In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
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Yesterday was my grandfathers death anniversary
I forgot
I dont even feel anything bout that rn
I dont think i loved him
@iloveyouxx im gonna sleep now
Pls drop a reply to lmk how youre feeling when u cn
Sending love and hugs if ok
Tw
dad was just *yelling* at me
i feel compelled to ask him
”Did you have fun?”
@unassumingEyes
>:🩷 that’s so wrong there are way better ways to deal w something but that’s just :’3 no. :’3🤍
Tw
I cried a litte, but i didnt let myself breakdown entirely
i will not breakdown in this house
it will be with friends at school or not at all
I wont breakdown surrounded by people who think crying is a weakness
Twb
You know, my moms eyes say hatred when shes yelling
My dads eyes say loveworriedlove when he’s yelling
I think thats why i always cry when he yells. Bcz he speaks like im nothing but his eyes say “im so worried about you” and i dont know
i dont know
Tw
its so funny how he threatens my studies
does it look like i want to be under pressure to get 99%?
@unassumingEyes
those expectations are so so high you can’t be expected to get that all the time :’3🤍 some people don’t get how hard it is to actually get something that high :’3 how smart you are doesn’t always determine your grades :’3🤍
