@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
@Emerbliss
To answer the question I read any book I get given. Most of them are about suicide/murder/sh cos that's just me and my depressing stuff. I like fantasy ALOT lol! I'm obsessed. Lol
@amiableBunny4016 , fantasies , that's sounds creative. I haven't been reading many recently. Last one had been the first book of twilight series
@Emerbliss
Hehe. Bunny should really get going to sleep. But it's lovely talking to you as always! And actually I always enjoy talking and being with you. You brighten my forum up 😀 never got a chance to, and sometimes even turning the world around wouldn't be enough but thank you for all your support and kindness 🐞❤️ I should tell you how amazing you are more often ngl.
❤️❤️Good night from my side. Stay safe.
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 , let's thank fate togather another day 😊. that calls in a very needed sleep 😴😪. Good night ^^
@amiableBunny4016 , most of us read books that make us feel less lonely. If one is having a very happy day , they are more likely to go for happy themes. But during downtimes people tend to reach out for something that speaks about them along with the MCs .
@amiableBunny4016 , I don't usually do into darker themes. But a few years back , I did. Its was something that helps me understanding others thought process.
well, like bunny always does hide her voice, this song is for those struggling. Your darkness won't last forever. I promise. ew, bunny was hezitant and singing is cringe but here it is. If you hate my voice, just tell me . i will stop recording everything T_T lol.
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou @YourCaringConfidant @Emberbliss @OptimisticEmpath
@amiableBunny4016 You better sing it, Bunny! And sing louder for those in the back. You have a lovely singing voice and that song was just beautiful. I had never heard it before until now but the lyrics you sang were so deep I had to run to YouTube to find it and play it. Thank you for introducing me to a new song. ♡ I am proud of you for stepping out your comfort zone and sharing your voice with us. ♡ Sing away, my sweet Bunny.
@YourCaringConfidant
thank you Desiree❤️❤️😭 awwww
@amiableBunny4016 You're so welcome, Bunny. ♡
one thing i dislike the most in the whole entire world is looking in the mirror.
the worse feeling in the whole world.
never.
will.
I .
want.
to .
look.
into.
the.
same.
mirror.
with.
the.
same.
bunny.
well..... almost like i lost myself for a while...... today was chaos. haha. school pressure does become terrible now a days....
anyways..... bare with me.......
im surviving.
bunny isnt fully on board.
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@amiableBunny4016, alsooo the song you posted earlier was beautiful ^^
@Emerbliss
thank you 😭
@amiableBunny4016 , hugs you back 🤗.
well ***.
if i could i would write a whole poem swearing at myself. but anyways..... i know ...... life is a mess. but oh well.......i feel like *** today and thats okay.
@amiableBunny4016 ,
Nah , that's not fine or fair. But letting it out and taking a breather definitely helps.
no mom... its okay. just leave it. its fine.
dad just leave me alone will you? leave me and my mom alone. im tired okay?
mom why dont you just *** it. forget this *** up relationship.
dad , mom stop beating the *** out of me okay?
we are only doing it for you- well your not so *** shut up okay? because none of you love me.
dad just control it okay? ill be gone one day
mom just stop it. dont cry in front of me agin.
you all are the same people.
we are all the same.
remember what you taught me.......
grow up. shut up. get up.
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 that sounds so depressing
@Vitalda
life is just the way it is my friend. sometimes we just got to hold everything and bottle it up. once our container fills up too much with thoughts, we burst.
@amiableBunny4016 , yeah , it just feels numb after that
@Vitalda
i hate being numb. but you know..... sometimes its just me and the world. its a beautiful world to escape to. just a broken humanity to talk to.
@amiableBunny4016 , I don't like being numb either. Makes me feel worthless, almost as if I don't exsist. I get lost in some movie plots and imagine to be the character that everyone cares about , in order to take a break. That sounds really odd. But hehe anything that works is fine
@Vitalda
No, no of course. I hear you. It can make us feel worthless and we kind of loose it sometimes with thoughts. I hear you. haha... i do that sometimes too. think of it as a movie plot. we all find ways to make ourselves feel better. but just know that its valid to have low times and we all get through them. the fact that most of us are still here shows strength buddy. always here if you wanna talk about it.
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 numbness sucks . A sane me would know that's not the ultimate truth. But sanity and numbness doesn't go hand in hand , atleast for me. Its so wonderful to meet someone who likes to use movie plots to sooth our feelings. Finally... I am person who won't give me weird looks for it like I said , as long as it works , it's all good 😊. Thank u for letting me know I have a safe place here. It really makes me feel better. I don't think I can share my story yet . But thank you , really means a lot
@Vitalda
Well, this is a place for all of us and of course its scary opening up and I understand its not the right time . I hear you . *sits with you if okay* im always around here. so im just a tag away. Your not alone in what your going through. I know times can be really tough. But of course, when your ready. take your time and look after yourself buddy.
@amiableBunny4016. Hey there, thanks. Didn't know I needed those words until you told them. We can all move on our on pace.
@amiableBunny4016 ,I am also just a tag away. I have no clue about the right things to say , but I will be here if it makes things a bit easy for you too.
please *** burn me. *** end this all. please take all my *** and ***. take everything with you. let go of me.