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@justmeeva *tada* lol

Issok theyre just stressed about packing...probably-

@unassumingEyes

i gotta go but i’ll see you in a few hours :0 🩷

(if anyone’s rude to you ima run there and show them their place  >:) 🫶)

@justmeeva awh eva <3

Have a good day lovely

Today has no right feeling like a normal Friday.

im ruining everything

@unassumingEyes

no no don’t think that >: what’s wrong ? >: *🪑*

@iloveyouxx my frnds are hving a hard time and im gonna make it worse by leaving them bcz im moving :0

Also are u oki love?

@unassumingEyes

aw I feel bad for them >: but that's not in your control :'3🤍 I know you'd prefer staying and being there for them :'3🤍 it's not your fault you can't >:🩷

and no tbh but it's oki :'3 thanks for asking and sorry for being depressing :'3

🩷

@iloveyouxx dont apologise lovely ty fr being honest

Sending love <3

Watch me check moms phone every two seconds now

Got a continuous thought of issheokissheokissheok-" 

Tw

Yesterday was my grandfathers death anniversary

I forgot

I dont even feel anything bout that rn

I dont think i loved him

@iloveyouxx im gonna sleep now

Pls drop a reply to lmk how youre feeling when u cn

Sending love and hugs if ok

@unassumingEyes

(mm triggered I guess :'3) 

It's always oki🩷 hope you sleep well take care ! 

@iloveyouxx aw being triggered is awful

*gentle hugs* thank you lovely

Tw

dad was just *yelling* at me

i feel compelled to ask him

”Did you have fun?”

@unassumingEyes

>:🩷 that’s so wrong there are way better ways to deal w something but that’s just :’3 no. :’3🤍

Tw

I cried a litte, but i didnt let myself breakdown entirely

i will not breakdown in this house

it will be with friends at school or not at all

I wont breakdown surrounded by people who think crying is a weakness

Twb

You know, my moms eyes say hatred when shes yelling

My dads eyes say loveworriedlove when he’s yelling

I think thats why i always cry when he yells. Bcz he speaks like im nothing but his eyes say “im so worried about you” and i dont know

i dont know

Tw

crying a bit 

I dont think he was even mad at me

he was just mad

and i was just there

@unassumingEyes

sorry

i shld hv put tw for that

Tw

its so funny how he threatens my studies

does it look like i want to be under pressure to get 99%? 

@unassumingEyes

those expectations are so so high you can’t be expected to get that all the time :’3🤍 some people don’t get how hard it is to actually get something that high :’3 how smart you are doesn’t always determine your grades :’3🤍

@iloveyouxx my sister was in a different board and her grades were amazing so now im expected to do the same in my board :0

I don't think staring at the same page for hours counts as studying

My mom used to get Bs in the same board as me

They say i cnt compare bcz the exams used to be harder in time

Ok, 

But cant she imagine how harder it would hv been, if she’d been expected to get A+ anyway?

Why do adults forget what it’s like to be a child?

@unassumingEyes

i don’t know.. it’s so unfair >: so many people are expected to reach such high standards >: comparing it to what it used to be like in their time doesn’t help- sure maybe it was harder but it doesn’t mean our situation isn’t hard either :’3

@unassumingEyes im so sorry I haven’t been on here as often as before :’3 sorry I wasn’t really there for you :’3 I’m apologizing because I got notified that there were new posts on here and I didn’t check if you were oki because tbh I didn’t feel like starting convos :’3🤍 but you go through stuff too and we’re only online friends all we can really do is be there for each other and I wasn’t there for you >:🩷 I’m sorry >: if it makes you feel any better your my fav potato friend :0🥔 don’t forget that you were given this life because you were strong enough to live it🩷 I know you used to feel a bit bad about being upset when your situation wasn’t as bad compared to others, but there’s always someone going through something worse and theres always someone you have it worse compared to them but it doesn’t mean anyone’s situation is any less valid- everyone goes through something and how easy it is compared to others doesn’t mean it’s easy :’3🩷 don’t feel bad for how you feel :0 it’s a reaction of your experiences and that’s more than valid :0🩷

sorry for the paragraph btw hehe- felt like trying to make someone feel better :’3 really hope it worked :’3

@iloveyouxx you don't need to apologize nadia. If you didn't feel up to talking I'm glad you didn't force yourself <3

You’re my favourite potato friend, too <3. I was just kinda down today, but Im oki, friend. Super grateful to have you with me <3 

@unassumingEyes

you don’t have to say that :’3🤍 I’m grateful to have you with me too🩷

Tw 

me and sis just argued

she hit and twisted my arm and i hit her with an empty water bottle

trying not to cry but it keeps reminding me of when dad grabbed my arm when i was like 12

Tw

She said the argument was a test and i "failed"

Well congrats now i failed ur "test" and was triggered by it and spent 20 mins on the bathroom floor trying not to cry but sorry for failing the "test"

@unassumingEyes

omg no you can’t do that to someone and call it a test :’3 this is so messed up I’m sorry >:🩷 

your sisters testing my patience ngl :P /j but that “test” was the worst “test” you could give someone and it’s not a “test” that’s just being harmful :’3 

@iloveyouxx idek what she was testing

i just said i dont care that i failed her test

Kinda made up with Dad

Sis just acting all normal im trynna not make a big deal :0 

in a few hours ill msg a frnd to talk to

till then im feeling so lonely :(

@unassumingEyes is anyone awake…

@unassumingEyes

*peek*

@unassumingEyes

*i’m 2h late but still peek*

@justmeeva

:0 hm 2 hours and 44 minutes late but *peek* :P