@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
hmm....48/70 is not a good score :( for chemistry.
i'm scared to tell my mom what i have done and to tell her to call for help...
@amiableBunny4016 Bunny? What happened?
@mytwistedsoul
hi.
@amiableBunny4016 Hey 💙 Are you ok?
@mytwistedsoul
yep. i'm totally fine. definently didnt do something stupid
@amiableBunny4016 Hmm idk. I hope that's true
@amiableBunny4016
i hope that's true too. but not really sure friend.
:(
💜
@amiableBunny4016
<3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
okay. thanks....
*sits* so.... um... life's been a bit crazy recently. i know i've been off and on quiet a bit. wishing you all well and hope you all are doing okay. even surviving is an achievement at times 💛
@amiableBunny4016 *sends Bunny hugs and good vibes* You've been catching up on school work too right?
It's good to see you 💙
@mytwistedsoul
hey good to see you too <3
yeah i guess. it actually isn't that bad. most of this stuff is really easy. i've just finished some of my mock exams too (there is 11 exams in total) so we are getting there. and things at home are just the usual.... lol.
@amiableBunny4016 11 exams? Hey if it's easy on the mock exams you should do pretty good! Do you have to take them next week?
@mytwistedsoul
Well we have 3 days of school left so I will do some after the summer holidays. Although to be fair they aren't even that bad. It's just practise exams 💜
@amiableBunny4016 Well practice or not I wish you lots of luck! You'll do great ! 💙
Three more days wow. Schools have been out here since June I think
You thinking about a summer job or anything? I guess you probably have to watch your brother?
@mytwistedsoul
summer job? that sort of thing doesn't really happened in the UK. lol. we do work experience, but no one my age really do "summer jobs". that rarely even happens.
and plus, i cant get out of this house anyways. if i do, then he will be put into danger. 💙 yeah, we finish in July sort of later than you guys.
*sends hugs to soul if okay*
@amiableBunny4016 Oh I didn't know that. It seems to be a big thing here in the US lol
i look for you in the stars,
look and stare beyond the dark to see the light of you.
i look for you in these dull and endless streets,
just to find reflections of you in the window of people's homes.
But shadows loom everywhere i go.
i look for you in the mirrors of every room,
but you fade and evade me, and never seem to come to me
i look for you in my heart,
but as broken as it is, i'm afraid of its fragility.
I look for you in the dark,
But i'm blind of joy and pleasure so I don't see you.
How can you be so afraid of the light, when you've craved for it your whole life?
I can't find you.
How could you leave me?
You were the only person that stood by me.
Love,
Yourself
@amiableBunny4016 This poem reminded me of the song "Shadowplay" by Joy Division.
"i hit you for your betterment. wasn't it worth it?" - this is the most sickening thing i've heard in my life
idk why i find joy in reading random studies from archives like this one.
i find distractions in such strange things.
the events and protests happening in the uk make me even more anxious...
@amiableBunny4016 The world's alittle crazy right now. It's understandable it would make your anxiety worse 😞 it's all chaotic
*offers safe hugs* 💙
@mytwistedsoul
TW///stabbing
yeah :( there was a really bad incident and stabbing happening which killed a few children and my heart aches every time it comes up. and then these racist protests.... its like aitoehatioheawtiew. it makes me angry and anxious at the same time.
*huggles if okay*
@amiableBunny4016 I heard about that on the news here. That is scary and sad. It's something that should have never happened. There's been a lot of protests here in the states too. Unfortunately crime is on the rise everywhere. Do you go out any or do you mostly stick close to home? Just - be aware and alert ok? Keep the doors locked
@mytwistedsoul
i dont really wanna go out. to be fair, my city isn't that bad, its safer than other cities. But yk.. my anxiety doesnt like me lol. there is alot of racism going on and telling immigrants/refugees going back to their country protests and stuff. its all very messed up. i just try not to think about it or watch the news too much. *sighs*
stuff with moms been hard...... eh.
*hugs soul*
@amiableBunny4016 It's probably best to just stick as close to home as possible anyway. There's alot of unrest and unease all over right now. Something is going to break
@mytwistedsoul
yeah... thanks soul. you seem to be one of the only person i have left to stand by me 💙 i appreciate you. *sends hugs if okay* i hope/wish you have the same. I hope/wish you find someone that loves you and cares for you the same way you do for so many many people.
@amiableBunny4016 I'm sorry everybody seemed to poof right now. I think summer might have something to do with that. Vacations and camps but I could be wrong
bro why are people so stupid trying to burn down bins and hotels.... its everywhere on the news.
the world is crazy.
