away at times too🥲), but superrr happy to hear you've been finding more peace and watching buds of hope grow again. May things continue to bloom for the better for you, shining buddy. 🤗💖 

Ps- I'll get back to our thread vv soonsieees also, but just saw this and wanted to hug you tightly!🥺💖

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amiableBunny4016 OP September 27th

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

thank you sunshine buddy 💛 things were really hard for most of this year, but it seems like things are slowly beginning to change. Like somehow none of all this hurts too much anymore. I'm becoming myself. I'm not stuck anymore. *sends hugs if okay*

i hope your doing okay sunshine 💛 don't worry about getting back to our thread.. you don't have to reply. i know life can be busy.. its just there as a reminder that you are *loved* and i do *see* you! 

The Sun is always shining and so are you. May the light always shine upon you. 🌞

Bunny :)

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mytwistedsoul September 27th

@amiableBunny4016 I'm so glad to hear that things are going well 💙 Sounds like school is going good too? Super proud of you Little Bunny 😊

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amiableBunny4016 OP September 27th

@mytwistedsoul

yeah, school is going okay... its strange soul, now that i look back... at everything it feels almost unreal. Some days I get so busy, i forget all thats happend to me. I forget about her and the trauma and.. people. I feel happy. and its so scary... because i'm not used to all this.

But maybe things do get better after all...and i hate to say it, because i never believed that. When people said it, it *** me off. Seems like all the storms have passed... and things seem to change. 

*sends love and hugs if okay*💙... (i hope your doing okay soul, i've been thinking about you)

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mytwistedsoul September 28th

@amiableBunny4016 I hope with everything I have in me that those storms stay passed and that there is nothing but calm around you and in front of you because you genuinely deserve this 💙

Happy is good 😊 I'm glad you're happy Little Bunny - you deserve happiness too 💙

Thank you for thinking of me 💙 I think about you too - my little sister across the pond 😊 (lol I think that's what they say 😅) 
*sending lots of love and hugs to you 💙💙*

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amiableBunny4016 OP September 28th

@mytwistedsoul

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mytwistedsoul September 28th

@amiableBunny4016

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amiableBunny4016 OP September 29th

Just saving one of my posts here <3

Raw And Reflective thoughts - An Apology 


amiableBunny4016 OP October 2nd

why don't people just leave me alone.. 

amiableBunny4016 OP October 2nd

like bro... bullying me... and then telling me its not a big deal and calling me over-sensitive.... 

amiableBunny4016 OP October 12th

lol. just as i thought i was getting better... she does something.

amiableBunny4016 OP October 26th

some things are too anxiety provoking to think about.