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In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Thank you 😊 You doing ok?
@LoveMyMoonflowers It's probably pretty late in your part of the world. You should try to rest 💙 Even if you can't sleep it's good to just relax
It's been a day. This is a hard day for memories but we survived. Thank you for asking 💙
@mytwistedsoul
yeah it’s 2:45 am. It’s okay Soul 💙 i’ll try to sleep soon i guess. last night i tried to sleep at like 3 am but my mind drove me nuts until like 6, i don’t wanna do that again… :/
I’m sorry it was hard Soul 😔 with the memories….. :( it can be painful. Im sorry. 😞 im proud of you all for making it through though. *sends love and hugs to you all if okay* 💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers I hate nights like that 😞 I'm sorry your thoughts have you so much trouble last night 😞💙 Do you try visualization or maybe write those thoughts out?
@mytwistedsoul
Idk 😔 it’s okay i just try to get through it and fall asleep :/
thanks friend, Moon Pie need those hugs and love right now
hehe *acepts sleepy dust* Thank you
@LoveMyMoonflowers *sends more hugs and love* 💙 Brain is tired too but doesn't know how to shut down 😞 Should I sing Hushabye Mountain 😄💙 I'll do it off key and all 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers *clears throat* 😜
A gentle breeze from Hushabye Mountain
Softly blows o'er Lullaby Bay
It fills the sails of boats that are waiting
Waiting to sail your worries away
It isn't far to Hushabye Mountain
And your boat waits down by the quay
The winds of night so softly are sighing
Soon they will fly your troubles to sea
So close your eyes on Hushabye Mountain
Wave goodbye to cares of the day
And watch your boat from Hushabye Mountain
Sail far away from Lullaby Bay
So close your eyes on Hushabye Mountain
Wave goodbye to cares of the day
And watch your boat from Hushabye Mountain
Sail far away from Lullaby Bay 💙
Awwww...
...Twisty, has anyone ever told you that you're a sweet guy?
@slowdecline48 (looks around horrified) 😧 shhhh! Don't say that too loud. I got a bad a** reputation to uphold here! 🤪 😂
Seriously I plan on stealing the neighbor's wife later for a date 😁 kidding kidding 😂 sort of. She wants chinese and her husband doesn't like it so I told her I'd take her for lunch
Oh sh*t that probably doesn't help my reputation at all 😕 maybe I'll make her walk home afterwards
Thanks Slow
@mytwistedsoul 😂 That is almost something I could've posted. Great minds...
Don't make the poor woman walk home. If her husband isn't giving her the attention she needs, well... 🥒 😈
@slowdecline48 😂 You'll be pleased to know I didn't make her walk all the way home. Just part way 😜
@mytwistedsoul dont worry soul, I know your buttocks are bad 😎 I'll stick up for you😁
@mytwistedsoul
awww, this is so sweettttt <3 *sending hugs and happy vibes your way (if okay)*
@amiableBunny4016 Little Bunny Foo Foo! It's always nice to see you! (I'm a poet) 😁😉
I had to mow the field again and I caught my supervisor sneaking around and checking up on me
You can always silently walk up behind him the next chance you get & say "Hi boss!"... Be sure to say it loudly & in a cheery tone of voice. With a smile.
@slowdecline48 Sounds like a hold my beer moment! 😂😂
Mental vomit *smh* my brain just puked 😜 not really. I managed to get in trouble again. That used to bother me. Now I just shrug and get slightly p*ssed because it feels like we have to conform here too much. There used to be more freedom with what we write. I get tired of always having to play nice. When it takes hours for someone to delete an offending post what's the point? The damage is already done
I wonder how many points I have. Demerits because we're all in kindergarten. But let's smile and pretend we're happy because positivity is the flavor of the week and there's cookies and milk 😉
I could've posted that little rant two decades ago, about society in general... These days I'm not as much of a rebel but I see where you're coming from, yeah. Sites like this need rules for all the people with sensitizing conditions, but sometimes they are enforced to the point where they don't make sense.
It is also another consequence of population growth here. Adding more mentally ill people ➡️ exponentially more potential crossed wires in convos, ways to get upset, etc. ➡️ more enforcement of the rules by the slowly coagulating bureaucracy the staff & volunteers are becoming.
@slowdecline48 I understand the need for rules. I try to follow them. I don't like is how certain words get thrown around and used inappropriately to tell someone that's what they did. I don't like being accused of something when I know d*mn well that's not what was being done. I can't even really talk about it here on this page which I made or they'll accuse me of it again. But I can email and plead my case. I'm not sure if it's even worth wasting my time to do so
You could always wear your "demerits" as a badge of honor... When I was on ***.gram (back when I had an account!), I eventually got tired of the rules being enforced arbitrarily. When I caught a warning for a comment I posted, I was rather proud to have received it. Later I got a 2nd one...a fine achievement. 😎 (At that point I didn't give a d**n if my account was banned. Eventually I shut it down in any case)
@slowdecline48 I went that badge route. It's not worth the headache trying to give my side. And tbh I really don't care. I have the vaguest of memory of what was said anyway. So pfft. It is what it is or what it was lol
Very nice work. 👌🏻 You are multitalented, obviously. That can be a curse as much as a gift, though...the more your creative ability extends in different directions, the harder it is to focus on any one medium long enough to become great at it.
@slowdecline48 Thank you and omg yes you are absolutely right. It feels conceited to say I can do a lot of things but my interests do pull me in too many different directions 😕
Yep...I know how it is. Been grappling with the same issue for years now. It would only be conceited to say so if we thought being multitalented was an unmitigated benefit & joy. But you & I both know that's not true.
@mytwistedsoul Also, did you use a router in making any of the pieces for that diorama?
@slowdecline48 Yeah I have one that fits the Dremel I use
@mytwistedsoul this is so pretty and I think that's the prettiest sunset I've ever seen
@hillsideblues Hey you ❤️ It's really nice to see you here 😊
@mytwistedsoul yes it was just from another dimension. I hope you've a nice and warm day like the sun ❤️
@hillsideblues It has been nice and sunny here! I hope there's sunshine where you are too Hill ❤️