In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
@unassumingEyes
…eyes… the emperor left cups.
i just… thought i should tell you… because he left me a note saying that and when i checked his account it said ‘on break’ but he said he’s leaving cups…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
...thank you for telling me ❤️ i dont know if uve been to gc...but the rooms havent been kind to our emperor...he deserved better. We'll miss him and we'll hope he gets all the good he deserves, yeah? ❤️
I hate that i cant change a thing. Cant help anyone. Cant save anyone. All those kids being hurt. What am i doing? Nothing nothing nothing. How do adults sleep at night knowing theyre doing nothing? It keeps me up. It should keep me up. It should keep everyone up. We should all be guilty because kids are hurting and we're doing nothing! Atleast i have an excuse! Im too young to even know how to help! What are the adults doing? Nothing!
@unassumingEyes
i have a feeling you’ll become one of the adults to actually do something about it 💜 *offers hugs* and you turned these thoughts into a beautiful poem 🥺 i wish you could see how special you are eyes lovely 💜
@iloveyouxx @justmeeva you two are special in your own lovely ways too 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers i hope so flowers, i really really hope so
*hugs*
Poems help me breathe through feelings tbh :p
@unassumingEyes
*hugs* yeah i get that… it used to be like that for me too, with poetry i mean 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers it did? 🩷
@unassumingEyes
yeah
Thinking of @justmeeva and missing her amazingness and hoping she is okay 🤍
@unassumingEyes
missing her so freaking much and hoping she’s okay, too. 😔 we'll continue to keep her in our thoughts 💜
@unassumingEyes @LoveMyMoonflowers
*drops off some warm hugs for the two of you* (*and nadia fren too if she happens to pass by <3*) @iloveyouxx
i love you so much friends 🩷 i’ll try to be more.. uh.. a proper friend hehe. thank you for being in my life ❤️
@justmeeva
what 🥺 who said you weren’t a proper friend… :') your you 💜 eva friend 💜 and we love you and appreciate you just as you are friend… 🥺💜
your a good friend 🩷 sometimes your not on cupsies, sometimes you might be away but your still our friend and that doesn’t change the fact that we wuv you 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thank you ni lovely 🩷
@justmeeva
I exist and that is kind of ew right now
@unassumingEyes
Le mom: how come ur not helping around the house?
Le me: *entirely focused on my mental and physical health and not hearing a word shes rambling on about-*
@unassumingEyes @iloveyouxx
it's kinda homework time for ni friend right now :') i have to do some math (unfortunately) so im gonna go 💜 i’ll try to be back but idk - we’ll see. sending love and hugs to you both, if okay. thank you both for being you 💜 you made me smile and brought some sunshine to my evening :') so thank you
@LoveMyMoonflowers hugss goodluck with hw! Sorry i poofed mom called xD love u frnd ❤️
@unassumingEyes
i… kinda finished it. :') thanks for the luck friend 💜 i love you too 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers yaaay good job ❤️💃🥳
@unassumingEyes
Omg did u see guys see who posted on my poem?? And upvoted it??
I just recieved validation from an ADULT on a poem that my family would call dramatic and emo and its not just *any* adult either its this specific adult and im just like
Woah. Woah. Woah.
@unassumingEyes
theyre not just an adult they’re one of the people that built cups eyes☠️😭
@iloveyouxx
yep. hope is an admin and glen is the founder of cups (technically also an admin, i think)
@LoveMyMoonflowers @iloveyouxx i knowww thats why im freaking 💃💃💃
(smh now nadias poems deserve to be seen too- )
@unassumingEyes
(we can poke the forums 🥺 idk 🤔)
@unassumingEyes me trying to act like a sane human being: its not a big deal its just a nice compliment from a nice person
My brain reminding me who that person is:
Me: loses all sanity again xD
I feel so flattered and at the same time confused because. Mom. Would. Call. This. Dramatic. And. Get. Upset. And teenies liking it makes sense cause i feel like teens understand each other better xD but adults. Adults. Actually smart adults. Adults i think are great people. Those adults. Liking it. What-
Smh nadia frnd poofed after pointing _that_ out to me shfhjdgd im over here like
*eeeeeeeee*
Oof im ridiculous xD
@unassumingEyes
im back :D🩷
Oki gonna try to sleep soon so will poof gn lovelies ❤️
@unassumingEyes
sleep well eyes buddy 💜
*hmm*
@unassumingEyes
hmm 🤔 *me wondering what eyes bean is thinking*
@LoveMyMoonflowers i dont remember xD
@unassumingEyes
aww that’s okie lol