In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
This is my 2nd dream of fighting with my cousin lol i havent fought with them in yearsss what is my subconscious so worried about? I be waking up like "i took it too far...i should go and apologize-" before realizing wait that never happened xD
A little lonely, a little broken
Tw Oh and how bout this unsettling update? You know how five of my sisters classmates were hurt in accidents in a span of two days? 6th classmate- female this time- hurt yesterday. The class is just wild with worry. 6 ppl in the class hurt in 3days- theyre talking about evil eye and the like- its getting...unsettling, to say the least.
@unassumingEyes not to mention the guy who fainted in class and had to be carried to the nearby hospital by his friends (because, according to sis, the teachers stood by useless and did nothing to help the poor guy’s friends.)
and still, as you can see, the government is hesitant to give one extra week of holidays for the students. God forbid they let the students live/sar
Oh my god listening to adults talk is always so chaotic listen how my mom descrubed *her* mother (and my grandmother around whom im uncomfortable)
"Like she (grandmother) just tolerated us (mom and moms siblings) in the sidelines and only in matters of showing up she tried to force us to do better"
(rough translation from urdu to english im not a translator xD)
Like oh my god.
Oh my god.
That is literally my mom. That is literally my mom and shes talking about *her* mom like that and oh my god-
How??? She faced the same thing and shes just doing what her mom is?? How does she not realize that she is doing the exact same thing she complains grandmother did???? What.
I cant think anything except oh my god atp-
Does that mean either sis or i or both of us will be...parents...like mom and grandmother? Does it go on? Ive heard generational trauma and the "break the cycle" but. It is breakable, right? I want kids someday, but not if...not if im like that.
