In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
Today i get to meet my best friend again
After 6 months.
Trying really hard not to cancel.
@unassumingEyes welp, shes coming in an hour. How do i feel? I dont know. Lol lets see how it goes
@unassumingEyes
im late but i hope it went okay eyes 💜 *sends hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs* it was good. It was fun. Thank you 🩷
@unassumingEyes
i'm glad it was 🩷 *big hugs*
No tags, but this message is directed to everyone-
On the 2nd week on july, my way-too-much mentioned grd10 results will come. I dont know what will happen. I mean, I do- no phone, yelling, maybe tutioning, more yelling, but I dont know what Ill do. Say.
But.
If things go as expected- and they will- i cant cups anymore. Ive said this before and ill say it again, I would never leave without a goodbye- if i could. I dont know the exact date of the result coming, so i cant come and say goodbyes beforehand. My account will still be there, and I will still be here on earth , but i wont be on cups. I will miss all of you alot- i hope you already know that- and im grateful for every bit of support youve given me. I will keep on loving you all and i will keep on waiting for the next time i can come on cups after the whole thing, and hopefully see you again 🩷
I notice that I will miss eva's bday. You probably dont want to celebrate, eva, but I hope it goes well. I hope the skies are pretty that day, for you, and i hope you can feel my love for you too 🩷/p
Im not saying a goodbye right now, because theres still time. This is a headsup for anyone who could use one :p
I ask nothing of all of you and theres no need to read, reply, heart or anything 🩷
@unassumingEyes
awweee eyes 🥺 i’m gonna miss you tons when you’re away, even though i know i haven’t been very active here, especially when it comes to talking to you, my friends. but you’re always, always in my mind, on cups or off.
i hope there’s going to be as little yelling and scolding as possibly possible. maybe your mom doesn’t, but *we* know how hard you’ve worked, and i’ll be proud of you no matter what your results might be because you’ve gone through a ton of work and effort. i hope you’ll be able to come back soon, and i hope you’ll be okay when you’re gone. but that’s not yet. so i’ll try to be more active as long as i can 🩷
love you eyes friend. who knows, maybe the results won’t be so bad. i believe in you 💕💗
@justmeeva Thank you ❤️ youve been there for me through a lot ❤️ and have given me alot of strength ❤️ so i will never grudge you any time youve spent not supporting me xD
I will miss you a lot and i am so lcuk to have met you i cld explode of happiness/hj 🩷
@unassumingEyes
🥺💜
Ok. Dad got mad at me for doing something mom TOLD me to do. And she glared at me too. Like u told me to do it??
My close frnd, the uk one, she said she had a panic attack on sunday. About her studies. She was embarrased about how worried everyone got and i told her it wasnt her fault they were worried. I told her it meant they love her. That its a good thing.
...
She sounds fine. Thats kind of the oart that scares me. Shes thoughtful as always. Considering the debate.
Shes not faking it, i dont think so. If she was faking being fine she wldnt hv told me about the panic attack. I think she genuinely is fine-ishm
The reason it scares me is the what ifs. What if it goes downhill from here?
Tomorrow, ill ask her if she remembers the grounding techniques i told her. Today i wont say anything- dont want to come off as stressful or smothering.
*exists existently*
@unassumingEyes
*admires the existence*💗
Me trying to quickly finish the CDM program in time: 🤓
My mentors not giving me feedback on something i need feedback for: 💅😴
Sorrysorry i know im being impatient but the result and the phone being taken and i want to complete it xD
@unassumingEyes
smh eyes xD and I made you seem so amazing to my friends too xD/j/j I was all like oh them? they're the best you'll ever meet I mean they're they're so kind, loving, patient, hardworking😛💖it's okay friend I think I mean can't they finish it faster we have an eyes in a strict household over here🙄❤️/j when did you last finish it?🩷/nfta
Tw caps
THE BOARD ANNOUNCED A DATE
MY RESULT COMES NEXT FRIDAY
(WHY *FRIDAY*)
*eeeeeeeeeee-*
@unassumingEyes
next friday😭😭😭😭you might as well take a whole year/j not to overwhelm you but aren't you getting results this week ): sorry my replies are really slow right now😑🩷can you log in on someone's device when everyone's busy/asleep and look at the feedback?
now that I think about it I think you meant your results from school😅🩷and that would probably be worse, I know your mom has *beyond* high expectations but pleasee don't overwhelm yourself studying like all day): /lh think about this instead https://youtu.be/ad1h8fSqSzw it's overwhelming but not as bad/lh can you see how much you can get done on a day and even that out to a week🩷it'd be harder to do too much one day and not be able to do much the next🩷I'm sorry eyes now I have to try extra hard to be on cups for you😞💖💖💖
@cathugsandharmony its school resukts xD
Also my net wont let me open the link yet :0
@unassumingEyes
yurp thought so xD
can you try highlighting it and clicking open link I think it’s really important🩷hold on let me try again
@unassumingEyes
cheesy? yes indeed.
true? yes indeed indeed.
🩷
@justmeeva dnbdndbc who gave you the right to be this sweet 😭🩷
Ive been thinking of u too 🩷 and of how amazing you are 🩷
